“Having wounded each other, the two of us licked each other’s wounds. Damaged goods both, we sought out each other. Thus begins the tale of the wounded ones. A tale of blood that splattered red and dried up black. The tale of our never-to-heal, precious wound. I will tell it to no one.”
— Kizumonogatari: Wound Tale by NisiOisin
An interesting, random parralel coming to my mind...
/ A key, not a piano-key!! /
"In this world, some people born are like keys that move the world and exist having no connection to the social hierarchy established by man."
-Griffith (Berserker)
~ it hurts still though...
“We cannot simply sit and stare at our wounds forever. We must stand up and move on to the next action.”
— Haruki Murakami, 1Q84
~ Theater of Life
King/QueenMaker
"I am moving in the shadows, like a subtle power from behind, like a counselor, a kingmaker, waiting for the right time to come. At least this is what I want to become, to use my potential to reach this level, but I am way too far from it right now. I need to become a challenger and rise the ranks from behind, silently."
Masters and Slaves - Shepherd and Sheeps
"I am not necessarily a respecter of the rulers, but I am neither willing to stay a sheep. If I could, I would stay out of it all, but it is an innate part of human nature and existence, and I would rather become strong enough to cut the strings or even set up my own theater rather than staying a puppet."
Art of Dying
"I don't want to live in fear, anxiety, and I don't want to have regrets. I want to live boldly, to face the Sun, walk through the fire, embrace life, and if the time comes, to perish gracefully."
/ Just talking to myself - Self analysis on my dual nature /
Nem tudom mit tennék, ha netán valakinek igazán megtetszenék, bejönnék (bár ettől aligha kell féljek). Legyen kölcsönös az érzet vagy sem, attól tartok, hogy csak fájdalmat és csalódást okoznék. Őszintén szólva, nem tudom mit csinálnék. Vágyom a kötelékre, a szerelemre, barátságra, elfogadásra, megértésre és egyebekre tényleg, de már nem látom realitását ennek az egésznek...
/ vajon hagytam-e bármi hasznosat hátra a sebeken kívül... /
“A dream can fortify a man’s life, or it can bring suffering upon it. A dream can make a man feel alive, or it can kill him instead. Even if a man is abandoned by that dream, part of it will remain smouldering in his heart. Every man has envisioned his life in this way, at least once. A life as a martyr to his dream, his God. To simply exist just because one’s been born is the sort of notion that I hate. I can’t stand it.” –Griffith
In my mind, a true friend never relies on another's dream. The man who would be my friend must have his own reason for living, beyond me. And he should put his heart and soul into protecting his dream. He should never hesitate to defend it. Even against me.
Griffith, Berserk (1997), Episode 10: "Nobleman"
~ Világok között járok. Jártam lent is, és habár messze van a csúcs, jártam már fentebb is. Jártam az értelmesek között is, és azok között is, akiket csupán az ösztön hajt, a túlélés. Éltem szegénységben, elhagyatottság érzésében, és ha csak kicsit is, jártam szeretetben és szerelemben is. Gazdag még nem voltam, talán soha nem is leszek, de panaszra nincs okom. Világok között járok, de otthonra sosem találok. Mindenhol idegen maradok...
/ Várnak még világok! /
~ Hungary Pride and more...⬇️
English below:
Nos, nem igazán vagyok a Pride lelkes támogatója, de:
- Az ember had szeresse már azt, amihez természetéből fakadóan vonzódik.
- Az embereknek joga kell legyen gyülekezni, ha kulturáltan, szabályoknak megfelelően teszik azt, független annak jellegétől.
- Aggasztó a tendencia, amerre az ország halad, és nem csak a Pride törvény miatt, hanem minden más tekintetben is.
[English:]
Well, I am not an enthusiastic supporter of Pride, but:
- People should be allowed to love whom they are naturally attracted to.
- People should have the right to assemble, if they do so in a cultured manner and in accordance with the rules, regardless of the nature of the assembly.
- The trend in which the country is heading is concerning, and not just because of the Pride law, but in every other aspect as well.
/ Hungary, 2025.03.19. /
Maybe not even looked at but anyways, MEEEEEH!