Despairdesolationdeath - They'd Find Us In A Week .

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Current motivation to study and get a job is to avoid getting married and breaking mom out of her marriage.

I don't wanna choose between being a salesman or a soldier 🪖

Going to grad school, I see

"Killing must feel good to God too. He does it all the time."

" Traditionally, during this meal we are to shrouds over our heads; hiding out faces from God. I don't hide from God."

Hannibal referencing God is never an act of justification rather just a simple statement about how his actions are mere reflections of God's brutality.

To me this is at once so devotional and blasphemous.

Pretty convinced my biography will be titled "Bad decision making 101"

laid up in bed googling normal things like have i ruined my life. is it too late