here’s the flower meaning: sunflower - loyalty purple hyacinth - sorrow belladonna - silence poppy (generally) - imagination forget-me-not - depression marigold - creativity
Fr! Can't get rid of them, they're like cockroaches, they just keep coming back!
What the past couple days have felt like
some kind words from doc
Am re-listening to TMA :>
So decided to draw one of my favorite bbg's Michael distortion :>
Also felt too lazy to make a proper background but with how loud Michael's design is, it's a pain to figure out lol
Is everyone else constantly getting follows from nsfw bots? Like, this past week I’ve blocked at least 20 and each day there’s new ones. I’ve reported them too but at this point, it’s just frustrating and annoying. So, does anyone else get these problems?
TW: some heavy themes like religious trauma and abuse
He used to be really neat and take care of everything, he always had his hair up in a man-bun, always dressed to be covered up and not too simple, but most importantly, he was really reserved and non confrontational. But then he got dragged in the hellscape that is his life now with constant fighting, deathtraps, cluelessnes and a frustrating psychopath on the groups tail with too much power. Funny thing is, his upbringing was also really bad, with his father disappearing when he was just a child and his mother, due to despair and resentment against Finn’s father for leaving them, she became a really easy target for a cult. She joined and with that dragged also Finn down with her. For 18 years Finn was constantly abused and belittled because he didn’t believe in what the cult did and because the cult had really conservative believes (aka really anti lgbtq, thinking that women were meant to just serve the men and be housewives ect.). Finn was constantly sent to conversion therapy for being trans and locked inside because of these believes. He still had times when he could enter the outside world but it was only for school. And that’s where he met his childhood friend Ren, who after 3 years disappeared without a trace. Finn’s mother wasn’t any good herself as she was the one who initiated Finn’s abuse just because he looked almost the same as his father. On Finn’s 18th birthday he gathered up the little stuff he had and ran away, causing a fire as a distraction to slip away in the night.
Finally participating in the art fight of 2022. Welcome my character Ermelindan, an avian of the dark night sky and galaxy. Hidden in the shadows and scared being, long forgotten by the people who used to follow their lead. A forgotten force left to mingle in the elven world.
Before I forget to post, here's a drawing of me and my friend @insener playing hypixel tnt duels :3
I hate photoshop, and I even more despise animating in it-