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Before - Dec 2017

After - Dec 2018

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Y'all probably don't give a damn about this buT I'm so Happy THank yOu evEryoNe for THIS

"The blue coloured pencil"

(Original poem, written by Ren, aka @actually-very-miserable )

Is it my fault?

I constantly ask myself this question

I wonder if I'm purely innocent

While I disturb myself for no reason

This world, these flowers, these people

All of them, betraying me

But also my own self

For not knowing how to behave

The child incapable of seeing

The beauty of orchids, violets, not even the sky

The reflection of their depressing eyes

The coloured pencil sliding on the pale sheets of paper

I ask myself as I watch the horizon

Slowly turning to cold colours

How does it feel to be free and fly away

Towards all those these shades of blue?

It is painful to know a lot of things

Are painted like sapphires

But whenever I'm close

They become gray and tell me lives

Oh, I hate this colour

I swear, oh I swear

It doesn't matter how hard I try

I'll never be anything but black and white

The colour meant to bring me peace

To calm me down

Actually only brings me anguish

And makes me unhappy

Oh, I love this colour

Te one leaving stains on my face

And making my chest hurt

Forcing me to be this disgrace

The colour you can not only see

But also hear and feel

In poetries of love or serenades

Desperately after another victim

Someone to feel this melancholy

It will always make us suffer

And then it will blame the vivid Red

In the blood, the laces and the roses.

In magnificent beauty we will eternally

Sleep.

Hippie vampire god

Behold

Army merman and his flower boyfriend

Steps:

Sketch:

Lineart

Colouring

Background

Made on Ibis Paint X

Stop shaming men

ur legally only allowed to relate if ur art only ever gets 0-500 notes

Is this good for caturday?

Dartagnan (Cat) and Pandora (Dog) being the lazyest and cutest siblings ever

Edit: Please visit my Tumblr account @delkiren

I make pretty good drawings and I'll probably have to sell something soon or else I'll be in danger ._. Thank you for all the attention given to this post <3

Giving up on this acc

My dash is full of things I don't want to see. I need a new one... Therefore I won't be posting anything here anymore

You can find my art on:

DA - Ren0delks (Extra art/ms paint)

Instagram - Ren0delks (more active)

Goodbye everyone