“Mary’s Accession To The Throne Thrust Her Into Yet Another Nontraditional Role: Regnant Queen. Mary

没有书桌 客厅没有门 餐桌不平 只能把音量放大 于是总耳鸣

给翻看旧帖的自己：千万不要再回国。记得这次回国回家的遭遇有多难受。身体+精神+work受到多少影响。

this is another scene that absolutely lights my brain on fire -

There's a lot going on here and imo the way Felix reacts to Annabel talking shit about Oliver is SO telling from a characterization standpoint. Like Annabel is essentially telling him "no one likes your boy bestie and the girls think he's weird." It's so interesting because Felix doesn't necessarily *defend* Oliver here, he doesn't enlighten her to his tragic backstory, doesn't tell her "actually he's really inspirational because you don't know what he's gone through to be here." He instead just gently chastises her for being harsh and snobby and then....the next scene is literally Felix fucking her while Oliver watches. THIS IS INSANE LOL. So much to unpack.

First of all, it's definitely worth mentioning that Felix DOES hype Oliver up to the people who truly matter to him (his parents, his sister, etc). Like Elspeth is fully aware of Oliver's tragic and triumphant backstory before Oliver even arrives. She's also been told that Oliver is intelligent and handsome ("I told you he wasn't a minger" said looking so pleased with himself for bringing a handsome boy home LOL). Venetia has also clearly heard all about how much Felix likes Oliver ("oh I see why Felix likes you so much.") These statements put what happens here with Annabel in a very unique context. It's almost like...Felix doesn't want to share these amazing things about Oliver with his peer group at school. We talk all the time about Oliver gatekeeping Felix but not enough about how Felix is kinda gatekeeping Oliver, especially from the girls at Oxford. Felix doesn't want irrelevant people at Oxford knowing how amazing Oliver is because Felix wants Oliver and his inspirational achievements all to himself. Hm it's almost like Felix and Oliver BOTH struggle with boundaries bc they're both terminally obsessed with each other lol.

What happens after this scene is enough to make me clinically insane LOL. The cutaway is literally Oliver bricked up about to cum untouched while crying and watching as Felix fucks the girl who was just talking shit about him!! The rituals are SO intricate here hahah. In my mind - it's almost like Felix is getting off to the fact that this girl doesn't know about his little secrets with Oliver. She's only allowed to see the most surface levels of him and Felix is literally turned on by the fact that other people don't have access to Oliver the way he does. He'll leave the blinds open while he fucks her in plain sight BUT he won't share even the most basic details about his close relationship with Oliver. He keeps Oliver all for himself but lets the world see him fucking Annabel. It's an insane metaphor honestly and so telling as to what is sacred vs. what's meaningless to Felix. Felix doesn't want to share Oliver just as much as Oliver doesn't want to share Felix. Two sides of the same coin imo, just expressed differently!

突然福至心灵想明白了Conan和Jordan不就是类似长毛和老鼠曾吗（这什么无端联想）

想起曾经嗑过的立法会cp，一时兴起去搜了下视频，看到个14年片段，议案是捍卫编辑采访独立自主，我又伤感了

每次出发的前几晚必定会骂我

给翻看旧帖的自己：千万不要再回国。记得这次回国回家的遭遇有多难受。身体+精神+work受到多少影响。

Maybe the London Transport Museum?

Just some boring detail to add to my last post: the London Transport enamel badges were actual worn by London Underground workers. However, I can’t find an exact match even with that detail. I’ll assume it belongs to the BBC / has been with them for a while, or it belongs to a museum and I simply can’t source it because it’s not online. There’s a close version of what I’m on about here

Harry, unable to cope with the lack of Voldemort's presence in his life, feels guilt and silently grieves since the absence in his soul became apparent. He hallucinates Voldemort looking half-dead and decomposing, haunting and comforting him at the same time.

This reminds of a twitter post I saw the other day. OP says they never understand why snowing makes some people happy, because it makes a lot of other people’s lives worse. That post single-handedly destroyed my biggest joy in life since childhood. I can understand how thunderstorms can be very dangerous and also I don’t necessarily need them in my life, but how can I not wishing for snow to happen???????

The production trailer of Becoming Elizabeth addresses Mary as Mary Tudor, while Elizabeth and Edward are addressed as Elizabeth I and Edward VI.

BTW happy to know that the actress Romola Garai was born in Hong Kong.

刚发现图书馆有个Footlights的主题展览但是30 September 2023 – 18 March 2024

有那么一点点无语

唐僧舔眼复明这个设定就很像sfw（更别说男身怀孕），然后发现78版好像真的有拍唐僧给悟空舔眼......