SUE ME I WANNA BE WANTED

It has taken me 6 weeks to read books 8 and 9 of the iliad because I procrastinated so hard

I read book 10, in school, in 20 minutes

Take from that what you will

My walking to school playlist for autumn because I love love LOVE autumn

Sooooo I’ve been looking for references for the Poseidon/Odysseus/Zeus sandwich and… I don’t know, guys… I can’t imagine Odysseus being between them and NOT looking absolutely terrified. Not having Odysseus enjoy it… IT MAKES IT SO DISTURBING, GUYS! Right now, I’m going to have the one in the middle be an anonymous figure, and if I get the mental strength to draw Odysseus instead, I’ll give you guys a heads up.

Ithaca saga ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

The challenge

. Poor penelope

. Oh yes the weaving trick

. "I don't know how long much longer I'll last"

. Oh the tempo

. "Time to be the man of the house"

. Changed it slightly?

. "Though I never thought these would be the lengths we go for love"

. WAITING? NOO NOT THIS MOTIF

Hold them down

. Goofy suitors

. "Can't you guys see were being played?"

. The repition of "hold them down" is so good

. Antinous is so deliciously evil

. "Hold him down til the boy stops shaking"

. The animatic is insane, anniflamma never dissapoints

. "Only the ocean and I will know"

. What the fuck

. That is so disturbing

. WOLFY

. ODYSSEUS WAIT ONG

ODYSSEUS

. "Worst of all I hear you dare to touch my wife and hurt my boy"

. Cmon

. BOSS FIGHT

. HE HAS HAD "enough"

. The suitors have such good voices

. Alright batman

. GET THEM

. "old king forgive us"

. Open arms? Mf you tried to rape his wife

. TELEMACHUS MY PRINCE WARRIOR OF THE MIND

. "we don't fight fair"

. "get off me, get off me!"

. Not the callback

. "You filled my heart with hate"

I can't help but wonder

. "Father" so much in that one word

. This line makes me sob without failure

. Jay and mico hug is so sweet

. "Show yourself"

. WHAT ATHENA??

. Oh, that's saddening

. I'm literally crying, TELEY MY BOYY

Would you fall in love with me again

. "Penelope" finally

. "Is it you" so surreal

. "I am not the man you once adored" fuck

. All the differnet artists mixing with the actions it's beautiful

. "And take it far away from here"

. The tree? Lol I know that it's a trick but still

. "Carved it into the olive tree when we first met"

. "So i guess that makes him you"

. Their voices are so incredible

. Waiting, waiting......

The end, fin.

EPIC MY LOVE I'LL MISS THESE 😔😔🥰

The vengance saga🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵

I'm not sorry for loving you

. I'm so excited for this one

. I lowkey don't know the songs that'll be here

. Her voice!!!!

. I'm so glad I get to listen to the proper version

. I feel bad for her sorry guys 😞 ✋️

. "Let me speak~"

. Their voices!! Especially together

. The pre chorus and chorus sound heavenly

. "I'm angry and tired and restless and sad"

. This part wrecks me I'm sorry

. "WHAT DO I DO WITH THIS LOVE FOR YOU" is literally the best line

Dangerous

. Huh? Not how I expected that to start

. A lil reprise

. Fuck, the emptiness where the crew usually sung

. Bro they've got him on a raft

. HERMES SAGA

. God I love dangerous

. No comment just perfection

. Hermes actually telling him what's going on>>>

. ODYSSEUS YES HE HAS TO GET HOME

. "Good luck~" icon

Charybdis

. THE INSTRUMENTAL CHRIST

. Ooo the snippet

. "I'd like to hurry up and end this"

. He's such a king like

. And of course very intelligent

. "Til I'm in the clear"

. Thats it?

. HOME ITHACA

. "My wife and son are past these shores"

. His voice is breaking me

. "Penelope"

. The what saga continues

Get in the water

. THE ONE WE'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR

. "I've been waiting for this moment for the perfect time to strike"

. Whoever hates Steven's voice needs help

. "Get in the water"

. And Jay's voice is once again incredible

. "Don't mistake my threats for bluff"

. I'm very excited to see how this goes

. "Aren't you tired Poseidon?"

. Don't reason with him?!

. He is not gonna talk his way out this shit

. Um... is he?

. YESSSS

. "RUTHLESSNESS"

. THE MIXX

. "DIE"

. It sounds like a choir

. NOOO I DONT NEED ANOTHER MIX OF ALL THEIR VOICES

. BROOO 😭

. Brb ascending

. FUCK OFF THAT'S IT???

Six hundred strike

. The guitar 🎸 mmmmm

. HUH?! WHAT'S GOING ON AHAH

. AEOLUS?

. WHAT'S GOING ONN

. HELPP WHAT

. "I don't think you seem to get it cuz I cant afford to die I will get back to my son and I will get back to my wife

. Im glad that this song takes place over so much time becuz it deserves it

. "You idiot"

. Aww I thought

. BLOCKED HIS WAY HOME??

. WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING

. "You can't kill me"

. "Exactly" GAGGED ME

. BRO AHHHHHH

. "HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE HELPLESS"

. JESUS CHRIST

. OH MY GOD

. FULL CAPITALS

. DUDE I MEAN

. "haven't I suffered enough"

. "ALRIGHT"

. YESSSS

. I'M GONNA HAVE A HEART ATTACK

. NEXT TO MY WIFE??? KINGG (of Ithaca)

Finished book 12 of the Iliad, and the best part was definitely when Zeus sent the Trojans an omen telling them that they should retreat, and when Poulydamas points this out, Hector just tears him a new one. He literally says he doesn't give a flying fuck about these birds and if Poulydamas leaves the fight or convinces anyone else to he will stab him. That was personal. Like Hector must've had some grudge against Poulydamas previously because wtf.

My street is so "Willoughby Tucker, I'll always love you," coded, no?

My (little to no context) reaction to the thunder saga 💛💛💛💛💛💛

Suffering

. PENELOPE OMG

. I need to calm down

. Of course he does?

. WHAT

. SIRENS????

. AAAHAJDJEJWN

. Daughter??

. They're so adorable

. Is it sirens...

. Of course, of course, hypothetically

. "Oh no" JSNSJW

. It's not sirens

. Is it?

. He's so silly

. "The things I do for you" down baddd

Different beast

. "Let's cut the charades, you are no wife of mine" tfff

. Packs??

. SIRENS!!

. OF COURSE HE'S NOT SCARED OF WATER

. God why did I think he had a daughter

. And how did they do that?? Just casually kill a bunch of sirens

. Just tell your whole life story then

. And plan?? ODYSSEUS HAVE YOU LEARNED NOTHING

. Damnnn okay he did NOT come to play

. Who's voicing the sirens? Heavenly voices

. Woah Odysseus

. Different beast indeed

. "Kill them all" I mean, fair enough 🤷‍♀️

Scylla

. "This is our only way home"

. Ooo the line we heard

. Eurylochous knowsss

. HE OPENED THE WIND BAGGGG

. EURYLOCHUS SORRY IS NOT ENOUGH

. "Full speed ahead"

. Odyssey respond now please, I'm getting nervous

. "Light up 6 torches" um, whyyy (I know the Odyssey and... oh god, I'm worried)

. "Hello."

. The instrumental?? Animatics are about to go crazyyy

. "ROW FOR YOUR LIVES"

. "DROWN IN YOUR SORROW AND TEARS"

. Her voice is hellish /pos

. They're the same???

. Oh my godd

Mutiny

. LUCK RUNS OUT AAA

. Eurylochus already knows

. "This is all some tricks the gods have sent"

. The snippet...

. I'm gonna cry

. Don't test me

. Sounds like a boss battle

. "IF YOU WANT ALL THE POWER YOU MUST CARRY ALL THE BLAME"

. SHITTTTT

. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 NOOOOOOO

. His teams turning against him

. What... happened

. Whatt

. Not the cows

. BRO YOU HAVE ONE JOB

. "please dont tell me your about to do what I think your going to do"

. LUCK RUNS OUT I'M CRYING DUDE

. "How much longer must I suffer now"

. THE CREW?!!?!

. Odysseus is STILL so hopeful

. J-just... JUST A MAN

. Eurylochus you IDIOT

. Friends um okay

. "FULL SPEED AHEAD"

Thunder bringer

. I'm so excited for this one ngl

. It's definitely gonna be like ruthlessness

. Instrumental goes harddd

. "Pride is a damsel in distress" that distress was sooo

. It's so funny imagining him monologuing whilst the crew are terrified (it's actually really sad)

. Oh well... we do know they'd lose

. "I wonder who'd take the weight of the damned"

. This is so epic but I kinda wanna shake ass to it

. Huh

. NOOOO

. HE CHOSE TO KILL HIS CREW, NOT ZEUSSS

. HE CHOOSES😃😀🙂🥲😢😭😭😭

. DON'T MAKE HIM DO IT

. CMON I MEAN LIKE

. I hate this

. I hate you Jay 😔 I hate you

. I just can't

. What the actual fuck is wrong with you Jay

. The worst part is Odysseus doesnt consider for a singular second that he should choose his crew

. All bangers but at what cost

. AT WHAT COST

FROM THE DESK OF TAYLOR SWIFT Chairman, The Tortured Poets Department (2006-2024)

Pictures in my camera roll that remind me of the song 'sun bleached flies'

(They're all outside my local church, btw)