Dearftrme - Dear Universe

Just because I love you, doesn't mean that's enough for anything.

I adore you, I always will. Goodness knows why I do.

After every little betrayal, after every little hurt. After every person gone, after every person come.

I long for you. More than words will ever tell.

Im not good at being older than I am. I'm not an "old soul" nor am I any ounce of mature. I'm aware of that. Very much aware. But im also aware that I love you. Which is why you're not here now. Because I won't let you hurt yourself. Because I love you. I will love you forever until the day I perish.

God, do I miss you. Do you miss me, too? Or are you still angry at me?

having good & true friends will literally save and protect you in a million unfathomable ways. like okay we have written so many times about lovers. but the way a platonic friend laughs and cries with you. the way they hold your hand at 14 years old and at 34. the way they keep a little silver tie to you, touching base over and over and over. how you can go years without talking, only to re-meet and discover: oh shit! you're still cool!

there are people who have been in my life for more than half of it, and i have loved every version of them. do you know how fucking beautiful that is. yeah love will save the world. but the way friends love you is gonna save the you.

I want to go to a gay bar

However I do not want to go to a gay bar because I do not, nor will I ever, drink alcohol. I do not particularly want to be around drunks.

So instead of a gay bar, I propose a Queer Cat Cafe.

Hypoallergenic cats ofc

There's a section of the cafe where the cats can't go if you don't want cats near you. That section is the library.

There are lil pride flags everywhere, even the obscure ones.

They sell pride pins for £1.50ish each at the counter.

There are LED lights.

It's autism friendly, lights can be toned down if needed and everything is neatly spaced out

You can have a sticker to write your pronouns on

Mostly queer artists/songs played

feel free to add on

I'm glad to have finally figured myself out, it was a war and a half.

Happy Pride Month to everyone 💞

I'm back by unpopular demand to say thank you lesbians for existing. Happy Pride Month, my fellow lavender menaces.

T4T lesbians. GNC lesbians. BIPOC lesbians. Lesbians who knew they were always queer. Lesbians who figured it out as adults. Lesbians who are still questioning. Lesbians who came out before graduating high school. Lesbians who came out later in life. Lesbians who can't or won't come out. Baby dykes and old dykes. Arospec lesbians. Acespec lesbians. Poly lesbians. Married lesbians. Single lesbians. Long distance lesbians. Lesbians who are roommates. Lesbians that don't realise they've been in a relationship for 7 years. Uhaul lesbians.

Butches I love you. Femmes I love you. Studs I love you. Stems I love you. Futches I love you. Kikis I love you. Blue jeans I love you. Transfems I love you. Transmascs I love you. Stones I love you. Pillow princesses I love you. Dykes I love you. Lesbians I love you.

I have definitely missed some types of lesbians, and for that, I apologise. I'm always open to learning new words and ways lesbians understand themselves. Just know I love every kind of lesbian.

I'm a little sad that one of the few bars that didn't feel hostile towards lesbians and queer people who aren't a very specific type of cis gay man has closed, which is why I felt like I needed to make this post.

You know how tumblr @staff post lots of tumblr artwork like every week. Well i think they should set a day or two aside for the writers of tumblr.

We always talk about how autistic adults are adults, and that's true. but shoutout to the autistics that :

age regress

pet regress

don't feel human

are age stunted by trauma

who feel like a teen/child for whatever reason

who want to be a child again

age sliders in a system

littles in a system

middles in a system

actually no, we're not "dating". we're bound together for infinity. like the stars. so, fuck you, actually.

It took me a very long time to realize that I had been in a state of mourning after my friend and I stopped talking to each other. This beautiful and heartbreaking essay on the art of loving and losing female friends was a much-needed meditation, and I wanted to share it with you, too. 

trans men be like hot and shit like they're just hot as fuck like what the fuck man why are you being so hot god damn