Really Wish I Could Be Normal About Any Piece Of Media I Enjoy And Not Terribly Parasocial And Utterly

not arguing w a dude that has big brown eyes. whatever u say beautiful

spooky week so far

The biggest “your experiences are not universal” thing I feel is whenever anyone talks about the universality of girls planning their weddings since childhood because. Well. Not me. God bless

run away turn away

things that are gay sex:

cannibalism

surgery

russian roulette

braiding/brushing hair

fishing

hunting

gutting animals

stabbing

drinking blood from the wrist or neck

autopsies

shootouts

boxing/wrestling

digging in the ground

When she’s too scared to agree and too polite to fight me on something “Go away, when you can, move far from this country,” my mother tells me She thinks I’m too radical for the borders I was born in She thinks I have too much fight in me to hold my tongue in She fears maybe she’ll see an example made of me

My mother is not without her flaws And I see where she gets it When I look at her mother, I turn back to my own I am faced with a younger woman, young and scared and too much like me And worse I am embittered by my own empathy

Because that is empathy I was never taught to show myself That is compassion I waited for like a dog at the foot of her bed That is love I still find hard to give the girl in the mirror Because I wish she would see me and find someone worth loving But she sees the potential of being loved instead

Because that is what I keep finding myself to be Someone who can do well and be liked Someone who can  be pleasant company With just enough work and effort put in Someone that can of love be made worthy

When our throats are raw from screaming and knuckles are bloody Eyes dry of tears that have streaked our cheeks After fighting for each other or each other maybe “Go away, when you can, move far from this country,” my mother tells me And I wish that that wasn’t the only time I felt like she really sees me

-cuckoo's carbon copy

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a single curl falls nicely in my hair and suddenly i’m rivaling narcissus with how much i’m looking in the mirror

episode eight, a bad summary.

babygirl i can romanticize toxic behaviors you can't even imagine

my takeaway from the wicked movie is that michelle yeoh is collecting spongebob: the musical cast members like pokémon