I Think Salad Dressing Is One Of The Few Joys Of Girlhood

i love this website because i could say something like richard siken said you’re in the car with a beautiful boy and he won’t tell you but he loves you that virginia woolf wrote yes yes yes i do like you. i am afraid to write the stronger word. and that love has always felt like this and you’re not broken

being a writer is all fun and games until i have to actually write something and then im staring at a blank document for three hours as if the perfect words are going to come to me

god, girlhood is just something so special. when i went to watch barbie yesterday i ran to the bathroom during previews and some mom turned to her daughter and said ‘look other people are wearing pink’, and all around the theatre people were commenting on each others outfits, and it was so nice to just have that sense of community and support with absolute strangers you would never see again

it’s officially september so happy halloween my esteemed bastards

Wait scroll back what did he even say to make people think he was bi?

oh that's an easy question! he said he's bisexual. hope this helps

when I block people it's because they're annoying and I can't hire someone to kill them. when people block me though it's because they're obsessed with me and they needed to block me or else they'd jerk off to how funny I am for the rest of time

a single curl falls nicely in my hair and suddenly i’m rivaling narcissus with how much i’m looking in the mirror

superstitious

i don’t believe much in signs but i texted a friend after a long time and was told that it had been a low point and they were praying for one when i came back as a sign

i don’t believe much in fate but there is a friend i once made and we kept missing our train but i am no longer scared of not talking to her because all this time we haven’t made it long without finding the other again and again

i am not too superstitious but i joked once about catching nazar after having the most comically sad month ever to which a friend said she’ll take care of it and the rain next morning washed away the troubles

i don’t believe much in blessings but there was a day i would have taken one and it came in the mail with perfect timing enclosed within was love trinkets and sour candy and it came not a day too late no matter how long i’d been waiting

i find religion hard to keep i fear it will give me reasons to suffer and complacency to keep suffering but i think i will give faith another chance and put it in my darlings in the love that surrounds me

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so ‘don’t drink the water’ was just revealed to be the title of s8 ep17 right. and a lot of people are making the connection between water and eddie’s arc in s8a, where the priest tells eddie, “you were denying yourself because you don’t feel worthy,” as eddie is trying to come to terms with his failure as a father and put on a mask (ie mustache) as a metaphorical “beard”. you know, a lot of these things that can be related to the repression of his feelings. you know, maybe towards a man. but, there’s more. don’t drink the water can refer to one of two songs - the one by the dave matthews band or tears for fears. and honestly, whichever one it is…

the tears for fears song also references a gay man in its opening (through a slur so i will not be sharing), but either way there is a connection between ‘coming out’ and ‘showing emotion’ and drinking water in a way that has been directly tied to eddie. “do not (still) drink water, but use a little wine” (and for eddies juice metaphor, id like to add that wine is fermented juice) is a biblical passage (timothy 5:23) tells the reader to consume such things for their own joy and health, so long that it’s in moderation. with eddies storyline, drinking juice in moderation represents trusting himself and going after what he wants (buck) without punishing himself. don’t drink the water can also be a kidnapping plane story, like the 1969 or 1994 movies by a certain awful person but rg being on set in kenny’s videos gives me the slightest inkling it may have something to do with a certain edmundo diaz

imagine you’re at your rehearsal dinner and a lady just sits down and tells you a lesbian ghost story for 9 hours straight.