Being The Emotionally Unstable Woman That I Am At The Moment (thx Moon Lovers!) And Looking To Anything

“If you have a dream, don’t let anyone take it away and always believe that the impossible is aways possible” Selena Quintanilla

Akatsuki no Yona....some thoughts

You know I am slightly surprised by everyone’s reactions to the recent developments in the manga, on Yona’s decision to go back to the castle. I mean as a person who has read many many stories, I personally thought that the story was always going to be headed in this direction. Suwon, Yona, and Hak were always headed towards a confrontation…and what better place to do it, then the emotionally fraught environment of the Castle? Suwon and Yona both have the same goals and that is to protect their country….with Yona and her Dragons now having gained more popularity in the country…it puts Suwon and his administration in a bad spot. Suwon…doesn’t seem to care about this, he seems to be of the mindset that since she survived…all of it, he isn’t going to chase her to her death, he wants her to keep on living faraway because truth is he once cared/s? for her…. but Keishuk his advisor on the other hand, certainly isn’t going to let this slide. He has witnessed how powerful the dragons are, the strength and intelligence of Hak..on par with Suwon it seems….and he isn’t going to let them go. For if they once again get taken by an enemy country…their going to be huge threat. So Keishuk has essentially narrows it down for them in three choices: be chased down by other countries, be chased down by their own country, or choose to become allies since they have the same goal anyways. Its easy to argue that they could keep doing what they were doing before, but truth is its not that simple anymore. They have become well known and with that comes people that are now going to be gunning for them. 

So for me seeing all this, Yona’s choice to become allies with Suwon…even though she knows Keishuk is essentially up to no good, and isn’t going to make this favorable for them in anyway…even then, her choice is still a logical one. Afterall, she was the one who was kidnapped. She has witnessed firsthand that no matter how strong she becomes, there may still be another stronger, crueler opponent. She doesn’t want her little family to be put through this again and again afterall at the moment…she is the weak link and thus will be targeted to control the dragons and Hak. Honestly this decision shows the height of her character development. She’s become more level headed and more willing to take the realities of life into account. Its great to be idealistic and happy but if you can’t face the realities of life down your going to be let down really fast. Honestly, her actions are almost on par with Suwon…she’s willing to work with her greatest enemy to keep them safe. But the difference is although her goal is to help her country, unlike Suwon, she won’t discard her family to do the job. I think..that this is going to be Suwon’s character development arc (along with Hak’s) because he could really stand to learn something from Yona. 

A lot of you seem thrown of by Yona not listening to Hak’s feelings on her decision but thats not actually what she’s doing. It more like she has considered what is the worse option…Hak getting killed trying to save her if she gets taken again by a powerful country or Hak emotionally suffering going back to their home where they were betrayed. And thus here her choice becomes obvious because she loves Hak, she’ll do anything to protect him along with the dragons, and so even if he can’t bear it..she will because this time she has to keep him safe. Many people are also arguing that its almost more dangerous for her to walk into Keishuk’s games so easily…but its obvious this is the less dangerous option for them considering she knows Suwon has let them live out of his guilt, the dragon’s are at their most powerful at the castle, and lastly if their in the public eye Yona has some power to change the course of events. 

But aside from all these fantastic wonderful plotlines now converging. and we’re all on the edge of our seats waiting to see what will happen…there is one other plot element that is still unresolved. And that’s the prophecy that was given early on. The prophet guy, Yun’s guardian ( i’ve forgotten his name since its been so long) essentially said that Yona needs to gather 3 elements: the dragons, a shield, and a sword. I don’t think Zeno is meant to be the shield here even if he is one as the dragon. I personally think the shield is and has always been Hak. And I think we’re headed in a direction where Suwon…is going to be the sword. I think that despite all that has happened Suwon and Yona are going to have to become allies and work together if they want the country to go in the directions they have wanted. I don’t think Yona is ever going to forgive Suwon, they can never return to what they were, Yona will never care for him again…but I think she has now become level headed enough to see past what he did to her and work with him long term for their country’s sake, and for our previously emotional little princess this is a HUGE moment. It also differentiates her from her father, King Il who could not see past his grief and negated the importance of weapons and an army to keep his country, his family safe, essentially leading to its downturn. Our princess Yona will use whatever she can, to survive, to keep HER family safe. As for how i think Suwon will be the sword? I think that’s going to be because he will need to take preemptive action to keep Yona and the Dragons safe. He’s going to need to take the offense, striking down on what could become a threat, and that in element represents the sword. Kind of like how Hak is the shield, protecting Yona from all that comes her way. Anyways I think Akatsuki no Yona is as fabulous as ever and I’m at the edge of my seat waiting to see the showdown, between Yona and Suwon, Hak and Suwon, the dragons and Suwon, the outmaneuvering their going to have to do against Keishuk. And also we all know we need a final confrontation between Hak and Yona that needs to air out much of the doubts Hak still holds in his heart; that Yona still trusts Suwon and maybe loves Suwon a little and whether Yona actually loves him as she said in her confession. We’re finally approaching the most emotional arc in AkaYona ever, where much is going to go down and I can’t wait. 

605 feels up ahead scroll down to avoid spoilet

Episode 605 is a real tear jerker. I want believe he's not dead that maybe he'll get like a super sayin boost and beat up those white walkers but..sigh I don't think it's happening 💔 I will literally cry every time I hear some one say "hold the door" for the rest of my fucking life!!😫

Although i cant forgive her cruelty towards animals( thank god shes just a character in a story) her advice is solid. It sucks that women even today still have to make such tough choices

Haha "sinners"...I like that

Please I need more PxS sinners….I mean shippers….. to follow. So reblog or like this post if you actually post abt them so I can check out your blog 😉. Spread the word!

ominous advice for the signs

aries : do not forget to close the doors behind you. things you may not recognize will creep and follow.

taurus : look away from the trees sometimes. they don’t always want to be known.

gemini : a vague feeling of impending doom is normal, but if it’s still there when you turn on the light then hide and lie in wait.

cancer : try to capture the ghosts that float around you. with cameras or your hands or even mirrors if you’re lucky.

leo : rest easy, there will be no wars for you tonight. but watch the crows and listen to their call. yes, they will be talking to you.

virgo : if there’s someone else in your mind, let them talk sometimes. you don’t know yourself as well as you think you do.

libra : sometimes secrets are good things. a burning heart or a pile of bones are not good secrets.

scorpio : you’ll find lots of light switches. not all of them should be turned on.

sagittarius : wrap yourself up in blankets and give the ocean an inch. the caves you’re exploring will still be there when you’re done.

capricorn : do not ever cover your eyes. if you look away, the stars will know, and they will not be able to help you.

aquarius : fold your hands to the sun and listen. find the beautiful thing in closed curtains and sprinkled light shining from a place you cannot see.

pisces : a mirror is not a gateway, so stay awake: old gods are still gods even when they’re silent.

you’ve gotta stat romanticizing your life. you gotta start believing that your morning commute is cute and fun, that every cup of coffee is the best you’ve ever had, that even the smallest and most mundane things are exciting and new. you have to, because that’s when you start truly living. that’s when you look forward to every day. 

Euron is an asshole! If by some miracle he does get to Dany, I hope she feeds him to her dragons and takes his ships!

I've always loved the creepy ships, I don't know why lol

Creepyshipping back in the 80’s. 😍😍😍

PREACH IT SISTA Also this>> " ..Ship Donald Trump to Siberia.." <

I love Tom Hiddleston. I love Taylor Swift. Now listen up.

I’m an 18 year old woman with her own opinion that y’all are being incredibly petty and selfish. 

I’ve tried to stay out of this because I can’t handle the stupidity, but I’ve finally had enough. Here are some things you need to consider the next time you’re about to throw a hissy fit over Tom and Taylor.

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1. First of all, both of these individuals are adults who can do whatever the hell they want. 

GASP. 

I know, shocking right? 

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2. You do not have the right to condemn Taylor for being a “slut” or a “man hunter”. She is a woman with all the same rights as you. Y’all can’t call yourselves feminists who believe in abortion and Marvel’s need to hire more superhero women and then turn around and do this. It’s hypocritical and wrong. And if you had her talent (and if you want to bitch about her not having talent, check out her Grammys), you would say you could date whoever she wants too.

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3. Taylor is a lovely person. I had the great honor and privilege to briefly meet her during her “Red” tour in 2012. I was 14 at the time, and completely in love with her. She made me feel special and loved, and treated me like a little sister. She genuinely loves fans, and does things like surprise them, write inspiring messages to them, write a song about a 4 year old little boy named Ronan who died of cancer, and stand up for women everywhere. Not to mention she isn’t afraid to get out there and be herself.

Sound familiar?

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4. You do not have the right to condemn Tom for his “recent behavior”. He has an amazing career so far because of his talent and his hard work. Admire that. And about that photo shoot, you do realize that he didn’t go out and shoot that series right after he started dating Taylor, right? It was during The Night Manager press series. The article was probably typed much closer to release though. The car in NYC? Who the hell cares? Taylor was probably just being nice, and maybe the car happened to be in NYC, maybe not. Does it matter? Also, who the hell cares if he went to a Selena Gomez concert? Selena, like Taylor, is a lovely person and performer, and Tom is probably trying to get to know Taylor’s friends, just like any good boyfriend. They’re having fun. LET THEM HAVE FUN WITHOUT BEING PETTY AND RIDICULOUS. 

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5. Be happy for them. Relationships in the spotlight are hard enough. Having their own fans turn against them is the last thing they need. 

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6. Be considerate. Does nobody remember the fact that Anton Yelchin just passed, that Tom was close to him, and that maybe he’s having a difficult enough time with coping with the loss of his friend without his fans- and the media- being bullshit toward him?

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7. 2016 sucks enough without you guys making it worse. We need to be concentrating on LGBT rights and defense, gun laws, gender gap, shipping Trump to Siberia, and other actually important issues. 

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8. Do critique the headlines. Objectifying Tom and slut-shaming Taylor is ridiculous. The media is insane. So make a difference. Say something about it. Defend Tom, Taylor, or both. If you’re a fan, act like it instead of a toddler throwing a hissy fit. 

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9. Be supportive. Taylor just had the biggest tour in like, ever. Tom is about to go to Australia to film Loki. SHOULDN’T WE BE EXCITED ABOUT THAT? 

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10. If you’re not going to be supportive, or at least silently fuming, or at least respectfully stating your opinion, then shut up. 

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11. I’m not saying you should love this. It’s like some people love Clintasha and some people like Bruce and Natasha (okay, maybe not, but pretend they do). Some people like Stucky, some people like Cap and Stark. It’s okay if Tom and Taylor aren’t your OTP or the ship you will go down with. However, it is not okay to start overly condemning, accusing, and hyperventilating over something that should not be hyperventilated over. 

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12. If you’re a real fan of Taylor’s, you will continue to support her. 

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13. If you’re a real fan of Tom’s, you will continue to support him. 

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Sierra out.