I love how the whole time she's around he's watching her he's got heart eyes likeđ and she's likeđȘđđ° . Whatever happens I'm on board đąđđ
I never knew that I could fall in love on the very first night. Could this be love?
Omg congrats to your grandad for his prized cauliflower, those could feed an whole town!
my granddad just called me to tell me how big his cauliflowers are growing and it was so cute theyre âTWICE as big as the ones you get in the shopâ
So Iâve been re watching my favorite SHR clips and I noticed that I REALLY love the background (music scores I think itâs called)they play in so many scenes. Does anyone know where to find those scores? I havenât found anything other than the ost(also amazing btw)any help is appreciated :)
Although i cant forgive her cruelty towards animals( thank god shes just a character in a story) her advice is solid. It sucks that women even today still have to make such tough choices
Chapter 2: The Master Ogre God 25. âAoi, do not let the Ayakashi scare you. You are special, so it is easy for them to kidnap you.â âIs Aoi easy to kidnap?â âThatâs right, humans that can see Ayakashi are easily targeted. Theyâre easy to eat and easy to use. Easy to like and easy to hate. It is easy to be loved and also easy to be hated. In short, you are a subject of ridiculous interest for them.â My grandfather had a serious face back then as he took my hand, advising me through life. But my young self could not understand those words at all. âAoi doesnât want to be eaten! Aoi doesnât want to leave grandpa.â âIs that right? Well, grandpa doesnât want Aoi to leave or be taken eitherâŠ. Aoi, be especially careful of ogres.â âOgres? Aoi has not seen an ogre.â âThey are tricky to find because they almost look the same as humans, perhaps that may be hard for you to understand.â
26.âAre they human?â âNo, they are not people. They are incompatible with humans.â My grandfather shook his head strongly in denial of my question. âThey lead a cold and villainous path, doing anything they want in order to get what they want, they do not feel for others. Thatâs why Aoi, do not let your guard down around ogres.â My grandfather always told me to be careful around ogres. Ogres.
There was a feeling that I had fallen somewhere. âOuch!â Hitting my head on something hard, I let out a dull shout. I had collapsed. When I open my eyes, I see a ceiling that I donât recognise. It was almost as if the ceiling was glittering, paintings of Ayakashi dancing was painted onto it, it intrigued me. I was in some strange hall. Why? Itâs so cold. I notice that my body is badly drenched in water.
27.âAoi.â A low calm, disgusting voice called my name. I looked into his face for a moment, the one with the Ogre mask. I had met him at the shrine, Iâd given him my lunchbox. What a shame that was. âAh, youâre from this morning!â Raising my voice with surprise, I stand holding my lower back. I check around me, only giving a glance. The room is mostly tatami mat and dimly lit, cold air drifts in occasionally. Straight away I understood that this was an expensive and gorgeous building. Whatâs going on? It seems everyone who is peacefully sitting around the room quietly like figurines are Ayakashi. Everyone is wearing a kimono and different masks. I cannot see their expressions, theyâre only sitting and watching me peacefully. I can sense a murderous intent or hostility from the chills creeping up my skin. They seem unhappy and look at me almost as if aiming for their prey. I could sense a vicious disgust radiating from their bodies. I am surrounded by Ayakashis. I could feel the blood draining from my face. Even if you are used to seeing  Ayakashi, this is my first time being surrounded by them.
28. In this place that I do not know, no one is on my side. As if Iâve been hit by a wave, a cold fear overcomes my body. Firmly trying to get a hold of myself, I turn my head towards the Ayakashi to the side of the Ogre in front of me. I think I may be able to say something, although, I only thought there was one Ayakashi at first. âEh?â However, one of them cried out unexpectedly, slowly I turned to look over. My eyes widen. A pale face with human features and cool eyes. A breathtaking cold and beautiful appearance. A man with black hair. I narrow my eyes at his smiling face. If you look close enough there are sharply pointed horns sticking out from his head, his eyes are also red. He isnât human. This guy, this guy is an ogre. âHow are you feeling my bride?â Eh.. ha??â Those were the surprising words of the ogre, I look around restlessly. Surely heâs not talking about me?
29. "How are you feeling? Iâm asking you, my bride. Are you listening to me? Aoi, I mean you. You are my bride.â âTo be honest, I donât understand the meaning of all this, it makes me feel unwell,â I answered with a serious expression. The ogre in front of me remains calm, smiling. Bride? This ogre, what is he saying? Although he is beautiful, my grandfather warned me to be alarmed by them. This all seems too doubtful. My body is cold from being drenched. My dress has become transparent and tough from the water. My stockings are torn and hair is sticking to my face. Surely my makeup is in disarray. This appearance must be so embarrassing but at the moment I can not afford to care. Because of this unknown situation, my shame is equal to none. Perhaps even if my life is saved, I may not be able to go home safely. âMaster, as you can see it would be better if you did not marry this human girl.â Said a masked Ayakashi to the black haired ogre, they dismissed me with such hate in their voice. Red-bean coloured hair can be seen poking out from the edge of the mask, although, it isnât really human. âI can not allow my Master to marry such a filthy little girl.â
30. At those words, all the other Ayakashi who seemed just like figurines started talking with hatred towards me at the same time. They hide their mouths with fans or sleeves. âAbsolutely right!â âSuch a filthy daughter of humans!â âSheâs plain!â âIncompetent!â âSeedy-looking!â Obviously, they like saying anything that comes to mind. However, it all seems to be something bad⊠But I do not care about such a silly thing. The desire to escape from here somehow starts to burn inside me. This place is a nest for Ayakashi. Right now, usual encounters with Ayakashi cannot compare to this. The ones here are not low class. I can only comprehend whatâs happening by watching it unfold. An exit can be seen on the side in a gap between the Shoji sliding door, what good timing. âNow!â Well, that was daring. âAh, that girl!â Such a sound made the Ayakashi stand up all at once. Meanwhile, I do not hesitate and run out between the side from the gap of the Shoji sliding door. The edge is wet with no gripping, if possible Iâd like to get somewhere else. That was my plan.
31. But that plan was soon undone. As a strange colourful landscape spread out from what I assumed to be the edge of the building. I was terribly surprised. I opened my eyes wide, stopping my feet from running. âEhhh?â Right in front of me is a world Iâve never seen before. It seems that the wet edge I stand on is far above even the sky. Apparently, Iâm at the top of an extremely tall building, the ground is a long way down. I can see buildings wrapped in lights of lanterns, I know this is obviously not a normal place in Japan. The boulevard below seems very busy, everyone here is an Ayakashi, I can understand that fact from here. Ogres, monsters, demons, persistently written flags, red lanterns hang around here and there. Buildings, not like a normal house or an apartment. It looked like it could be an old townscape reminiscent to traditional Japan. Whilst it seems to be an old-fashioned traditional town like Kyoto. However, the red-coloured risen building on the right reminds me of Ancient China. A little further away is a big temple surrounded by tall 5-storied pagoda buildings, from here you can see a couple of them. However, nothing in the real world could ever look like this. Somewhat unstable and heteromorphic, I could never remember seeing anything like this before.
32. Just like a labyrinth, complicated. Surely, this is an air I have never felt before. I understood that this place was much more busy than the Apparent Realm. ââŠ..â I couldnât blink as I looked out at the landscape before me. A Japanese ship was floating in the sky, passing over the clouds, although it was shocking I wasnât surprised too much. I do not know. I do not know such a world! A thing that crossed my mind at that moment was this âDifferent World,â had entirely different characters. A cold wind briskly blew up from the bottom of the building causing my hair to get into a frenzy. Because of that, my legs froze on the spot. âWhere am I?â âThis is the Hidden Realm, Aoi.â The ogre answered my question, whispering from behind. I pulled back my arm. âThe Hidden realm?â That name seems familiar, surely Iâve heard it somewhere before. âItâs dangerous here, so go inside.â âThis isnât the Apparent Realm.â
33. Without taking my eyes off the strange world in front of me I asked him with a firm expression. I donât understand this. Why? Â Why was I brought to such a place? Contrary to my confusion, the black-haired ogre with a calm tone. âThis is the world where Ayakashi lives. This is different from the world humans live in. However, the Apparent Realm and this world are coherent with each other and connected in many various places. These two places are similar yet totally different at the same time. This is a successful inn for Ayakashi, Tenjinya.â âTenjinya?â Finally, I was able to pin it to something. I knew that name, when I was cleaning grandfatherâs belongings, it was that black and white picture. My grandfather was in front of this inn, he was taking pictures with Ayakashi. I looked back slowly, looking at the black-haired man behind me. Although now there is a horn on his head, I could feel he was not a person from the coldness of those red eyes, looking at me chillingly. I could feel my body starting to get cold. âWho are you?â âI am the owner of this inn, they call me Ogre-god or Master.â âAn ogre?â âI am the ogre that will become your husband.â
34. I distorted my expression whilst the ogre in front of me looked on pleasantly. I wanted to deny it, giving my head a small shake. âWhat? Why would an ogre want to become the husband of a human? You canât.â âAlthough I am an ogre it doesnât matter, Shiro made such a promise to me, so you have no choice.â As soon as he mentioned my grandfatherâs name I became stiff. âLet me explain Aoi, your grandfather Shiro-â âSurely itâs a mistake!â I answered the Ayakashi as he stood in his place. The ogre laughed faintly narrowing his red eyes. âI doubt it. You see, I had a long relationship with Shiro, of whom had connections in many various places.â âConnections?â
35. âYes, you see Shiro could move back and forth between the Apparent Realm and this realm as he pleased, they said he was one of a kind. Shiro had very strong spiritual energy, enjoying all the fun things this world had to offer him, he was a free man. Then once upon a time, he decided to flutter around here at Tenjinya for three days and three nights, drinking and eating, enjoying every luxury at hand.  Although, because of that towards the end of it he had brought himself into an amount of large debt that was impossible for him to pay. But I gave him a chance and refused to eat him.â ââŠ..â It wasnât an unlikely story, so it immediately satisfied my curiosity. Although, it only makes me pale more. Grandpa, what a  foolish thing to do to an Ayakashi. âBut, Iâm also running a business here. I asked Shiro if heâd pay, work here for life, or be eaten. Shiro, however, shook his head and told me something else. What do you think he said?â Pulling on my arm, the ogre came close to my face. I shook my head. âBecause I love freedom, I cannot possibly stay in one place. It canât be helped that you want to eat me. So I will give you some money. However, thatâs it, if I can not repay all of my debt within my life I offer you my granddaughter to be your Ogre Bride. Thatâs what he said. I couldnât believe it. Shiro was a ridiculous man. He truly was scum.â ââŠâŠâ âAh so in short Aoi, you are collateral for his debt.â This ogre came to a conclusion on the matter in such a merciless way. It made me feel dizzy. However, I try to remain somehow mindful for a while, keeping myself in check.
36. âIs that what you meant after all? Is it not a mistake? Being my grandpaâs granddaughter, Iâve already been surprised plenty.â âAh, of course. Because you are Shiroâs granddaughter who can see the Ayakashi. You are the only one for me. Those who cannot see Ayakashi cannot even visit the Hidden Realm in the first place.â The ogre explains this to me as if it is all an ordinary situation. However, his words did happen to seem strangely convincing. âDo you need me to say it again, Aoi? You and I have a promise to become married, we should get on to that. You must marry me.â ââŠâŠ.Me marrying?âŠ.â From the side I saw the ogre pull out an object, it was a nice small box. Picking it up he opened it, grabbing a piece of paper from the inside. He shows it to me. âThis is a pledge. As long as this is present, those promises must be fulfilled.â On a fine piece of paper, it was written as such. 'I, Shiro Tsubaki am in debt to the Master of Tenjinya. Because I cannot repay it, in the meantime I will give you my granddaughter who has the most spiritual power. I swear it, Shiro Tsubaki-â Indeed from the last honest and miserable sentence, this letter definitely was written by my grandfather. I understand well that his signature is written firmly at the end and that this is a pledge. Somehow, as long as this was around I knew I could not run away.
37. What is marriage? Was my first thought. Heterosexuality is often present with couples, they then begin to talk and suddenly become family members. In short, it is to be a husband and wife. Impossible, I hardly know this guy. No, I only met him for the first time just before, this guy is not even a person, but an Ayakashi. Moreover, he is an ogre that told me to be most wary of my grandpa. My head hurts. I canât stop trembling. No, I canât stop trembling, it may be because my body is cold and wet but Iâm not sure. The anger for my grandfather may have started to occupy my thoughts. Grandpa, grandpa⊠why? What a stupid thing of you to do. My favourite grandfather, he really did just let his granddaughter take on all his debt so easily, I felt uninhibited amnesia followed by despair. These swirling unbalanced thoughts and feelings travel through my head. The ogre looks at my trembling expression full of agony, trying to hold back laughter as he puts a sleeve over his mouth. He truly is an ogre. Devil. Demonic animal. Surely my miserable appearance is pleasant for him. The ogre grabbed onto my arm, pulling me up. He then takes me back to the room filled with many Ayakashi. His nail digs into my arms, causing a hot pain to rush through it. Why was all of this so wrong?
38. âNow, letâs get ready for our marriage. Perhaps such a dress that youâre wearing is not suitable for the occasion. Take a hot bath and change clothes.â âNo, I donât care.â I refused. The surrounding Ayakashi start to make noise. But, I have to refuse, no matter what. âI definitely do not like or want to be an Ogreâs Bride.â ââŠ..Definitely?â âAbsolutely! I hate it.â ââŠâŠâ Even in this situation, I will absolutely refuse as clearly as I can. This ogreâs heart is closed with no desire nor despair. So I will continue to refuse him without mercy. âEven if you say Iâm collateral for debt, I can not accept such a thing! So, return me to the Apparent Realm!â âThatâs no good.â The ogre raised his face, whilst lowering his voice and said that. âThis place is secluded, to open the entrance to this realm, a corresponding toll is required. You already have your grandfathers debt, so I doubt you can pay a toll.â
39.âDo not make a fool of me. You brought me here! So, take responsibility and pay the toll to return me to the other world! Or Iâll sue for kidnapping.â He swings his arm, trying to grip mine. I thrust my fingers back violently. Those were my words to him. However, the Ayakashi behind me spoke up, âHow uneducated,â they are almost trembling in anger. âYou fool, you who is a meagre dirty human daughter is not even a substitute for debt! You should be thankful for the Masters kindness! Although it can not be forgiven, all you are is Shiroâs granddaughter!!â Said the man with red-bean coloured hair wearing a mask. âI will eat up to the muscle of your bones!â He stood up, taking a breath, it seems he does not like my former family member. âManager!â âPlease do not act so savagely.â It was as if he was a spider jumping about. A white thread like substance had filled up my surroundings. My feet became tangled in the whiplashing strings. âKyaa!â Putting out a cute scream I fall down. My hip and back slowly hit the floor. No, this canât be happening. This damn Ayakashi is a spider. When things are caught in spider webs, they are normally eaten to the bone because they cannot escape.
40. But suddenly the face of the Ayakashi came close to the ogre. âWait, Tsuchigomo.â It was stopped. âDo not make a wrong move. You still have time to spare, so youâd better act like a gentleman.â âMaster youâre being too kind! Such a little girl, I can see the pain in your eyes so Iâll listen to what you say.â He stops after hearing the ogres words, why? âGood.â He nodded. Whatâs good? Ogres are ogres, and yet he has a stubborn smile which is incomprehensible. âAre the Three Faceless Sisters here?â When the ogre snaps his fingers, the sliding doors open. Three people stood in the doorway, all being beautifully large, medium and small. However, they were faceless. The ogre gives instructions to them. âI think we should let my bride know where her position is here. Prepare the Torture in Hell treatment.â âEh?â âNow, go along. Do not stop even if she hates it. She needs to know where she stands.â It takes a short amount of time for these faceless women to carry me off to another room without resistance. Ehhhhhhh? No way, I never thought it would be like this. Something could be broken. This is a physical punishment. I could be hurt.
41. They must be lying, even in this situation it would be better if it were to hurt only for a moment, this doesnât seem fun. âThis is the boiling water torture.â The smallest one said. She made a prefix written as,'pine.â Then spoke with the tiniest little voice even though she has no mouth. As she says this, I was stripped of my clothes, then immersed in lush warm water which glowed a warm red and glittered. Honestly, itâs very relaxing and comfortable. The warmth of the water spreads through out my body. âThis is the skinning torture.â The medium faceless lady made a 'bamboo,â prefix. She scrubs and washes my body. I donât have to do anything. At the end, they paint a mysterious sweet smelling liquid on my body. My skin became so shiny it was almost blinding. âThis is the binding torture.â Â The biggest faceless lady made a 'plum,â prefix. I was dressed in an indignant blue yukata tightened by a yellow belt. Although it is cute with a lint pattern, when the belt is tightened- âWow!â It is a bit uncomfortable.
42. âThe torture is nearly done.â The three faceless sisters each prepare my personal belongings. 'Pine,â dried my hair. My cat like hair finally became smooth. She also massaged my stiff shoulders.'Bamboo,â applied a thin layer of makeup, it was a light crimson red powder.'Plum,â paints my nails. She also applied cream to my hands that were rough and coarse. âThe Torture in Hell treatment is complete.â âNo, it wasnât tortured though was it, it was a luxurious hot spring treatment at this inn.â âIs it a torture?â âRight?â âRight?â Even though I tried, the Three Faceless Sisters did not say a word on it. They have no facial expressions and I can not read whatâs on their minds. âThe Master is waiting for you.â Then, they held me again taking me somewhere else. âMaster, please reconsider not marrying a human daughter! If a human becomes an important lady in charge I am not convinced she could do her job as an employee, this could cause a conflict in Tenjin-ya! For the houses in the north! This fight which would take place in the corner of the Hidden Realm could soon turn into a conflict  between the rest of us, it will be a fight for the future!â
43.âEven if I do marry, I will not put her in charge so soon.â âThatâs even more useless!â The three faceless sisters brought me to the other side of the sliding door, that was when I could hear such a conversation. The complaining voice is that of the spider that tried to make an enemy of me earlier. âThis isnât useful, itâs bad!â I opened the sliding door slickly. Towards the back of the sliding door are three Ayakashi. One is the Ogre-god, the other is probably the spider because of the mask. The other one has the mask of a white fox, this Ayakashi must have been hiding in the shadows earlier. Because I had suddenly been thrust into a room with these three Ayakashi the situation hardened a little bit. âHmm, how was the torture? I take it you had more than just the hot spring. Has your body warmed up now?â My body is much warmer now and has settled, so has my liver apparently. I tighten my facial expression, while this is a stupid idea, I head over to the Ogre. âAw, Aoi my bride, my yukata looks nice on you.â âThanks to you. This seems like a nice inn, the service here is wonderful.â
44. âDo you understand your position now?â âAre you going to become a bride even though youâre at such a low class?â âIf you become my bride the services at this inn would be unlimited to you.â âI will not take your hand. Please return me home quickly.â âKeep it silent or else youâll be missing out!â The Tsuchigomo said concisely coming closer. I thought that I didnât have to keep silent after glaring at the ridiculous spider I continued. âItâs natural, Iâm only 20 years old, Iâm still a college student. As a college student, Iâve never even thought of marrying someone. Iâm really really sorry, Ayakashi.â âCalm down, calm down. Itâs no use saying that since Iâm not going to give up.â âWh-â Just like a child would do, the ogre admonished me with haste. Until a while ago I was burning up, but now, my body is going totally cold. Awful Ayakashi. They have an optimum existence filled with coldness. âWhy donât we use the inner parlour?â The ogre could not see my agonizing expression, there were plum blossoms embedded in the wall behind the hallway, he opens the door to the inner parlour. âDo you have anything to offer?â
45. I asked the ogre. A man with a white fox mask shakes his tails once. Perhaps he is a fox ayakashi, I can see it.âWell, prepare the bedding the Camelia room, my bride is tired.â âAs you wish.â The ayakashi with the fox mask left the room. I heard the tsuchigomo say something, he gave off a steep look. I peek into the inner parlour. It is a small inner room, a tea set is placed in the middle of the hearth. The ogre sat on the side, beckoning to me who was standing near the sliding door. âCome here, sit down where you like, my bride.â Whilst wary, I finally enter the room and sit down. At that time the Tsuchigomo dully closed the sliding door for the inner parlour. âAaaaaa.â I heard someone raise their voice. âWould you like some tea? My bride.â The ogre mixed the contents of the tea kettle with a ladle, pouring it into a cup he hands it over to me. I drank it. It had a deep colour, being a lovely snack, and left a good aftertaste. âNow, is there anything you want to say? This place will soon be filled with lots of employees.â
46. I grasped my knees and asked something straight away. âHow much is my grandpaâs debt?â The ogre gives me a demoralizing look before he finally answers stroking his chin in a quizzical manner. âIt roughly translated into 100 million yen in Japanese currency I believe.â âHa, ha, say that one more time?â I held an intense stare. The tuition fee that my grandfather left behind and was collecting for me is not enough. That guy, he truly did make me collateral for debt, I guess I might have to marry this ogre. Grandpa, why did you even save for my tuition? To be funny? It was only contradicting! I wish I could question my grandpa about all of this, but, itâs impossible now that heâs gone. âOf course, none of this is your fault, but you must clean up after your Grandfather Shiro. Aside from that, being with an Ayakashi wonât be too bad right? Even in the world that humans live in they must return borrowed money, correct? It isnât an uncommon story for daughters and granddaughters to be sold because of that, is it.â âWhy? This is so frustrating.â âThat would be the case.â The ogre smiles, dropping his eyes towards his sleeve, mixing the hot water in the teapot. As for me, this entire situation just makes me angry and frustrated.
47. My grandfather, without permission, decided to make me a debtor and the future wife of an ogre. I loved my grandfather for a very long time, but I wonder. Aloof in this world of wonder, I can not even read the thoughts of this ogre. âDo you wish to not be my bride that much?â âIf there was any human who would want to become the bride of an ogre theyâd just suddenly met, Iâd be concerned.â ââŠâŠ.â The master flutters his eyes towards mind and looks at my face. âIs that right.â He looks somewhat lonesome, the ogre quickly returns his gaze to the hot water in the tea kettle and mixes it lightly. Strange. Besides, under any circumstances why would such a high-class ogre want to marry me? âDo you want to marry me that much?â âOf course.â When I asked him this, the ogre nodded in such a beautiful and honest manner, he looked like a young man. âWhy, itâs strange. You already own such a fine inn. There must be plenty of people who want to be your wife! Also, a little while ago all those Ayakashi seemed angry because of this. They seem to hate humans a lot. "No, taking a human for your wife is quite honourable, for Ayakashi it raises their rank. Even in the old times, there were tales of kidnapping human girls for this reason.â
48. âReally?â âYes, and you are Shiroâs granddaughter. You are one of few who knows about Ayakashi and their secluded lifestyle, that alone makes you valuable as Shiro is somewhat of a celebrity in the Hidden Realm.â âValuable?â âYouâll come to understand it naturally.â The ogre smiled and finally laughed. âIn addition, human girls with high spiritual energy are really delicious for Ayakashi. You taste delicious, so that means you are dear to me. But because you are dear to me I cannot eat you. But since you are delicious I want to eat you even more. But, I cannot eat you. They say this conflict is similar to living in hell. So it is a superb pleasure, there are others that have said this to be true. Thatâs why love with humans is so restricted.â
49.âWhat? Thatâs meaningless and dangerous, itâs contradictory above anything else.â âNo, thereâs nothing contradictory about it at all. In short, for a bored Ayakashi, human girls are unusual, which makes them extreme subjects of interest.â Â The story that ogre told me had sounded like something my grandpa had said long ago. As you can imagine, the ogre raised his voice, âDo you like sweets?â he said, picking up a box behind him and fishing around in it. It was a sugary confectionery that imitated the shape of beautiful cherry blossoms. I was hungry, so I picked it up and ate it without hesitation. The sugar confectionery is not too sweet and has a cherry like a flavour, it tastes good, along with this it has a liquid-like centre. I ate it silently. I wonder what I should do now? At this moment, the strong feelings of disappointment in my grandfather emerge. I know the cause of this frustration and anger now. To know that my favourite grandfather would do something so disappointing and regrettable. What should I do? After a few moments of silence, I raise my face and look at the ogreâs. I am afraid of those red eyes. âHey, what if I just return my grandpaâs debt, or is it useless?â
50. âWhat do you mean?â âIâll return the debt instead of marrying.â The air in this place changes, it was the words that came out of my mouth that caused it to happen. It happened as soon as I proposed that question. The ogre adopted a serious expression in contrast to his normally cool one. âHow will you return such a large amount of money?â âIâll work and earn the money, of course, besides, Iâm sure this isnât the most ideal situation. If I am married to you the employees will not be happy right? You just need to give me some time to get the money.â ââŠâŠâŠ.â âMy presence here only brought anger to the Ayakashi, one of them even threatened to eat me which Iâm sure would leave a bad aftertaste.â Gulping, I take a breath. The ogre keeps a calm atmosphere, glancing around the room with his cold red eyes. There was a small silence. I know, it was a reckless and foolish thing to say but, this is the only way. âI see, I see. Are you trying to bargain with me? Little girl.â He drops a cigarette into the hearth.
51. The ogre who called me such a thing for the first time stood to his knees. He had a bad expression on his face with a nuisance like attitude. To be threatened by a spirit, what am I supposed to do? âWell, you can try. Itâll be difficult but you can try and become an employee here. However, if you decide to work here at Tenjin-ya I will not treat you as my bride and you will have no protection. I will treat you like any other employee. So donât complain if you get eaten, alright?â âSo youâve shown your true nature, ogre!â âYou wanted it this way.â Said the ogre with a cold stormy tone. âYou can find a job on your own. However, Iâm not sure if youâll find one at this inn. After all, everyone is very busy and on top of that because of what Shiroâs done in the past humans are hated terribly here.â ââŠ..â âWell, goodluck.â The ogre bent down, then stood up adjusting his coat. âYour bed is prepared, itâs in an advanced suite, however, itâs only for today. From tomorrow you will have to sleep in the rooms for the lowest ranked employee. Well, thatâs if you can find a job, youâll be homeless if you cannot find one.â
52.âI know that.â âIs that so? Well, if you try and run away I will eat you straight away, no questions asked. But in saying that, if you become my bride I will gladly welcome you.â The ogre had an ironic smile on his face. Returning this debt, it seems more than impossible. I was convinced that very soon Iâd give up and have to be this ogreâs bride. There is no question that this ogre is dominating. âIâm tired.â After the demon left, my intentions to leave this inner room came out. The three faceless sisters were waiting for me, they guided me to my bed. The room was named 'Okamaki.â Itâs a lovely room. This guest room was on the upper floor and smelled of a sweet incense. The futons were already prepared. There were two pillows, I kick one to the far corner of the room and crawl into bed. As soon as I got in, tears started to overflow, I bite on my lips. Even if I try to stay strong this is all a big confusing puzzle. I just want to try. Now Iâm worried about what to do and who to believe, there is only misery and loneliness.
53. All these doubts for my grandfather who I thought were family more than anything. As my grandfatherâs debtor, he just willingly turned me over to be the bride for an Ayakashi. This body is the only reason why, because I can see Ayakashi. However, it must have been convenient for him. My grandfather may not have loved me, although that is a lonely thought. Still, I can not hate my grandfather. This is so lonely.
I fell into my futon for a while as tears were running down my face. I was hungry, I was so hungry that I could not sleep. Itâs so miserable. I stood up and looked out through a large rounded glass window. In the dark night, the red light of a tower was flashing in the distance. This feels like the views of a city at night. The ships flying overhead had increased compared to before, it looked as if the aircraft were enough to light up this world. Itâs bright and noisy even though itâs surely past midnight⊠When I thought about such things, a vague sound could be heard from the entrance to the room.
54. I tighten my facial expression thinking of what it could possibly be, something then opens the sliding door. There was a boy who looked about ten years old. He raised his voice surprised, âWoah.â He fell down on the spot. He had bright blue eyes, like fireworks, and even in the dark, I noticed his white fluffy ears and tail. âOh, that was unexpected.â I thought that an Ayakashi had come to eat me, my heart was beating fast. The boy was looking up at me with big eyes, a tray in his hand. There was three sushi lining the tray. My stomach growled. âI thought that you might be hungry. So I brought a midnight snack. This is a secret from the Master. Donât worry, itâs not poisoned so please eat at ease.â Said the boy in a small hushed voice. I feel relieved from his appearance as he smiles and shakes his tails. âThank you very much, whatâs your name?â âOh, Iâm a nine tails fox, my name is Ginji! Iâm the Young Master here at Tenjinya.â The boy with silver hair bowed his head deeply. âOh, so youâre the Young Master? Isnât that a very great position? Perhaps, youâre the son of that ogre?â
55.âNo, thatâs not the case. The Master doesnât have any sons.â The child explained to me almost as if I was blind. âHere at Tenjinya, the position is not hereditary. The title is easy enough to understand, so the right person is chosen for it. It can change depending on the circumstances. Even though I look like this, Iâm nearly as old as the Master.â âNo way.â âItâs true!â If I can recall I believe that fox boys are not very reminiscent of their childhoods and have calm attitudes, his tone also sounds somewhat grown up. In the room that the ogre and I were in earlier⊠There it was, a revelation! I remember that another Ayakashi was wearing a fox mask. âDo you mean, Ginji-san you were in the room with the ogre earlier?â âYeah, I see youâve noticed, as expected of Shiroâs granddaughter.â Ginji-san had a very bright expression on his face. He brings the sleeve of his kimono to his face, confirming it. âBecause I can use the art of shapeshifting I can use nine forms for the situation. I mainly use the form of an adult man but we often use the appearance of a child.â
56.âWhy a child?â âWell, this is a pretty form is it not? Besides, I was afraid Iâd scare you otherwise.â Ginji-san smiled. âIs your stomach feeling better?â Ginji-san is then immersed in smoke. I could see a white kimono as the smoke retracted, as it disappeared a beautiful silver-haired woman appeared. She looks extremely beautiful. I touch the fluffy ears and tail. âWaaahh, amazing!â An unexpectedly adorable voice comes out. âNo, no! Donât touch too much.â âIâm impressed, you really look like a genuine girl!â Ginji-san who is somewhat shy is unexpectedly funny. I look around carefully before pulling Ginji-san into my room. âIâd like to hear various stories about this place, I was wondering if now would be a good time while Iâm eating.â âOf course, Iâm sure there are many things youâre uneasy about.
57. Ginji-san looked depressed. He changed into the figure of a white fox child and entered the room. "This is cute.â âSo fluffy! Too fluffy!â The fox rested his head on my knee, I drop my jaw and stroke its back and the tailcoat. These transformations are extraordinary. Even if heâs an Ayakashi like the ogre or the spider just by being in this lovely appearance of a fox I can tell heâs showing his true face. I feel like I can trust him. I grabbed a sushi with my other hand and took a bite. The sweetness of the modest vegetables, rice and sweet potatoes are really delicious. I like sushi with these ingredients in them, I also like simple butterfly sushi paired with noodles! The hunger in my stomach makes this taste irresistible. âHey, why was everyone covering their faces in the room with the ogre earlier? It looked really suspicious.â When I asked about the thing that was concerning me the most Ginji seemed shocked. âEh?? I donât always cover my face, not around employees. Mostly only when dealing with external customers, itâs corporate style, is it not?â
58.âBefore that was an employees meeting and a deal with an external customer.â I felt he was not lying as he said this. âBut as long as you wear your mask, people cannot see your expression, so they may think of the worst. It isnât very efficient and only raises suspicion which is already common for Ayakashi.â âUs Ayakashi also think about efficiency you know!â I take another bite of the sushi whilst patting the small fox. âHey, what type of person is that Ogre Master anyway?â Just what kind of person is that Ogre? Even now, I cannot forget those cold eyes from before. âThe Master is a wonderful Ogre, cold, brutal and bold.â âThatâs a bit contradictory donât you think?â Will these cold and brutal ties lead to something deeper? I thought whilst letting my eyes look into the distance. âNo, no! The Master is truly a wonderful Ogre. He is a real Ogre. He is an Ogre God. The employees love him and he is also a member of Hachiyo in the Hidden Realm.â âHachiyo?â âHachiyo is one country out of the eights land in the Hidden Realm. It shoulders a shrine that manages the land. In the middle, there is a  temple where the Lords settle in the centre. These important lands are connected to different worlds in eight directions. One of them in Tenjinya which is located in the Northeastern area. So in short, the master is an amazing person even here in the Hidden Realm and Apparent Realm!â
59. âHmmm.â I did think there could be various lands for Ayakashi. Ginji-san seems a little shocked by my small reaction. âSo this is the Northeastern land, is it not?â âYes, youâre right. Tenjinya even in the Hidden Realm is an inn located in the Northeast. When Ayakashi travel in and out of different realms they often stay here. Thatâs why we are prospering.â I thought that flourishing under the watch of an Ogre would be quite unique in the realm of Ayakashi. Whilst picking up the last sushi I ask Ginji-san a question. âWhat kind of inn is Tenjinya? What kind of Ayakashi are you?â âThe Ogre Master is the owner of Tenjinya. I am a nine-tailed silver fox, the Young Master here. Iâm mainly an assistant to the Master. We manage and handle the inn etc.â âHmmm.â âAlso, that Tsuchigomo from the meeting earlier in the executive front desk manager.â
60. âOh, that guy! He was being pretty bold back there.â Whilst looking around the room I found that I was reminded of bad memories. That Tsuchigomo was bouncing off the spider thread and in the end, I was trapped in the elegant web. He said such unreasonable things back then. âIâm sorry, thereâs no excuse for that. The tsuchigomo is quite a young man and a little hot-headed. Itâs easy to anger him. Earlier, he was only looking out for the Master. He doesnât have the highest opinions of humans and since you are Shiroâs granddaughter it only made it worse. He couldnât cope with the idea of marriage between a human girl.â âIs grandpa hated by Ayakashiâs here that much?â Judging from the attitude of that spider I could understand that much but decided to ask anyway. âYep. Shiro Tsubaki was a human being with immense power. He liked to say and do fun things, it got to a point where it was too much to handle. For example, the debt crisis he caused, what made the debt so bulky was his extreme drinking habit and that he disappeared after half destroying the accommodation at the end of his stay.â âWhat did grandpa half break?â âThe damage at the front was especially serious, the urn of the Higashiyu cultural heritage was turned back to a tree. The front desk manager is considerably irritable when he is mentioned. At this inn, 80% of the employees despise and do not like Shiro Tsubaki whilst the other 20% might as well worship him.â
61. âYeah, that really sounds like grandpa.â It seemed most of the world hated him and only he was loved by only a few. I did not witness the bad days nor the terrible things my grandfather did, but I have heard stories here and there. I understood most of them so I can imagine them all to be true. Because he was damned to see things others could not. But, I suppose there wasnât much harm in having friendships with Ayakashi to him. Ginji-san nodded. âOh! There are also other executives such as 'The landlady,â the first one responsible for maintenance. She is in charge of the 'Young Female Hostess.â There is also a position called, 'Big lady hostess.â Thereâs also 'Soba,â of Shirasawa and Dharma of, 'The Boards.â Thereâs also Tanuki that takes care of the shoes and  Itachi that manage the gardens. On top of that, there are lots of kappa and water sprites as well.â âWoaaah, so many Youkai here have jobs.â âYes, thatâs true. This is an inn for Ayakashi after all. So naturally, we have a lot of residents here. There are also the three sisters who are in the middle of everything, as well as many choreographers.â Not all Ayakashi can be drawn together but under the ogre, he has found a way for them all to gather. This is a truly fascinating world that even humans can find themselves in, although the chances of that are quite small. I finished eating my sushi and sighed.
62. âIn such a place like this, I wonder if thereâs any work that I could do.â âSince thereâs always a lack of hands here in our inn Iâm sure youâd find work if thereâs a place willing to accept you. So I think it would be better for you to stay in a place close to here and become a waitress.â âWell, that was my first choice.â Of course, itâs said that ladies with womanly bodies that work as waitresses are normally extremely comfortable, but they can not get out of being a waitress. âA lot of the girls here are waitresses. Many of them have a longing for the Master though. As a bride candidate, theyâll naturally be jealous and act hostile towards you. Itâll probably be more of the younger woman that will act in such a way towards you.â âOh, alright.â I became pale unexpectedly. That sounded so unreasonable even though this is a situation where Iâm refusing to become a bride. âWell, what about the kitchen then? Even though Iâm young I can cook many dishes. Thereâs nothing I canât use when in the kitchen.â âThe kitchen will be a lot more difficult, itâs forbidden to women.â âI see.â I sunk back.
63. Surely, at restaurants that are old, it may not have been a strange custom. Iâve heard stories about a woman being forbidden from working in the kitchen. Itâs very disagreeable. Even if working in the kitchen is impossible surely there are other jobs. âI wish I had a job. I guess now Iâm in the process of withdrawing into a certain business right now.â âWithdrawing of a business?â Ginji-san answered ambiguously. âAh, yeah.â I was starting to feel droopy although I do not know the reason why. I donât know the reason why but it seems there are various things causing difficulties for Ginji-san even though heâs the Young Master. I can hear festival music from somewhere. I lifted my face and turned it towards the rounded side of the glass window. âAlthough itâs midnight Hiduyo is still lively.â âNight is the best time for activity, is it not? Ayakashi donât need to sleep until dawn. Although the cycle may be different for humans. Normally we wake up at noon and prepare for the night. We ready ourselves for the sales.â âWell, Iâm staying up late tonight it seems.â âI must go soon.â Ginji-san panics and changes from the form of a small fox back to the silver-haired boy.
64.Even though itâs a lovely figure the spine and muscles intertwining is unsettling. It is a sophisticated appearance. âIf something happens please feel free to tell me, Iâll be sure to help out!â âThank you, if only all Ayakashi were kind like yourself.â When I thanked him, Ginji-san smiled. I lowered my head. âDonât be scared.â After that, he picked up the plate and left the room without a sound. ââŠâŠâ I remain sitting in the room, keeping silent and just vaguely listening. There was busy festival music in the distance, sounds of Ayakashi feasting and having a good time. Crossing the glass window is a gorgeous ship decorated with red lanterns. I turn around, there is a dark silence in the room.
âHave you ever been in love?â Emma and Hook climb the beanstalk (2x06)
âI donât mean to upset you, Emma, but I think we make quite the teamâ Hook and Emma knock out the giant (2x06)
âI canât take a chance Iâm wrong about youâ Emma leaves Hook on the beanstalk (2x06)
Emma and Hook fight beside the portal (2x09)
âIf I had to pick dead guy of the year, Iâd pick youâ Emma visits Hook in the hospital (2x12)Â
âYou and I, we understand each otherâ Emma tries to convince Hook to stay (2x22)
 âMaybe I just needed reminding that I couldâ Hook returns to help (2x22)
Hook gives Emma Nealâs cutlass (3x01)
Emma and Hook share a coconut (3x03)
âPerhaps youâre the one who couldnât handle it?â The first kiss (3x05)
âIt was what the kiss revealedâ Hookâs secret in Echo cave (3x06)
âWhen I win your heartâŠâ (3x07)
Saving Hook from the Shadow (3x07)
âThereâs not a day will go by I wonât think of youâ âGoodâ Hook and Emmaâs goodbye (3x11)
Hook shows up on Emmaâs doorstep (3x11)
Hook crashes Emmaâs date (3x12)
âDid you miss me?â Emma drinks the potion (3x12)
âYou mean the monkey you were gonna marry?â (3x13)
âIf it can be broken, it means it still worksâ (3x14)
Hook talks with Emma about Nealâs death and offers to help Henry (3x16)
Emma asks Hook to watch Henry and they flirt (3X17)
Emma uses magic to steal his hook (3x18)
âYou can see a future hereâ Killian tries to convince Emma to stay (3x20)
âKillian, come back to meâ Emma saveâs Killianâs from drowning (3x20)
âNever thought Iâd see one of those⊠a smileâ Killian thanks Emma for saving him (3x20)
âOne of these dayâs Iâll stop chasing after that womanâ Killian follows Emma through the portal (3x21)
âWe both know Iâm his typeâ Emma flirts with past Hook (3x21)
âPick a partner who knows what heâs doingâ Emma and Killianâs first dance (3x21)
âYouâre depriving me of a dashing rescueâ Killian finds Emma escaping the dungeon (3x22)
Killian comforts Emma after Snowâs âdeathâ (3x22)
Emma and Hook in Goldâs vault (3x22)
âYou traded your ship for me?â Killian and Emma get together (3x22)
âYou want to go home and see whatâs on Netflix?â Killian tries to get Emma to talk (4x01)
Emma and Killian cuddle after she escapes the ice cave (4x02)
âEveryone Iâve ever been with is deadâ Emma opens up (4x03)
Emma asks Killian out (4x04)
Killian picks Emma up for their first date (4x04)
âIâd love to know more about your beginningsâ Looking through Emmaâs childhood things (4x05)
âWounds that are made when weâre young tend to lingerâ Emma and Killian talk about their childhoods(4x06)
âI just wanted to be a better man for youâ Killian calls Emma to save her from Goldâs plan (4x08)
âIâm a fan of every part of youâ Killian realizes Emma is safe (4x09)
âIâm not a tearful goodbye kiss kinda personâ Killian and Emma say goodbye before the curse of shattered sight (4x10)
Killian breaks through Goldâs control to warn Emma (4x12)
Emma puts Killianâs heart back in his chest (4x12)
Opening daily routine montage (4x13)
âIâm gonna choose to see the best in youâ (4x14)
âDonât you know Emma? Itâs you.â Killian reveals his happy ending (4x16)
âYou have your parents, Henryââ âYou.â What Emma has to live for (4x20)
âI like when people find their good hearts along the wayâ Killian and Emma talk on the shore (4x21)Â
Emma teaches Deckhand Hook to fight (4x23)
Deckhand Hook dies in the alternate Storybook (4x23)
Killianâs alive when they return to the real world (4x23)
Emma tells Killian she loves him for the first time (4x23)
âThis has to be her choiceâ Killian keeps Emma from killing Merida (5x01)
âJust because Iâm the Dark One doesnât mean we canât still be togetherâ Dark Swan shows Killian their house (5x02)
Camelot dance like ethereal king and queen of the fairies (5x02)
Kissing Hook to make the demons go away (5x02)
âCome on love, letâs sail awayâ Hook comforts Emma as sheâs seeing Rumpelstiltskin (5x04)
Killian and Emma spy on Henry flirting with Violet (5x04)
Killian takes Emma on a horseback ride to a field of Middlemist flowers (5x04)
âBring her home to meâ Killian gives Emma Liamâs ring (5x07)
âYouâre more than the Dark Oneâ Dark Swan saves Killian from Arthur (5x08)
âAll sins can be forgiven when someone loves youâ Killian tells Emma about his rings (5x08)
Emma heals Killianâs wound after he saveâs them from Arthur (5x08)
âThe futureâs nothing to be afraid ofâ Killian asks Emma to move in with him (5x08)
âThatâs not enough for meâ Emma save Killian by turning him into a Dark One (5x08)
âWe can do thisâ Dark Hook and Dark Swan send each otherâs demons away (5x10)
Dark Swan gives Excalibur to Dark Hook (5x10)
âThatâs the man I want you to rememberâ *Sword through the heart and youâre to blame* Emma kills Killian (5x11)
âI will find youâ Emma heads to the Underworld (5x11)
Emma tries to communicate with Killian at his gravestone (5x12)
âWhen you love someone, you know.â Killian sends Emma a message by saving Megara (5x13)
âI told you to let me goâ Emma saves Hook from the river of lost souls (5x14)
âKnocked the handsome out of meâ âNo oneâs that powerfulâ Emma heals Killian (5x15)
âPerhaps I do deserve saving after allâ Killian agrees to come home (5x15)
âLove is worth itâ Snow tells Emma saving Killian was worth the risk (5x17)
Emma tries to give Killian her heart (5x20)
âThatâs true loveâ Emma and Killian pass the True Love test with True Loveâs Tackle (5x20)
âWeâve already had more time than we were ever meant toâ Killian and Emmaâs elevator goodbye (5x20)
Emma reads the story of her and Hook, Hook uses the book to help her (5x21)
âI miss youâ Emmaâs goodbye at Killianâs grave (5x21)
Killianâs resurrection (5x21)
Lift kiss and the first peaceful âI love youâ (5x23)
The couch scene (6x01)
Emma watches Killian play with Ashleyâs daughter (6x03)
Hook and Henry sword fight with sticks (6x03)
âI have a closet full of red leather jackets I feel like I can make some space for black leatherâ Emma asks Killian to move in (6x03)
âI would have done the exact same thingâ Killian confesses he kept the shears (6x06)
âNow remember who you areâ Story time with Killian (6x07)
âI just really desperately need to kiss youâ Killian distracts Emma (6x12)
âItâs just you and meâ Proposal number 1 (6x13)
âIâm trying to get home to youâ Seashell call (6x15)
âThereâs one thing I want you to be certain of: that I will always, always be by your sideâ Proposal number 2 (6x17)
âIâm just⊠happyâ The pancakes scene (6x18)
âAfter tomorrow, thereâll be no getting rid of meâ Operation Best Man (6x19)
A Happy Beginning- The Wedding (6x20)
âWe fought for our love and we wonâ Killian and David talk by the beanstalk (6x21)
The final shot in the bug (6x23)
Emma watches Hook teach Henry to fight (7x02)
Emma and Killian say goodbye to Henry (7x02)
The final shot of Emma and Killian and Hope (7x23)
I'm scared of this happening...EP 17 preview Wang So is ordering for something to be "killed..nothing left out" :(( I don't he's talking about wolves D:
So from what Iâve been told, cdrama 4th was always cunning and greedy for the throne. It was in character for him to become cold toward Rouxi.
But if the writers think that they would be able to convince me that dork!prince Wang So, aka the guy who just wants to go on dates with his girl and protect his brothers, will become dark and cold, then they have another thing coming. It will literally beat every single ooc writing ever in a drama.Â
**Immediately goes and googles "wolf social behaviors"
With how much Iâm stressed about money I really need to find someđđŸ
Oh the nostalgia đ
The Golden Age of Childrenâs TV, the 90âs.
dedicating this blog to all my current obsessions that kind of change all the time but so what who isn't like that right? RIGHT??
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