Latest Posts by cyradearest - Page 3
who is making you simp today and what makes them special in your eyes
i currently dont have anyone im looking at! which is unfortunate, because it is a bit boring, but its alright, i guess. normally when i'm into someone, its because they're kind to me/give me special attention and are smart/funny and not a player. i also like artsy guys/people who make me kinda work/stay to unravel their true selves, not just lay all their cards flat. i want someone who cares to put in the effort to know me for all the weird parts of me and love me in my entirety. hopefully i could return it in full
maybe this answers your question? i did kinda just wake up lol
marina unreleased.....save me, marina unreleased....
hate telling ppl im autistic and then they get so annoyed when i make a social mistake like i did it on purpose. like were you fucking listening???
also to clarify, i am bisexual but i seem to have had the opposite problem of a lot of bi grls/women i've seen??? like ive had multiple gfs in the past but ive never been with a man....life is funny sometimes
hmm . i thuink the chronic lack of romantic attention from men in my life is finally getting to me
ya i think one of my problems is ive been telling ppl what i think they want to hear and acting how i think they want me to act and then im fucking surprised when it all doesnt feel real anymore. i think they probs want me to be myself but i cant even give them that. i miss how i was a few years back, when i was still like this but less, like i could still voice a dissenting opinion or let pieces of myself slip out, no matter how awkward. it feels like i'm dumbing myself down and making myself more palatable for an outcome i know i wont want. if you gaf.
"can i not be single?" I asked to the universe
"fuck you" said the universe who was actually the fuck you guy
hmm . i thuink the chronic lack of romantic attention from men in my life is finally getting to me
i posted this and have proceeded to not reblog shit (<- dumbass scared of the snarling body horror devil known as People Knowing Things About Her)
btw i have a multifandom sideblog wip @cyrasvault
