Ah Shi-

OK you’re saying red isnt evil evil they’re just cheering on red getting possess and red is not wanting to be evil-

So red good just possess to be evil in the moment???

Again, in the swap universe...

I have been replaced.

They don't know that's not me.

It's been months since I have been stuck in my own head. Watching what is around me as if my eyes became screens of a television.

The ghost that possessing me goes by the name of Herobrine. He needed a body to be able to use the power from that block that I have never got the chance to use on my own. And he decided to use mine even after being in contact with all my siblings.

Sometimes, I wonder if it was simply by pure bad luck that I got chosen, or if my sibs were the ones who put that trap on me. That would explain why they were so happy when they found out a new 'me' had appears after 'I' found out about that incredible power.

That terrifying power of creating these shadow beasts. Pure destruction on command of the one who were in control of the cube.

No one was afraid of that power, nor to what their youngest brother as become. They were cheering, they were cheering him.

They were so quick to accept the change.

They were so quick to abandon the real me.

Now I am stuck in my head full of what-if scenarios and bad thoughts. Forever awake and never resting. Did my siblings ever liked me for who I was? I used to be a good kid, I used to have a liking for animals, I used to be full of energy...

But now, I feel nothing of that. I can't touch anything, I can't move and with time, I have become numb.

So numb, that I woudn't mind about whatever happen to my body. I just want to stop that never ending movie that plays before me that's called life.

Even thought I am the star of this life, I am not the actor. I am stuck at being only the viewer with no interaction with the outside world and no one, and I say no one, knows about me being trapped inside of myself.

I want to be saved, but... I know for sure that it won't be by my siblings. So who else could hear me if I cry? I did scream several time on top of my lungs by hope to be heard.

But no one can.

I am stuck here because of my siblings. I hate them, I hate soooo much. I will make them pay for what they did to me. For them to remplacing me with that obviously monster.

And I will make pay that orange and deranged stickfigure for changing our life.

For ruining my life.

nom nom nom nom nom nom nom

Uhhhhh-

OK some of these have my personal head cannons, so here are my reason 

Carter : before he never once had a Kit-kat, so when Leila gave him one, he ate it like that, and she just gave him a glare, but he didn’t understand why, so he just continues to eat it like that and the others find it too funny.

Leila : is it the way it should be eaten. Why? Because I personally had a canon her to be more updated on trend, considered socially good  despite being an outcast herself (magggic)

Theo : same with Lelia but I headcanon him to have unhinged or gray day every blue moon and when those days happen if he decides to eat a Kit-kat that day, he’s gonna eat it like the second option soooooooooo

Ridley : she really doesn’t care in my opinion so she eats it the quickest, or most efficiently whatever that is from the top or from the side after all, she’s tired and she wants to get it over with.

Olly & Izzy : I don’t think I need to explain.

#poor Kaeya

My Shelter Zine comic entry

ft Razor and Bennett (and Diluc and Lisa) (and Kaeya lol)

with the discussion happening on my blog tonight here’s a “are you a main or side character uquiz” that i have yet to take so i think it’d be fun if we all shared our results to each other, let’s find out

An Uncanny Dream

Now, I have dreams, some of which tend to involve a character or two. I am a Genshin Impact fan, and I especially like Kaeya. But the dream I had about Kaeya was so uncanny and equally majestic that I never wanted to forget about it. So, I prepared some visuals. I will be using the notes I took the moment I woke up. These notes help me a lot, as I have already forgotten almost all of the details.

Plot: I was the player but instead of controlling the Traveler, I was controlling Kaeya, the story itself was from his perspective. Because of a reason, I cannot remember, Kaeya ended up stuck between the line of truth and delusion.

Kaeya was aware of his existence, his world was pitch black and white. Everything he used to find beautiful now looked horrible, all voices were gone but a music that kept repeating over and over. As Kaeya, I was supposed to run around and ask for help. But no matter where we went, we couldn't interact with a person.

I remembered I had some resin (even in a dream I'm worried about not using resin lol) and decided to fight in a domain. Somehow, although we couldn't interact with humans and animals, Kaeya could harm Hilichurls and other Abyss-related creatures.

Upon defeating the enemies, Kaeya got an artifact. But this artifact didn't have relic bonuses.

The artifact's name was changed to "Memories From Afar". When I tried looking at the description of the artifact, instead of writing a story or giving an explanation, it simply said:

"You cannot go back now. Memories are out of your reach."

It said "Fatal error." too in very rare cases, because I was panicking so much that I kept reloading the screen and expected something else to come. After obtaining this artifact, I never managed to earn another one no matter how much resin I used.

I decided to use this artifact on Kaeya, but when I opened the character screen, all of my characters were gone and only Kaeya existed. And, well, he didn't look very well.

All of his talents were set back to one. His name didn't exist, instead, there was something akin to "X" but not exactly the same. He was a shadow, an "absence" on the game's screen. And his profile icon didn't exist as well. During this moment, I noticed that Kaeya couldn't interact with the others because he literally didn't exist anymore. He was conscious, he tried everything, but all that was left of him was his absence. And for some reason, no one in Mondstadt seemed to notice his sudden disappearance either.

Did the Irminsul Tree get corrupted and erase his information or was he not cared for at all? This was the question Kaeya asked. I was shocked since I didn't expect him to know about the tree and information could get erased from there.

I kept controlling Kaeya but the vision was so vague that the map barely helped, and no, the main menu wasn't opening either. No Paimon, no settings, just Kaeya and his absence.

Then, I remember seeing Dragonspine. Kaeya was here for some reason, lost and confused. But since he didn't exist anymore and all he could talk with was me (the player, not the traveler, he broke the 4th wall) he suggested taking some pictures.

This especially crept into me a lot because, in one of the fics I wrote, Kaeya went so insane that he needed pictures to make sure he did things right. I can somehow feel that by telling me to take pictures, he meant it in a way to "make sure everything is real."

He got mad when he saw the photos and how even they were colorless. He thought that by using an object that "exists" he could get rid of the terrible darkness. The photos also proved that what we were seeing was correct since not even the player could outrun the colorless screen. Yes, he said that. If even I can't change things, there is nothing Kaeya could do, according to him.

This was one of the scariest scenes, to be honest. The map was there but I couldn't understand a thing, everything looked too dark, once the elegant and magical Dragonspine was now sheer nightmare material. We fought multiple monsters. Kaeya was trying to find his way into reality, thinking for some reason that someone could bend his curse, and bring back the colors. It felt cold, too cold. I could physically feel the sheer chillness hitting my face. I remember moving in my bed as the dream continued.

But it came to an end. Kaeya was attacked by a Mitachurl with a cryo shield. We tried outrunning it but the cold killed Kaeya before the monster. I woke up after he died, the "sheer cold" screen was the simplest but most uncanny thing I have ever seen. It doesn't look that terrifying in the gif but imagine seeing this in a dream.

And a silence followed, Kaeya said nothing. I clicked the revive button but it simply said "Fatal error: Character files missing"

But as I stared at the screen, I could also think of a way that could have saved Kaeya. It was Diluc. For some reason, Diluc's flames could cut through Kaeya's corruption and the tides of reality itself. That little cut between truth and delusion could be his escape. But we never found Diluc, and it was already too late when I realized what we could have done. I felt guilty, knowing that he died because of me. And it wasn't a simple death either, he was deleted or his information in the Irminsul Tree got corrupted beyond fixing, erasing him from existence altogether as the only remains of his presence were his consciousness. He died in darkness, in the sheer cold he despised so much.

I woke up. I was mesmerized by this dream and wanted to write it down. But now that I looked at my badly written notes and the scenes I tried recreating, I feel terrible. This dream was one of the greatest things I have ever experienced, it showed just how creative my brain could get but also... how horrifying it can be. I will never forget the sheer cold screen and the artifact of "Memories From Afar".

i hate math tests because all throughout the chapter it’s like really easy shit and then you think you’ve got it and then the test is like 

if i throw a triangle out of a car and the car is going 20 mph and wind resistance is a thing that exists, how many cupcakes can pedro buy with one human soul 

Sooo I wanted to do more Ava and Avm stuff cuz I wanted to be a part of Ava/Avm as someone instead of Anonymous lol so here’s The Chosen one

-w-

I’ll probably draw the rest of Ava/Avm in order (who we saw first to last) so TDL is next

Hi again, it’s me, the same anon as before who was intrigued about the ship. Thanks to your recommendation at the end of your response to my question, I have been sucked down the rabbit hole that is Bakuiida and I REALLY would like some more fic recs. 🙏🙏🙏

There’s only like 300 fics on AO3 and I fear running out nowwwwww AGH. Thanks for dragging me in I feel like I can’t escape ;-;

-❓

Sorry for the wait, anon but!! I relate so hard to that XDDD

When I was looking for fics to recommend, I spent so long reading that I almost forgot what I was doing XDDD ANYWAY:

pyrrhicwildfire:

“the easy way or the hard way”; confession fic, Bakugou confesses (they have one more but it’s explicit)

 wonhaebunny:

“stillness and sanctuary”; they’re book buddies :D

Bideroo:

All their BakuIida fics (I haven’t read all, yet, but it’s the link to all of them)

Trouble_Cleft:

“something in his eyes”; model Katsuki (they’re still in UA here) asks Iida to be his date for an event (Iida has a crush on Bakugou XDDD)

“catch these hands (for holding)” it’s hard to describe this without rambling forever, but: physical proximity, both unintentionally and intentionally :D

dynamighttiddy (honeygothic):

“secret admirer” ABO (rated teen) Iida is courting Bakugou (anonymously for a little over half the fic)

I hope there’s at least one here that you haven’t read yet!!! I had so much fun with this ask bc I got to read more BakuIida fics XDDD I can’t wait to see more content when this event week comes!! 🧡💙💪

- Mod Wow

Unfortunately, since mod Wow is the cool tumblr saavy one, I don’t know how to do the colored text or the links!! However, here’s a google doc with link sharing enabled and it’s got some bakuiida- if you need more, dm me @puckoftheforest !!! Or just dm me to talk about them. Or just MHA. Or just in general. My point is, I’m friendly and available for more fic recs/whatever y’all need!

-Mod Puck

Google Docs

Bakuiida fix recs!!

bakuiida fic recs!!! https://archiveofourown.org/works/28457067 this one is so good!! Rated T, a one shot! No TWs that I can think of!! h

so i designed a bunch of next genereation kids based on suggestions on my instagram! I hope you like them, because they have my entire heart