the urge to look like a monster<3
I want my body to look how I feel. It's rotting it should look like it. I want cuts. Deep cuts. Red lines all over. Deep purple and green bruises. Bones jutting out. Hollowed cheeks. Sunken eyes and dark eyebags underneath them. Black rot littering it all. Why do I have to still shine, look like I'm fine. The light is extinguished there is nothing left. I want my body to show its true nature, show how it really feels. Let me rot in peace.
vomited some of it up ❤️‼️ but i forgot how hard it is for me to get myself to vomit ive gotta just stop eating man
I KEEP EATING😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 someone restrain me istg i need to get to a new lw 128 lbs i fucked up come back
woke up this morning at 142 lbs (64 kilos) literally what the hell
yeah the ed is gonna work this time. no i don't have any proof but just trust me bro.
I DON’T WANT LOOK LIKE A CLEAN GIRL I WANNA WANT LIKE A CORPSE!! I WANT TO LOOK LIKE A SICKLY VAMPIRE. I WANT TO LOOK LIKE A 90S ROCK STAR WITH MASCARA RUNNING DOWN MY FACE! I LOVE LOOKING HALF DEAD AND ROTTED.
a meal being more than 200 cals is stupid
Weight is dropping again
My will to live increased by 70%
this might be the funniest ana-related warning ive ever seen
hey guys, reminder, don't jork it while you're fasting, it makes you painfully hungry 💔
doing my first liquid fast today (allowed myself dr pepper, coffee, and chocolate milk) and this shit actually easy as hell (for me) imma try and keep this going. probably going to have to break for dinner but imma try and keep skipping breakfast and lunch
had one coffee and felt like i ate an entire pizza
“i binged so bad” whole time i just ate a normal meal