gib me my hart back ahhhhh
He was gone all day and Anya missed him but she doesn’t know how to process her feelings well since she’s still a kid. 🥺
I also desperately needed some father-daughter hugs and love for these two as well as Twilight comforting Anya in all the ways he needed when he was young. 🙈🙈
He heals his inner child with Anya 💗
first three words you notice describe your 2023!
That ol’ chart of mine makes the rounds online periodically and it drives me crazy because it’s frankly not very good. So, I finally got around to remaking it.
I doubt this will get anywhere near as popular, but I wanted to make it.
Good reference for animation, comics, and for visualizing phonetics!
Y/n: In my defense, I was left unsupervised Pomni: Wasn’t Jax with you? Jax: In my defense, I was also left unsupervised
the way i can just imagine which one would do which from the other three-
vyn: i don’t think we can mansplain, manipulate or malewife our way out of it this time
luke: [cracking his knuckles]
luke: manslaughter it is
can i say that i genuinely think he's into edging ..
Having a Jewish partner myself, I would be deeply upset if someone anti-Semitic started interacting with my blog. DNI if you support anti-Semites or are anti-Semitic yourself.
in light of recent events as well as a new rise in creating nazi ocs I think this post is an important one to have on your blog if you stand behind your jewish followers or are jewish yourself.
i can't imagine twiyor still having a "no entering our room policy" with anya after the reveals because like... she's their baby and they want to be open with her. so twiyor talk it over a bit, trying to figure out how to balance letting anya come into their room without risking her getting into their spy/assassin gear. they decide the best course of action is to just teach her and be honest with her. they sit her down, emphasizing that this is a serious conversation, and they basically just walk her through the various weapons they keep in their room, explaining what they do and why they aren't safe for a certain 6 year old to go play with. at first she's a little silly, reaching out for the silenced pistol when loid shows it to her, but they quickly tell her that if she won't take it seriously then their room is going to be off limits. they hate being strict with her, but this isn’t something they can be lenient on. anya looks so guilty and murmurs, "okay. i'm sorry." loid gives her head a little pat, smiling at her and says, "it's alright, peanut. i know you're excited, but we just want to make sure you stay safe. mama and i don't want anything to happen to you, okay?" and anya nods, smiling when yor gives her cheek a gentle stroke of affection.
the first week or two after their conversation with her, anya is so hesitant any time she tries to go in their room. there's one morning where loid is awake making breakfast, but yor is still in bed. anya grabs the doorknob, but hesitates, turning back to loid. he just smiles at her widely and asks, "going to snuggle mama?" and she nods, but stays still with her hand on the doorknob, just waiting. loid tells her, "you don't need to ask me, sweetheart, you can go right in. you know what not to touch right?" "no silenced pistols and no gold spikey things." and loid nods, replying, "very good. breakfast will be ready shortly. you can cuddle with yor in our bed until then." and anya grins as she slips into twiyor's room and climbs straight into yor's arms
twiyor just love not having to lie to her. they love the honesty between them after so long of lying. it’s nice getting to have that trust with each other, but also with anya
warning(s): angst, hurt no comfort, self-blame, "death" of the reader, implied "death"/abstraction of another character (spoiler: Kinger), hopeful outcome note(s): There's nothing incredibly heavy or detailed, just tread carefully if "death" is something you are sensitive to, please. The "hopeful outcome" implies that Caine will at some point in time be able to fix those who've abstracted. A/N: I was feeling particularly cruel and wanted to write some angst, this came to mind and I'll be honest. I made myself a little sad.
She never saw it coming, of course, you were acting different lately but she didn’t think it would… lead to you abstracting…
It took forever for things to get some semblance of normalcy, and you being with her was a major part of it.
Sure the relationship in a place like this was a bit, weird, but you cared about her, and she cared about you.
You kept her sane and grounded, so when you were found abstracted? It felt like she failed you.
Ragatha tries to assure her that you aren’t completely gone. Like Kaufmo you’re being kept in the cellar. Caine claims the abstracted are being kept there until he can find a way to “fix” them. (Whether he’s genuine or not though, none of them know.)
It’s all empty promises though, she still feels like she failed you.
Not again…
Kinger silently promised himself not again, he was fine being friendly with everyone else that fell into the circus, but he had no intentions of being more than that.
But then you happened, and while he was still in shambles from the time and the insanity spent here, you were there beside him. Like a knight in shining armor.
He hadn’t been around when you abstracted, in fact, he didn’t know you abstracted until there was yelling, and boom an abstraction was causing chaos.
Kinger didn’t know who it was until it was sent off to the cellar, actually, he didn’t know who it was until he realized everyone was present except you.
There’s a high probability that losing someone again, losing you, is what ends up being his own downfall. The other’s (not including Jax) try their all to get him to calm down but it’s not enough, it’s too late…
Of all the humans to be pulled in he never once got attached.
This was never supposed to happen, he’s incapable of love.
Caine does his best to keep the humans from abstracting, and as many eyes as he has over the place, there are always ones that slip through his grasp.
Of course, he’s not around when you abstract, it takes a bunch of hooting and hollering from everyone before he shows up and oh hey an abstraction.
At an immediate glance, he knows it’s you, abstractions never remotely look like the person they were before but he knows it’s you. You don’t recognize him as you lash out, of course you don’t, you can’t.
He’s unsure about tossing you with the others in the cellar, there’s nowhere else he can truthfully keep you without causing problems. So into the cellar, you go.
Caine visits you though, not for long but he does check in on you. Not that anything changes, but out of all the abstractions down there, he knows exactly which one is you.
You’ll be the first human he fixes as soon as he’s able to.
His s/o abstracted? Nice joke, though it’s in poor taste. You’re completely fine, he just saw you earlier.
Jax doesn’t believe it until he sees it, and seeing it absolutely ruins him. He’s seen countless others get abstracted and thrown into the cellar, but why, why does it have to be you?
Why couldn’t it have been literally anyone else? He didn’t give a shit about anyone else, the one person he cared for, and you…
Similarly to Pomni, he feels it’s his fault like he could’ve, no should’ve done more. Was he so wrapped up in everything else that he didn’t notice the signs? Why didn’t you talk to him? You didn’t, didn’t do that on purpose, did you?
For the first time ever, the others are genuinely worried about Jax, they all saw/know how much you meant to him. The two of you even spoke fondly about what the two of you would do if you got out of the circus.
For a while Jax becomes even more irrational and unhinged, they try not to hold it against him too badly, even when he oversteps. He’s grieving and none of them know just how long that’ll go on.
Jax isn’t quite the same afterward, but he makes sure that nobody else tries to worm their way into his heart.
If it’s possible, he’ll make sure Caine fixes you the second he’s able to. Even if Caine can fix only one person, it’s going to be you.
Bruce: What happened to you two?
Steve and Bucky both extremely out of breath, Steve having claw marks all over his face and neck.
Steve:
Steve: Bucky has nightmares
Bruce: You were in Bucky’s room?