Okay I'm Absolutely Raging And Seething Right Now For A Moment Before Crawling Into Sadness And Despair.

Okay I'm absolutely raging and seething right now for a moment before crawling into sadness and despair.

I was typing a draft for so long and occasionally saved but then accidentally somehow lost the whole draft when I pressed saved once more.

So much writing just gone and I suck at remembering stuff. I dunno what I wrote for sure. I got a generalized idea but I loved what I had so much but now im forced to start again by scratch.

Okay I'm Absolutely Raging And Seething Right Now For A Moment Before Crawling Into Sadness And Despair.

Maybe I need to take a break, but I was on a roll and I might lose this streak if I take the break. Ugh.

Y'know what this is why I probably have inspiration music for my OCS usually.

I'll take a break and when I'm ready, I'll listen to the music that should fire me back up into rewriting the draft I lost.

Hopefully that'll work.

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5 months ago

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The eye patch is in the design of a white rose being painted red. It's supposed to match and resemble the rose brooches on the Heartslabyul dorm uniforms.

No red paint was used in making of this eypatch tho.

Timeline 3 bio

Name: Aria Whitecourt

Pronouns: She/her

Species: appears human

Appearance: I keep switching from long silver hair and long platinum blonde hair.

She is constantly wearing a eye patch over her right eye (usually medical square patch ones or rose shape/design ones).

For book one it appears she has regular blue human eyes but closer inspection they are colored cosplay contacts hiding their true appearance. She stops wearing them by mid book 3.

Dorm affiliation: Heartslabyul

Year and class: Freshmen

Birthday: November 13th

Age: 18

Height: 170cms (5"6)

Is slightly taller than Kalim.

Dominant hand: right-handed

Homeland: Clock Town

Club: photography

Best subject: Art

Hobby: arts & crafts

Dislikes: being left out of things, being blatantly ignored.

Favorite food: peanut butter & pickles, Anything with strawberries.

Least favorite food: hasn't found one yet

Talents:keeping a cool head in the face of absolute chaos. however wont stop her from mental breakdowns after a 'nightmare' tho.

Other: Aria is loosely based on the white queen and the white rabbit. very loosely tho. She can be a little spacey and loose track of time.

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Aria give Kuudere vibes. They seem cold, quiet, serious, and unapproachable at first but is an absolute sweetheart once u get to know her. She is socially awkward on expressing her emotions and just comes off as cool and indifferent. She shows her love through acts of service. Due to failing at forming friendships in the past so much she leans on Yumi for help a lot regarding socializing and making new friends when they first end up at NRC.

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5 months ago

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Timeline 2 bio

(Blue text is whatever matches with Aria's Bio from Timeline 3. This is done so u can easily pick out the differences between Aria T2 vs Aria T3.

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Name: Aria Whitecourt

Pronouns: She/her

Species: appears mostly human. Has Fae like slit pupils. Red Fae-like eyes.

Appearance: I keep switching from long silver hair and long platinum blonde hair. Has red eyes with slitted pupils, just Like Lilia.

Dorm affiliation: Heartslabyul

Year and class: Junior

Birthday: November 13th

Age: 18

Height: 170cms (5"6)

Is slightly taller than Kalim.

Dominant hand: right-handed

Homeland: Queendom of Roses

Club: Gargoyle Research Society

Best subject: Art

Hobby: Gardening

Dislikes: being picked on, seeing her friends hurt, & being left out of things.

Favorite food: peanut butter & pickles, Anything with strawberries.

Least favorite food: Lilia's cooking

Talents: multitasking and balancing school and personal life. Keeping a cool head in the face of absolute chaos. however, won't stop her from mental breakdowns after a 'nightmare' tho.

Other: Aria is loosely based on the white queen and the white rabbit. very loosely tho. She can be a little spacey and lose track of time.

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Aria seems quiet, serious, and unapproachable at first but is an absolute sweetheart once u get to know her. She is a little socially awkward on expressing her emotions and just comes off as indifferent most of the time. She shows her love through acts of service and genuine compliments. Aria is seen as a well-respected upperclassman of the Heartslabyul dorm. Is seen as a big sister figure to the Heartslabyul dorm. It took a while but is a frequent and welcomed visitor to the Diasomnia dorm as well.

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4 months ago

Anyways here's the old drawings I had on the Sian and Yuzu bio posts. For those who will miss them like I mentioned in the post right before this one.

Anyways Here's The Old Drawings I Had On The Sian And Yuzu Bio Posts. For Those Who Will Miss Them Like
Anyways Here's The Old Drawings I Had On The Sian And Yuzu Bio Posts. For Those Who Will Miss Them Like
Anyways Here's The Old Drawings I Had On The Sian And Yuzu Bio Posts. For Those Who Will Miss Them Like

Those 2 OC bios have been edited and have the drawings/image replaced.

Sian's Bio Yuzu's Bio

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5 months ago

Dreaming once more in a field of flowers.

A fanfiction one shot where Aria and Silver meet in a dream.

Warning: book 7 spoilers for EN.

Dreaming Once More In A Field Of Flowers.

A lone girl sat in a large field of flowers the Rose castle can be seen in the distance not to far off.

The girl quietly hummed to herself as she makes a crown of flowers using some in the field she sat in.

Approaching footsteps could be heard behind her.

"I know your there Silver" she said.

Silver the boy who was behind her flinched back a little, his eyes going wide. He didn't expect the girl to accurately tell who he was with her back facing him.

"I'm amazed you knew who I was without looking back. Your skills are impressive" Silver replied.

"It's not that impressive really, if this was the waking world I'd have no idea who you were from ur footsteps approaching me alone" Aria, the girl responded.

"Your lucid dreaming?" Silver asked

"Partially, I'm aware I'm dreaming. I'm also aware your not a part of my dream and are just visiting mine. However I'm not able to fully control the dream only alter my appearance and my role in this dream along with a few other things" Aria explained

She then patted the spot next to her.

"Come sit with me unless your planning to leave this dream for another" Aria offered.

Silver hesitates briefly before ultimately deciding to sit beside her.

Dreaming Once More In A Field Of Flowers.

Silver eyes wide. Upon hearing the familiar voice in the distance fast approaching.

"Oy Aria! Oy!..." Mumbles "where could that blasted girl be now?"

Silver gets up and grabs his sword. Aria immediately pulls the hand away from his weapon

"Don't"

Silver looks back at her questioningly. While the figure General Lilia Vanrouge is walking up to them only 10 feet away.

"There you are Melanor was looking for you and started making a fuss when she couldn't find you" Vanrouge stated.

Then he tensed upon closer examination of the boy next to Aria. Suddenly Silver was pinned against a nearby Tree Vanrouges mage arm against his neck.

"What is he doing here?" Vanrouges hissed venom dripping from his voice.

"Stand down General, this man here means me no harm" Aria stated. He eyes never straying away from the flower crown she was making in her lap.

Vanrouge lowers his weapon and takes a step back and turns around to stare at Aria.

"You'd be a fool to let down your guard so easily Ari" Vanrouge stated.

Aria hummed in response and turned to look into Lilia Vanrouges eyes her expression unreadable.

"Are you saying I shouldn't give my own brother the benefit of a doubt just for merely being not of full Fae blood?" Aria confronted crossing her arms and looking directly at Lilia upset.

Lilia Vanrouge's eyes widen in response.

"You couldn't mean to say this boy is related to you surely" he insisted.

"Are you calling me a liar? No I meant what I said this boy is family and he decided to hangout with me during my day off. Now leave us be I'll return to the castle later. Tell Melanor I'm busy attending to family matters if you must"

Aria replying

Lilia groans and signs before relenting on arguing with Aria further.

"Melanor will be upset but I will inform you that your busy spending your free time with family" Lilia replied.

"thank you Vanrouge, you may leave us be now" Aria replied.

Lilia Vanrouge started to leave but places a hand on Silver's shoulder.

"Any harm comes to her, and you won't be just tasting my blade boy" he warned in a low voice before disappearing with other red sparkles remaining before they to faded away.

"What job were the two of you discussing about?" Silver inquired about.

"ah that"

Aria then proceeded to move hair behind one of her eyes revealing pointy Fae ears.

"How i could've sworn-"

"there are fake"

"What?"

Aria sighed "were in a dream remember, you are correct my ears are not pointy in the waking world. However, in this dream I'm currently a pure blood Bat Fae version of myself rather than the Half Fae that I am in reality" She explained

"oh"

"Right now, I'm currently the hand maiden or lady of waiting that attends to Princess Malanor Draconia and it's my day off but that doesn't really matter considering this is all a dream." Aria elaborated further.

Aria then gets up from her spot in the field of flowers and approaches silver. Then she casts magic as she floats and places the finished flower crown on his head before gently landing back on the ground.

"It looks good on you"

Silver blinks and places a hand on the flower crown that now adorn his head.

"It seems you have a lot of questions on your mind feel free to ask I don't mind" Aria encouraged.

"I- yes I do have questions"

Aria waited staring back up at him.

"How come your dreaming of Lilia as a war general, what's your relation to him?"

"ah that, I know what I know because I remember a past that never was, . . . a past that I miss but wouldn't would sacrifice again for a chance at a brighter future one not plagued with overblots destroying all lives in Twisted Wonderland"

Silver just continued to stare at her his confusion only growing. Unsure what to make of the girls words.

Aria glanced back at Silver after sitting down working on another flower crown.

"In the past that never was I was a student in NRC like now, however in that past I was the same year as Malleus and Lilia rather than being in the same year as Sebek." Aria explained

"Did Lilia tell you of his days as a general during this?" Silver asked

Aria frowned "not at first it took a while, but he did eventually tell me, and I'm beyond grateful to have been informed of his past before that one night"

Silver was about to open his mouth to ask but Aria hold her hand up to tell him to keep quiet.

"I will not elaborate on the matter further" she stated.

"If you really knew Fa- Lilia in this past, how about me?" Silver asked unsure if he wanted the answer to this question that weighed on his mind.

The girl sighed "it be stranger if I didn't but yes, I do recall spending time with you in the past that no longer exists"

Silver held his breathe before speaking up once more.

"We're we friends?" He asked.

The girl just hummed in response before speaking up once more.

"I recall having to text Lilia informing him on your whereabouts whenever I caught you sleeping on school grounds but only the times when I failed to wake you up"

"I see" silver responded deciding to let his question go unanswered. Maybe it was better that way. He wouldn't know how to feel if he heard they weren't on the best of terms in a past he couldn't recall assuming she was telling the truth or at the least fully believed in the tales she was telling him just now.

Silver sat back down beside her. Asking for more tales of her past at NRC specifically the ones where he was a 3rd year like father unlike the reality they lived in currently outside of the dream.

It was strange hearing her talk about events that did occur the last 2 years at NRC like she really was there instead of being a Freshmen at Night Raven College she currently was.

However, it wasn't unpleasant just strange for some of her tales felt real or at least somewhat believable.


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1 week ago

As you might've seen or notice. I have finally finished the waking up at NRC prologue part for my children of laughter twst Au! :D

Which I have recently posted a few minutes ago under this post.

As You Might've Seen Or Notice. I Have Finally Finished The Waking Up At NRC Prologue Part For My Children

I honestly dunno how active I'll be on this blog in the near future, in terms of posting any more content here that is.

I'm just posting here whenever I finish writing anything I want to post like fanfics.

However writing fanfics will require inspiration or motivation to strike me first during my free/spare time.

5 months ago

Aria Whitecourt backstory

Timeline 2

Spoiler warning for Book 6 content of Twisted wonderland under the read more cut.

Aria was born in the Queendom of Roses, and her childhood was spent in clocktown. She lived alone with just her mother, and they had relatives living nearby. She lived a block away from Deuce.

Ms. Whitecourt and Ms. Spade used to be coworkers for a bit before Aria's mom got another job nearby, but they still met up and had their kids play together as friends. So, Aria and Deuce were childhood friends. Aria is 2 years older than Deuce.

πŸ“Œ (differences in timeline start here)

Around 13-14 years old Aria accidently uses her teleportation magic on instinct from getting spooked/startled by something or someone and ended up in another world, one without magic. This occurs right before or at the beginning of Deuce's delinquent phase.

Upon waking up in the magic less world she quickly realizes she is unable to teleport back to Twisted wonderland. Leading to her getting sent to the nearest orphanage lost and stuck in this unfamiliar world until the NRC carriage comes for her years later.

It doesn't take long before Aria gets adopted by a sweet elderly couple who encourages Aria to make friends and get outside the house. Aria usually prefers to stay by them and help them out with chores and tends to the garden.

Aria Whitecourt Backstory

Two years later Aria ends up at NRC at age 16. She wakes up at NRC during Trey and Cater's entrance ceremony, no Grim fiasco occurs during said ceremony. During this timeline Aria is a fellow Junior alongside Trey and Cater.

Time to reveal who Aria is related to in the twst cast.

Lilia had a fling/stated temporary relationship with Ms. Whitecourt for the duration of his vacation trip at the Queendom of Roses prior to adopting Silver. Lilia left the area before Ms Whitecourt found out she was pregnant.

I can see Lilia being vague and not giving much info about himself to Aria's mother, since he wasn't planning to interact with them or visit them again after his vacation/trip ends.

I think Lilia finds out Aria is his biological daughter he never knew he had, mid to end of his freshmen year with Malleus. However, I can also see Lilia not informing Aria of his revelation and keeping her in the dark about this whole thing, continuing to hanging out with her, until eventually Aria finds out herself during the middle of her second year at NRC about Lilia being her biological father who never knew her mom was pregnant before he left the Queendom of Roses.

Aria Whitecourt Backstory

In this timeline Aria gets a better idea what caused the overblot apocalypse in timeline 1 and is even successful in stopping the Styx overblot apocalypse. Aria did bump into Rook and followed him to Island of Woe with Epel.

Aria and Grim don't really cross paths in this timeline. Grim does cause chaos during Ace's Entrance ceremony like in the game, they just chased another poor NRC student (a random npc probably?). Grim also could've crossed paths with Aria briefly right after Riddles overblot. Grim keeps infiltrating into NRC and hid in Heartslabyul during Riddle's overblot and ate the overblot stone. Grim does the same for all the other overblots and probably even uses Ramshackle as his secret hideout.

Anyways in this timeline Grim does overblot near the end of Aria's 3rd year at NRC. This overblot causes Aria to use her unique magic yet again and rewrites the timeline once more

Aria Whitecourt Backstory

This is timeline 2 where Aria got to be at NRC at age 16 and have more time to bond with the 2nd and 3rd years from timeline 3. Hell Aria, even befriended Malleus before his 3rd year at NRC and was part of his club. the strong trust and comfortability with each other is still present in timeline 3 However Malleus won't remember their friendship from this timeline. Technically Aria won't remember either, but she has the ability to remember past timelines at least.

Theres also cute bonding between 3rd year Aria and Freshmen Deuce in this timeline. As Deuce looks up to her and is trying to be a better person for both Aria and his mother.

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Want to see the backstory to the other timelines?

Timeline 1, Timeline 3

5 months ago

Aria's Unique Magic

Warning Twisted wonderland book 6 spoilers

Unique spell name: Rewrite Time

so yeah, Aria has a time related unique magic. I enjoy the time loop theory in Twisted Wonderland community/fandom and decided to implement it for Aria's story.

Aria unlocks her Unique magic during the overblot apocalypse in timeline 1. It alters the past and changes something in the past that increases the chances of reaching the desired outcome.

In this case preventing the overblot apocalypse was what her Unique magic is used for at end of Timeline 1. Using her unique magic won't guaranteed the outcome she is going for it just nudges the world towards her desired intentions/outcome she is aiming for.

Aria's Unique Magic

Only one(s) that could remember the past timelines themselves are Aria and anyone who touches Aria when she is casting her Unique magic. There is a way for Aria to show her memories of the previous timelines to others but that's a discussion for later.

Aria's Unique Magic

The change that occurs in timeline 2 is Aria ends up in the magic less world and returns to Twisted Wonderland via Night Raven College carriage. Her unique magic changed the past so that Aria would be at the Island of Woe during Idia's overblot which led to overblot apocalypse in timeline 1.

Aria manages to be at Night Raven College in order to run into Rook and follow him to the island of Woe and defeat overblot Idia thanks to using her unique magic. In timeline 1 Idia defeated the NRC students during his overblot and successfully released all the overblot Phantoms to all of Twisted Wonderland.

In this timeline Grim overblots near the end of Aria's 3rd year at NRC. This overblot causes Aria to use her unique magic yet again and rewrites the timeline once more.

Aria's Unique Magic

What was needed this time is a beast tamer at NRC with Aria. So, the change that occurs in timeline 3 is Aria teleporting to another timeline with Yumi who has a beast tamer talent/skill. However, in order to achieve this the unique magic has Aria and Yumi end up in the magic less world during their childhood and shows up at NRC 2 years later compared to timeline 2.

In the previous timelines Yumi lives her whole life in twisted wonderland and becomes a potion maker or owns a store on Sage Island during the twisted wonderland game's main story.

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Timeline 3 bio

Name: Yumi Saito

Pronouns: she/he/they

Appearance: androgenous,black short hair (partially dyed black), brown Almond eyes.

Will be mistaken as biologically male from many NRC students during books 1 & 2. Yumi is AFAB. Yumi doesn't care what gender others see/identity her as and is cassgender.

Dorm affiliation: Ramshackle, would totally be sorted into Pomfiore if she had lots of magic potential like NRC students.

Species: human

Year and class: Freshmen, class 1-A

Birthday: July 10th

Age: 16

Height: 165cms (5"4)

Is between Riddle and Kalim's height.

Dominant hand: right handed

Homeland: Queendom of Roses, somewhere in the U.S. haven't decided where specifically yet

Club: whatever grim picks, is unofficial member of Photography club.

Best subject: Alchemy

Hobby: photography

Dislikes: overblots

Favorite food: oatmeal cookies

Least favorite food: whatever Aria's worst experimental food combo meals are.

Talents: beast tamer, babysitting, dealing with overblots apparently

Other: Yumi is Crewel's niece.

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Yumi gives tough girl vibes. Is very persistent and stubborn. She is determined to reach her goal of returning back to the magic less world and reunite with her family there. This causes tension and drama between Crewel and Yumi. Since Crewel is against her leaving Twisted Wonderland again. He just got her back after all.

Last updated/edited on March 24, 2025


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5 days ago

Like to make a mention to when this happened to me and is still ongoing for over 6 months now.

@thelazyhermits

Found their series "A twisted future" by LazyRainDancer on Ao3 while looking for Sebek Zigvolt one shots, many months ago.

First oneshot I found was actually "Finding solace (in your arms)", didn't realize it was a series until after I finished reading that one shot. I couldn't stop reading the second I started it.

Then finally noticed it was a part of a series. I got excited and saw SO MUCH Content. I squealed as I started the binge reading the content from the beginning of the series from then on, and was reading it on and off for months.

I have already caught up to the current ongoing content weeks/month ago, still on cloud nine enjoying it still.

It is my favorite twisted wonderland fanfic ever since I found it

Imagine you're opening AO3 and search for a fic. Imagine you're finding one that fits all your criterias. Imagine it has the perfect length. Imagine getting lost in the story and feeling almost high when it's over. Imagine looking up the author and they have written. so. many. more. fics. exactly. like. that. Imagine.


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