Crazzyyyramblings - Crazy

Them having fun:

:)

Them having fun without me:

:(

All I’ve wanted from a young age was to be necessary.

in the mood to cuddle a cute sleepy boy in our pajama pants and play with his hair until he falls asleep in my arms i mean what i didn’t say anything

People are only nice at the beginning. They would make you feel like you're the sweetest, most gorgeous human being in the world. Make you fall in love with them. But once they get complacent, they take you for granted and start neglecting you. Your heart starts breaking every day. It becomes constant. You get frustrated and disappointed. You start doubting then hating yourself. Then you start acting crazy and needy because they make you feel like shit. They blame everything on you. Like it's your fault they neglected you. From there, the relationship just becomes more and more poisonous to the both of you. You end up being traumatized.

You are a fever I am learning to live with, 

Richard Siken, Crush; from ‘Straw House, Straw Dog’

In every kind man I see what would’ve been.

stupid dog boys

"So you're a people pleaser? Let's flip this around. You're a person too. Please yourself."

Actual quote from my coworker today. And man did that hurt.

they will replace me so easily and never remember who i even was

"it gets better" - but i've been this way since i was a child.