Try As You Might, Being Everyone’s Favourite Is An Unattainable Feat.

it's so fucked up that you could just eat a micro sd card

Michael Cunningham, "The Hours" // Anne Sexton, "The Touch" // Charles M. Schulz, Peanuts and Last Night I Dreamt That Somebody Loved Me—The Smiths // F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night // Kelsey Landsgaard, A Soft Wrongness // J. D. McClatchy, "THE DIALOGUE OF DESIRE AND GUILT" // Marina Tsvetaeva, from notes // Yves Olade, Belovéd

watching another person with bpd also lose themselves to limerence..

hate spiral - HoneyLily

having bpd and also being a people pleaser is so weird because i will hate someone when they’re not with me and swear i’ll ignore them, and then 15 minutes later i’ll pick up their call and spend the next five hours with them

sometimes life feels just terrible and that's how I am tried to get over it today

Having an emotionally absent but otherwise present father is fun stuff because you live with an unknown man your whole life and are supposed to put up with his shit AND love him like ex-fucking-cuse me

In every kind man I see what would’ve been.

All I’ve wanted from a young age was to be necessary.