Literally I Am. Dyinf.... A Boyfriendless Existence Ess Ehm Aych

Y’know Guys, I would rlly like a boyfriend. Like, is it obvious yet??

Gonna explode, guys. I am.. hyperfixation isn’t going Well AAAAAAAAA *explodes*

BOYFRIEND WHEN!?

BOYFRIEND WHEN!?

Pssst, who wants to be a QPR polycule fr *Blinks eyes cutely*

Uhm, I broke tumblr …. Tumblr hates me. (I can’t post from my phone sometimes and it bothers me)

I want his attention, so badly.

I want to smother him with attention and tell him he’s worth it. He’s worth my love and worth the world. I want to tell him and go on dates with him.

I want to kiss and hug him. I love this man, so much. I would never want this high to end.

CW : VENT THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MLM BUT I NEED TO GET OUT

CW for disabilities and self-harm

I became sick over memorial day weekend (for those who don't know, we have the memorial day off.). Now all of my disabilities are flaring again, and i just got out of a huge flare not even a month ago.

I'm convinced this is because i don't wear a mask anymore. and before you blame me for my own issues, I don't wear one because my family doesn't anymore. I don't like to wear them in the house and due to breathing issues, i cannot wear them for a long time anyways. If i'm gonna get sick being at home or out in public, what's the point? OFC i would wear one if you asked me and would always warn you if i was sick because disabled ppl and able-bodied ppl with preferences matter.. always.

Anyways, I'm just in so much pain. I want to cry and scream and rip out my hair. I want to throw things across the room but all of that would get me recorded and prolly sent back to the psychiatric hospital.

i can't breathe without wheezing and coughing, my knees click when i walk and i keep going into pre-syncope. My fingers ache and i lost my hand brace for my wrist when it locks up. My hips hurt and even sitting criss-cross no longer helps. my back hurts and i can't crack it and i have a major headache.

I had to come home from school today, i begged my parents until they gave in. I'm scared. I'm sad. I'm depressed. I feel as if it'd be better if i just .. wasn't here. That way nobody would have to suffer. anymore. idk

I'm just so.. tired, man. Nothing is going my way, it never has. I'm so so tired, i feel so numb. I don't want to be here anymore.

i can torture u here too now>:3

HWHDOSM WHAT

America ya!!! :3 /ref

Hello cool people of tumblr 😦 !! Are you 🫵 cool ? And do you like roblox!?

Well Basil here has just the thing for u !!

JOIN MY SERVER ON DISCORD PLS PLS PLS !! It’s for Regretevator mainly but other roblox games can be played too!! Just dm me for a link!!

(PLEASE DM ME AAAAAAAA)

Before you interact : Know that this account is strictly MLM and MLNB. This is not WLW or WLNB. You are welcome to interact but please don’t invade a space not made for you.

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☆〜 Hiya! Welcome to my profile !! General warnings before continue :

My profile may sometimes contain NSFT content but it will always be tagged as such!

This profile may also contain vents but they will always have the proper trigger warnings on them!!

That is all!! Now please, onto the introduction!! ^^

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☆〜 Name : Angelo / Basil / Miles (only by close friends)

☆〜 Age : 18

☆〜 pronouns : He/They + neos

☆〜 orientation : Aroace + NBLM/NBLNB (Ambi)

☆〜 gender : Transmasculine non-binary (intersex)

☆〜 I am disabled and POC, I also reclaim slurs i am allowed to use!

☆〜 I swear a lot and sometimes talk about my experiences with smoking!!

☆〜 feel free to DM me!! I am very friendly if you ask me!! :3c

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Tags I will use :

#CdPup.exe — General Talking Tag

#sadpup.exe — Vent Tag

#xxxpup.exe — NSFT tag

#randoms.exe — DID System talking tag

(I don’t Even use These ya’ll ^^)