My Emotional Support Lesbians

does anybody else like...pay rlly close attention to how ppl type? i'll notice the way people type at certain hours of the day, the emojis they use, their use of punctuation or lower case and upper case letters, and js all that other stuff. but when they start typing in a slightly different way whenever they talk to me, i get worried. i get scared that maybe they dont like me anymore. i'll compare how they type now to how they typed a few weeks ago and notice the difference, i'll compare how they talk to me and how they talk to other people and notice the difference. if they regularly use emojis or smth and they stop using emojis and they use more lowercase letters than usual, i get scared. did i do smth that bothered them? r they just tired? did my responses make them feel uncomfortable? did smth else happen? maybe theyre upset for a different reason. idk but i js really overthink it

i do this all the time what the fuck do you mean its a disorder

i dont blame u if u want to bury me in ur memories im not the girl i ought to be and maybe when u tell ur friends u can tell them what you saw in me and not how i turned out to be...

tumblr keeps logging me out of my account... but i changed my pswrd and it seems to stopped i think :p

sometimes i see someone with the same pfp as one of my oomfs and i think to myself "hm that seems strange, that doesnt seem like something they would say.." and they i realize its not them😭🥀🙏

Me because not having proper friends until 6th grade did actually affect my ability to talk to others

this is why i hate fahggots

bro i like bsd wan but i'll never understand why dazai deadass started giving kunikida backshots. what was the thought process they had when adding this scene in there and if hes not giving him backshots then what the hell is he doing🥀

locked in and deleted everything on my phone+ipad i think my mom wouldnt like (which is like 98% of the shit i got on my ipad and phone🤦‍♂️)

bro im gonna kms my mom kept touching my hair and it kept bothering me so i got upset snd started crying and she got mad at ne saying im overreacting and says that i do this every morning, so i js told her that its her fault nd now she told me shes gonna take my phone later and its stressing me the fuck out bc i dont want her to look through it or smth idk what to do

i wish i was one of those mfs who forget to eat...bc all i think abt is food, even if im distracted by like watching a video or smth, im still thinking about food🥀

bsd fandoms pmo so bad bc a character will literally be SA'd and its so obvious but they dont care. junichirou was literally SA'd by naomi, yet ppl say "but he didnt stop her" DID YOU KNOW THAT PPL WHO GET SA'd OFTEN DONT EVEN RLLY TRY TO PREVENT IT BECAUSE IT IS LITERALLY A TRAUMATZIING EVENT. THEY GET SCARED TO PREVENT IT. SAME WITH THE DAZAI AND THE NURSE SCENE. "i wish i was the nurse!!" "i cant believe dazai fucked a nurse for a phone!!" NO????? IF A NURSE DOES SMTH SEXUAL WITH A PATIENT, THATS ILLEGAL!! PLUS, DAZAI HAD SOME SORT OF MEDICINE IN HIS SYSTEM IF IM NOT MISTAKEN SINCE HE WAS LITERALLY THE IN HOSPITAL SO THAT MADE IT EASIER FOR HIM TO BE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF!!!!! THE NURSE SA'D HIM!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏