TWELVE WEEKS I Have Waited To Share This With You All. AN ETERNITY !!! 

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Arthur: *on the ground in literally 7 pieces, bloody and whimpering*

Me, a listener who has experienced 52 episodes of this man dying and undying repeatedly: *sighs* DUDE GET UP

I've just realized the perfection that is an avatar of The Eye being in love with an avatar of The Lonely.

Imagine you have the power to see everything. Imagine you can know everything about everyone. Imagine all of a sudden there is someone you cannot know well. Someone you cannot see well. Doesn't that intrigue you?

Imagine no one ever sees you. Imagine you are invisible to the world. Imagine no one is ever able to know you. Now imagine there is someone who all of a sudden sees you. All of a sudden you are found. Doesn't that intrigue you?

One person who knows what it's like to see and be seen, one person who knows what it's like to hide and never be known. Opposites that complete eachother in such a poetic and tragic way. Finding someone that challenges your worldview in such a way.

having more malevolent thoughts. spoilers for up to part 51

so, I’ve been looking into the lore of H.P. Lovecraft recently because of Malevolent and it’s triggered some thoughts. mainly about the stones, Azathoth, and Kayne’s motives. also a little bit about Lillith. what everything this season means. whether shes the true evil they need to avoid or not

Azathoth is known as the “blind idiot god.” he is in an eternal slumber, and it’s said that existence is simply his dreams. that waking him could wipe everything. earth, humanity, everything would be gone in an instant.

so in the context of Malevolent.. is this Kayne’s goal? we’ve been told that hes collecting the three stones that harbor Azathoth. is the “end” that the people are scared of not Lillith getting the black stone, but Kayne getting the black stone and waking Azathoth?

Lillith wants the stone to have power… but why? we know she has a deep hatred for Kayne. every time his name is said to her, she gets angry. does she want to take him down? she insists that she is the daughter of Nyarlathotep, not Kayne. does this mean shes a daughter of a Nyarlathotep that Kayne killed? does she want the stone to enact revenge? has she wanted this since Kayne took out all other versions of himself and that is why he trapped her?

I wonder if ultimately, Lillith feels for humanity. she talks about them with such distain, yet she gave Alia such kindness and gentleness, giving her peace. I wonder if she saw herself in Alia. if previously she’d also been used as a tool, and now she wants the stone so she cannot be used like that again. so no one can be used like that again

further with that thought, is Arthur her favorite because he too has been made into a tool? John as well? Arthur lost his eyes, a hand, and a foot. John lost all autonomy. they tools to each other, but furthermore are tools to Kayne, getting him what he wants. does Lillith use what she was taught about humans as a mask for how she really views them? but then if she wanted to help, to take down Kayne, why not say that? because she wouldn’t be believed?

Im not completely sure but I can’t help but feel like Lillith is at least not an entirely malevolent entity

go sing your gay little song little irish boy

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Hello, Jon.

Apologies for the deception, but I wanted to make sure you started reading, so I thought it best not to announce myself.

I’m assuming you’re alone; you always did prefer to read your statements in private. I wouldn’t try too hard to stop reading; there’s every likelihood you’ll just hurt yourself. So just listen.

Now, shall we turn the page and try again?

Posting this very late but HAPPY BIRTHDAY COOKIE!!!

(… and happy birthday to me!!)

Somewhat self indulgent art! My birthday was actually yesterday (17 Dec.) and I originally planned on drawing something for that but figured it would be easier to make one birthday piece rather than two. Happy birthday to my fav loser!! /aff

sydney o sargent from camp here & there!

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