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Malevolent 46 The Unclean Spoiler reaction under cut

Arthur for the love of GOD do not drink that shit oh my godd can we get Yorick in the chat to talk some sense into this guy

everyone avert your eyes [expresses a standard human emotion] [illogically experiences shame even with only myself as witness]

I find it really funny how Elijah scolded Jedidiah for swearing in front of kids even though he dropped an F-bomb like a few minutes earlier. Then again, I would expect that kind of hypocrisy from a cult leader...

ooooooooh arkayne dismemberment scene how we feelin (im feeling good and in fact here)

there was too much arthur lester hate on twt i had to take matters into my own hands

having more malevolent thoughts. spoilers for up to part 51

so, I’ve been looking into the lore of H.P. Lovecraft recently because of Malevolent and it’s triggered some thoughts. mainly about the stones, Azathoth, and Kayne’s motives. also a little bit about Lillith. what everything this season means. whether shes the true evil they need to avoid or not

Azathoth is known as the “blind idiot god.” he is in an eternal slumber, and it’s said that existence is simply his dreams. that waking him could wipe everything. earth, humanity, everything would be gone in an instant.

so in the context of Malevolent.. is this Kayne’s goal? we’ve been told that hes collecting the three stones that harbor Azathoth. is the “end” that the people are scared of not Lillith getting the black stone, but Kayne getting the black stone and waking Azathoth?

Lillith wants the stone to have power… but why? we know she has a deep hatred for Kayne. every time his name is said to her, she gets angry. does she want to take him down? she insists that she is the daughter of Nyarlathotep, not Kayne. does this mean shes a daughter of a Nyarlathotep that Kayne killed? does she want the stone to enact revenge? has she wanted this since Kayne took out all other versions of himself and that is why he trapped her?

I wonder if ultimately, Lillith feels for humanity. she talks about them with such distain, yet she gave Alia such kindness and gentleness, giving her peace. I wonder if she saw herself in Alia. if previously she’d also been used as a tool, and now she wants the stone so she cannot be used like that again. so no one can be used like that again

further with that thought, is Arthur her favorite because he too has been made into a tool? John as well? Arthur lost his eyes, a hand, and a foot. John lost all autonomy. they tools to each other, but furthermore are tools to Kayne, getting him what he wants. does Lillith use what she was taught about humans as a mask for how she really views them? but then if she wanted to help, to take down Kayne, why not say that? because she wouldn’t be believed?

Im not completely sure but I can’t help but feel like Lillith is at least not an entirely malevolent entity

go sing your gay little song little irish boy

I'm not coping well, thanks for asking.

Relistening to Malevolent (slowly so I don't die of depression) and just got thru The Prison and couldn't stop imagining John singing this

that's it. too many of these eldritch spooky bitches need therapy and a LOT of it. somebody call

UP & ADAM!

(This is about Kayne and Jon Sims, mostly.)