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I WAS JUST SAYING MARK WOULD TALK A MF THRU IT
Mark talking you through it
Pairing: Mark Grayson x Fem!reader
Summary: Mark takes your virginity and talks you through it
Warnings: Smut smutty smut, dirty talk, reader is afab, virginity loss, some profanity
A/N: i have so many ideas and things in the works but so little time š also itās exam seasonā¦but i have a duty to keep yāall fed so enjoy this crumb for now (sorry itās short!)
You had never done anything like this before.
All the sensations and touches and feelings were new to you. A lot of it felt amazing.. his hands, big and calloused from fighting, were gentle on your bare skin. He was very attentive to how you reacted to everything.
It was after a homecoming game.
Heād forced the guardians to cover for him if anything came up and decided to spend the night with you. It was great especially given that you could finally spend time with him. You didnāt care what you two did. Sometimes you guys binged a show, other times it was a simple walk around campus or a parkā¦
As long as you got to be with him.
However, this particular night after the game you two ended up making out and naked on his bed. It wasnāt big, just a twin xl like all the other dorms, but it was enough for you both. A bedās a bed after all. He was experienced, at least from what you could tell. He didnāt seem too nervous or shy even.
He moved with confidence, but still asking for consent with everything before he actually did it. It was a bit cute but you truly admired that about him.
Everything was going great until you really looked at himā¦down there, and something in your head made you freak out.
He was actually kind of big, at least bigger than you expected, and that thick vein running up the side wasnāt helping calm your nerves either.
āWill that even fit?ā, You whispered looking down. You looked into his eyes a bit worried. Your legs also close, but you did that unconsciously.
āIāll go slow..ā He kissed you gently, looking back into your eyes with a soft expression and a hand caressing your cheek. āAnd we can stop if it gets to be too much. Promise.ā
You just nod and wrapped your arms around his neck as he positioned himself between your legs. You knew he was strong but sometimes you forgot exactly how strong. It wasnāt big something about the way he pushed your legs open and how a hand held your hip in placeā¦
You quickly snapped out of thought as you felt his head push against your slick entrance while simultaneously brushing gently against your clit. He teased a bit so he could gather some of the wetness to coat himself for an easier slide inside. It already felt so good and he wasnāt even in you yet.
Then, he slowly pushed inside.
It was painful, and a stretch, too. Even going slow you had to stop him when he was halfway in to get used to him, a shaky hand pressing against his hardened abs. He peppered your face with kisses in the meantime until it started feeling okay. Then āokayā slowly became fucking amazing.
His size was still a bit much though, but god did he talk you through it.
It was getting overwhelming quick as he slowly thrusted and his strong arms caged you in. And, he just filled you up so good all you could do was whine and moan. It became so much that you started to cry a bit from the pleasure.
āI know baby, i know.ā Mark whispered close to your ear. His voice was breathy and husky now. āIām right here.. You feel so good. Fuckā, so fucking good baby..ā
You couldnāt respond.
Not even if you wanted to.
As he bottomed you out and started picking up his pace all you could do was say his name over and over.
āYouāre taking me so well. I knew you could do it, so proud of youā¦ā He groaned while kissing your neck. He said you looked pretty under him too but you could barely hear that part as you were so focused on how good it felt.
The bed stared squeaking louder as he was getting close with you not far behind but you knew he wouldnāt finish before you. The second he started huskily telling you to let go and āfinish all over himā it was over.
āThatās my pretty girl. So good for me.ā He cooed. He held you by your sides as you came even gently still thrusting to add to it.
And even after he pulled out and finished on your stomach and thighs he was still saying filthy things.
āLook at you, so pretty even all messed up like this..ā
That sock never came off that door that night.
scrolling through your james tag and now iām obsessed with him in those slutty glasses at the office BYE š¦
ERM, SO REAL?!?! CREAMING OVER IT ONG. I'M ACTUALLY WORKING ON A FANFIC OF HIM WHERE THE READER HYPNOTIZES HIM AND DOMINATES HIM.... MAYBE MAKE HIM WEAR GLASSES? I WAS GONNA MAKE HIM WEAR MARIA'S OG FIT THOš
no lube, no protection, all night, all day, from the kitchen floor to the toilet seat, from the dining table to the bedroom, from the bathroom sink to the shower, from the front porch to the balcony, vertically, horizontally, quadratic, exponential, logarithmic, while I gasp for air, scream and see the light, missionary, cowgirl, reverse cowgirl, doggy, backwards, sideways, upside down, on the floor, in the bed, on the couch, on a chair, being carried against the wall, outside, in a train, on a plane, in the car, on a motorcycle, the the bed of a truck, on a trampoline, in a bounce house, in the pool, bent over, in the basement, against the window, have the most toe curling, back arching, leg shaking, dick throbbing, fist clenching, ear ringing, mouth drooling, ass clenching, nose sniffling, eye watering, eye rolling, hip thrusting, earthquaking, sheet gripping, knuckles cracking, jaw dropping, hair pulling, teeth jitterbug, mind blogging, soul snatching, overstimulating, vile, sloppy,moan inducing, heart wrenching, spine tingling, back breaking, atrocious,gushy, creamy, beastly, lip biting, gravity defying, nail biting, sweaty, feet kicking, mind blowing, body shivering, orgasmic, bone breaking, world ending, black hole creating, universe destroying, devious, scrumptious, amazing, delightful, delectable, unbelievable, body numbing, bark worthy, can't walk, head nodding, soul evaporating, volcano erupting, sweat rolling, voice cracking, trembling, sheets soaked, hair drenched, flabbergasting, lip locking, skin peeling, eyelash removing, eye widening, pussy popping, nail scratching, back cuts, spectacular, brain cell desolving, hair ripping, show stopping, magnificent, unique, extraordinary, slendid, phenomenal, mouth foaming, heavenly, awakening, devils tango ever bro could cause a nuclear bomb inside me and I'd still ride.
NOT THE LIGHT YAGAMI GIF, THE FACT THAT I WAS SUCH A SIMP FOR HIM WHEN I WAS 15. OMFG. AND NOT THE ASTERISKS AND TEXT STUTTER PISS OFF GOOFY!šš«¶
Tag: @gongyoosgf and @cybrasigilism
18+ Smut, MDNI
ā ļøTags/Warnings: Jump straight into action (no buildup), Exhibitionism, Voyeurism, G/N masturbation, Gunplay, filming, bone gag/gagging, edging, denial, praise, dick tapping, dacryphillia, degradation, pet names (doll, baby, puppy), a hint of petplay??? genital slapping (kept vague for G/N), sex toys/hitachi wand, spreader bar mentioned, handcuffs, mutual masturbation (Salesman is jerking it to the sight of you), mutual orgasm, cumshot, aftercare, the Salesman may be catching feelingsš¤
Your eyes lazily gaze into the mirror, that soft red light shining back at you as you bit down on the silicone bone even harder. The cool, metal rings bounded by the leather straps leaving its imprints on your cheek. You shake the bar that parter your ankles, keeping your thighs wide open for him.
He is looming over you, with that typical smug smile of his. He extends the pole with the wand attached to it, before pressing it against your swollen sex. You shake violently, feeling the vibrations build up to your release until---
"Ohhh... not so fast. Patience." The Salesman says, pulling the pole away and massaging your shoulder. You growl through the gag and glare at him through the mirror. He cocks an eyebrow and says, "Slow and steady wins the race. Calm down, doll." That smile creeping into his voice before he sighs and settles between your thighs.
You watch with dilated pupils, the chains linking the leather cuffs rattling when you try to reach out and touch him. He steps back and waves the tip of his handgun as he says softly, "Ah, ah, ahh! No touching."
You let out a whine, making him chuckle before stepping closer once again. The room echoes with the jingle of his belt, before he springs out. His tip glistened in the shade of the pink tint the room provided. His precum dripping onto your stomach. He strokes himself slowly, teasing you with every stiff pump his fist made before lining himself up.... only to lightly slap his cock against your tender skin. You moan, resulting in his laughter slipping out of his lips before he pulls back once again...
When he steps to his spot, behind your back, he places his hands on your shoulders and begins to lightly rub them. You tense up at the sudden feeling of his firm, calloused hands gliding against your hot skin, but he hushes you and whispers in your ear, "Go on, doll, touch yourself. Do it for me to watch. Put on a show that I can watch now.... and forever..."
You both shift your gaze to the recorder that was propped onto a stand, facing the mirror. The piercing red light blinked and blended in with the lights that dangled from the ceiling. You knew he was recording, you both agreed to do so. But still... to think he'd be watching this later...
You look up at him, feeling a little self-conscious. The reality of your fantasy was finally settling in... you are being filmed for his pleasure, all while he plans to watch you perform. It seems as though he caught on, and he massages your shoulders more while he speaks softly, "Baby, it's just us. No one will see the video except me, and yourself, if you want to watch. If you want it to stop, then you can shake your handcuffs 3 times, and I'll stop everything. The recording, the scene, everything. Alright? This is just a game. But you always have the option to pause or quit."
You nod, feeling relieved by his reassurance of the safe signal you two settled upon prior to the scene. You go to reach for the wand, when the Salesman pulls it away and says, "I have a different idea for this round. Something challenging, but fun nonetheless. How about, you use your fingers to touch yourself, and you use my gun to get off?"
His hands graze your shoulder, before trailing down your arms only to stop at your nipples. He rubs the buds in circular motions before saying, "And don't worry about a thing. It's completely unloaded." He then takes out the revolver and spins the barrels in front of your eyes.
"See?" He asks, and sure enough, the barrel was completely empty. He circulates his rough fingers around your areola and flicks your nipples, feeling them firm up as an airy moan slips out from his lips. He presses up against your shoulder, his cock becoming more apparent in your face. He tears a package from his pocket and rolls on the rubber onto the gun. He grins and says playfully, "A condom on a gun. That's definitely something new! Huh?"
He hands you his gun, and waits patiently, the smile still plastered on his face. You hold the weapon, feeling it's cold hard weight against the palm of your hand that juxtaposed the warm, soft, slippery rubber that had been applied onto it. Carefully, you guided the gun between your thighs, brushing against your skin while the handle caused your handcuffs to clatter and jingle against each other. You fumbles with it, steel slapping steel, yet your skin wasn't slapping against his.
The Salesman sees this, and smiles. His fist slowly stroking himself at the sight of you struggling to simply insert the gun. He chuckles, and moans in satisfaction at your issue. He looks at you through the reflective glass and says, "Are you struggling, doll? Can't even do something as simple as this?" He grabs the gun from you and continues, "It's okay, I was expecting that. Allow me to do all of the work. You just sit there and look pretty."
You watch with wide eyes as he drags the cool steel against your skin. Your thighs flinch, but his hand pins one down, forcing you open. The veins on his hand pulse when he grips your thigh, slathering his precum on your skin. The Salesman bends over to whisper in your ear, "Very good. You're doing so well for me. Now, keep those legs open." With that, he carefully slips the tip of the weapon into your sex. You feel the cold rubber contrasting your heat, making your hole clutch around the gun.
He sees this through the mirror how your hole pulses from the adrenaline of the revolver. You leak with arousal and the sight of it alone made him want to finish right then and there. But this man had a disturbing amount of patience. He harshly slaps his rough palm against your sensitive spot, which caused you to yelp like a puppy through the bone gag. He laughs at your position and says, "Poor puppy, so sensitive and all I did was put it in. Keep biting that bone. It's the only way you'll ever learn to be quiet."
His words sent a rush of pleasure down your body, and when you were close, his warm demeanor drops immediately. He slaps your parts again, harder this time. He clutches your jaw and hisses out, "Did I say you could cum? Hm? No. I didn't. If you cum without my permission, you will be disqualified. If you're disqualified.... then..."
You mutter against the silicone bone that stayed propped in your mouth. The Salesman chuckles and leans his ear against your lips, his disheveled black hair tickling your nose as he says, "Sorry? Come again? I can't quite hear you."
You mutter again, making him fight back the urge to laugh at you. He grabs the tight leather straps and unbuckles the gag. He pulls the black bone away, drawing a string of saliva from your mouth while the rest poured out onto you.
You stretch your mouth, trying to relieve yourself from the discomfort of being contorted for so long when the Salesman tsks in a mocking fashion, "Look at what you've done! You poked a hole in my property!" He shows you the pierced gag, before petting your head and saying, "But it's okay. You'll pay for damages, right? We can work out your debt."
You frantically nod, tears welling up in your eyes from his smacking. He presses his cheek against yours and licks the salty trail down your face before he whispers, "Good puppy. I know you'll take accountability for your actions. I did train you, after all. Now then, what was that you were trying to tell me? What will happen if you are disqualified?"
Your predicament alone could bring you to tears. Spread open for some Salesman you met off the street in front of a mirror, deprived from pleasure, and yet still craving more of his games.
You choke back a sob from the sensual humiliation so you could speak, "If... I'm disqualified, I can't cum for 2 months." The Salesman beams at your response and replies in a condescending tone, "Correct! Such a smart puppy! What if you complain about your punishment?"
You sniffle and continue, "If I complain.... you double the punishment....4 months." He nods and extends the pole with the hitachi wand. He presses the vibrator against the swollen skin between your thighs before pushing the tip of the gun deeper into you. He pats your head and rests the pile onto your shoulder. A few hums muffled between his lips and then he speaks, "As I said before, you will touch yourself in front of this mirror for me to watch. You will not cum until I say so. I will set a timer, you have 30 minutes. With every whine, beg, or cry, I will add an additional 10 minutes, and if you moan... an extra 20 minutes will be added. Good luck doll, you will certainly need it."
You look at yourself, legs parted and reflected by the glass. You were glistening with sweat and the lubricant from the condom ran down your thighs. You press the wand against yourself, feeling the vibrations build up to pure pleasure only for you to push your cuffed wrists under the top and lift up the pole, stopping yourself from going over the edge. The Salesman spectates, jerking off and staring at you with a lustful gaze. His precum dripping and running down your shoulder while you fucked yourself in front of the mirror. You looked at the camera, which had been recording all along.
You avert your eyes, humiliated and flustered by your predicament. It was then that the Salesman holds your chin and turns it to the mirror while he said, "You keep your eyes on me."
It felt likes ages... but it's only been 2 minutes. Just 28 minutes to go.
When the time passed, and you were down to 2 minutes, the Salesman slaps his cock against your cheek as he says, "Look at you, baby. You're a natural. How about this, since you've been so good for me, I'll countdown. I'll count down from 10 to 0. When I get to 0, you can cum. The punishments for failing this are the same as the ones we spoke of. Now... 10... 9..."
The Salesman counts down, massaging your inner thigh and encouraging you, "Good, good. You're holding out just the way I taught you. Deep breath, in and out...yes... good job. 8...7....6....5...."
You try to steady your breathing, waiting for his permission. You briefly contract against the gun, throbbing as the vibrator sends waves of pleasure to your core. Your breaths stutter, but the Salesman slaps your inner thigh and pinches your nipple while he scolds, "Quit it, bitch! Not until I say so!" He lets out a breath, pumping himself and whispering in your ear, "There we go... slow and steady. Breathe.... 4...3...2....1...hold it...." The salesman keeps you on edge for 10 extra seconds, a few extra seconds of extrauciating pleasure, and then finally he says...
"0... congratulations, you have reached the end. Go on... you have my permission."
The gratifying euphoria of his calm but firm confirmation brought the throbbing hot sensation of you coming undone right before his very eyes. Your body ripples with pleasure as the room's pink hue highlighted the way your face contorted and relaxed from the high the Salesman had blessed you with. You could hear him let out a deep moan. That was when you felt your chest become covered in his cum. Thick ropes of his climax painted your skin and glistened from the room's atmosphere. You were both heaving, trying to calm down from the aftershocks of what had happened.
The Salesman unlocks the handcuffs that bounded you to the pole and the spreader bar. He rubs your limbs and kisses you on the head. He whispers, "You did such an amazing job, puppy. You're so good to me. I don't know what I did to get someone as sweet as you. Now then, let's play a new game. A bath game, this time. You wash me, and I'll wash you. Whoever finishes washing their partner first...hm... they can get a treat. How about it?"
You nod, giving him a shy smile while he wiped your tears. He is well aware of the intensity of this scene. Especially with the gunplay, you never did that before. While he doesn't know what you two are exactly, he does know that he, much to his surprise, gets concerned for you. He doesn't know why, but he seems to enjoy looking out for you.
He stretches your body, rubbing away the aches that remained from your games. He then wraps his arm around your shoulder, and carefully takes you to the bathroom.
In a quiet room, the hot water splashes while your chest presses against his. Despite the grey area in the relationship, you had to admit, it is pretty intimate. Even he thought the same. He is so used to having an empty house, and this aftercare after every session was causing something to change within him...
Whatever the case may be, the Salesman holds you close and speaks softly,
"You know... I could get used to this..."
Hey! So this is fucking incredible!
bratty sub!rex x soft dom!mark? might be weird, sorry if u don't wanna do itš
NOOOO itās not weird. Thanks for the idea anon lmk what you think >.< Hope you enjoy!!
Mark is pushing him against the wall, hands at his chest as he breathes heavily in front of him. āWhat the hell was that, man?!ā Heās seething, anger seeping from his words.
āWhatever,ā Rex is responding, dismissive. But heās also holding his breath, watching the way Mark is licking his lips, feeling the way heās holding him against the wall.
Mark is clenching his jaw, eyes squinting at the man in front of him. How can he be so calm? āYou almost put us in jeopardy,ā one of Markās fingers poke Rex in the chest, āif I hadnāt been there, someone wouldāve gotten hurt!ā
āWell, itās a good thing you were there,ā Rex is muttering, suddenly feeling some heat in his chest rise. He doesnāt know if heās angry at Mark badgering him, or if heās just trying hard not to think about how close his lips were.
How easy it would be to capture them in a kiss.
Would he kiss him back? Rex is musing to himself, when he feels Markās hand move down to his hip, still keeping him flush against the wall. Rex is looking up at Mark, a bit confused when he sees the dark look in his eyes, until he realises that:
a) heād just been staring at his lips
b) he had a hard on this entire time
Mark is scoffing, but the his pupils are blown out. āWhat, donāt tell me you fucking get off on this?ā His words are meant to be scathing, but thereās a rasp in his voice that wasnāt there before.
Rex feels his cock throb.
Mark is watching him, experimentally moving his hand from his hip down to abdomen, just below his bellybutton, feeling his abs tense underneath his touch.
Rex is panting, suddenly not so annoyed at Markās lecture, and he can feel Markās fingers splayed out on his stomach, so close to where he needs him, that he doesnāt even think before whimpering a, āPlease.ā
And then Mark is kissing him.
Itās different to kissing a girl. Markās lips are soft, but his grip stronger, and itās not slow, or sensual. Itās fast, itās hard, itās rough. Theyāre ripping each otherās suits off, wasting no time before exploring each other, hands grabbing and gripping and squeezing.
āFuck, Mark. You kiss good.ā Rex is teasing him, still panting from the best make-out heās had in a while.
āI fuck better.ā Is all he gets as a response, gasping when Mark is pushing him down into the bed. Mark finds his place behind him, having Rex sit in between his thighs, pinching his nipples as he bites and sucks at his neck.
His fingers move down to grasp at Rexās dick, chuckling lowly into his ear when he feels it jump against his touch. Rex is whimpering, too sensitive, and Markās grip is almost too much.
The raven haired man behind him is spitting on his hand, grabbing his cock again as he pumps him, thumbing at his tip before moving his hand up and down his cock again. āF-fuck, Mark, wait-ā
āNuh-uh,ā Mark is tutting, āyou wanted to be a brat right?ā heās tugging at Rexās dick harshly, like he almost wanted him to feel a bit of pain with the pleasure, and Rex is feeling all of it.
āSo fucking take it.ā Thatās all the redhead needs to hear as heās arching his back against Markās chest, ropes of come spilling readily from him. ļæ¼
āFuck, fuck, fuck,ā Is the mantra leaving Rexās mouth, his hips bucking into Marks touch. Itās too much, itās not enough, itās perfect.
āLook at what a mess you made.ā Mark is tutting, smearing Rexās cum all over his abdomen, fingers coming up to suck it off, and Rex can feel Markās hardened length against his back.
Rex is turning around, leaning in between Markās thick thighs, and although Mark looks painfully hard, and his cock is moving just from Rexās heated look, heās muttering a, āOh, you donāt have to-ā before Rex interrupts him.
āPlease. Fuck, Mark, just let me suck you off?ā
Heās asking so nicely, and he sounds so strained, like he needs it, so Mark is groaning, nodding as he watches Rex part his mouth and envelope his cock into his warmth.
āFuck, just like that.ā Rex had never sucked a dick before. It was more difficult than he anticipated, and Mark was big, making it even more challenging.
He took what he could in his mouth, using his hand to attend to the rest. Heās looking up at Mark, and god, the sight was beautiful. Brown eyes staring down at him, eyebrows scrunched as he groaned lowly.
Rex would get on his knees every day if it meant Mark would look at him like that. He felt himself getting hard again, simply from the dizzying look from the man above him.
It was depraved.
āCome for me,ā Heās whispering against his length, vibrations going straight down Marks core. And then he is.
And when Mark sees Rex open his mouth and loll out his tongue, come all swallowed, heās drawing out his voice, uttering a, āGood boy.ā
I need more metaphorical fanfics like ong this got my English literature nerd ass squealing with joy. You convey James' guilt and desire for human connection and euphoria so beautifully like I swearrrr I could annotate this bitch!
pairing: james sunderland x maria
cws/tags: p in v, oral, dubcon? (james is not into it), excessive metaphors
summary: if james and maria fucked or something??
a/n: idk even know how to describe this bc it's silent hill? like what is really happening here is subjective tbh
wc: 1k
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Despite being held captive by Mariaās heat, James is thinking of Mary the entire time. Sheās hot on the surface, warm on the inside, cold in her organs, freezing in her bones, and empty of a soul. Her pink acrylics are like fire when she digs them into his skin. She canāt keep him forever, but heāll be covered in scratch marks for days.Ā
Beauty is pain, pain is beauty, or however the old saying goes.Ā
Maria looks more like Mary when sheās naked. When the choker is off. It looks like a dog collar, he once told her. And how appropriate it is for someone who sat pretty on the side of his bed and begged for this ā for scraps. Thatās what this is. The leftovers of love that no one else will have ā like rotten fruit, it was once good. All of this is bitter, but everyone needs to eat something, at least once in a while, right? Itās not a feast, but itāll do.
Maria isnāt the kind of dog that barks, she whimpers, and it tugs at his heartstrings until they snap and his willpower unravels. She sheds leopard print like snakeskin, hues of violet, magenta, cranberry, fall to the floor all at once.Ā
Her skin is soft, breasts perky, pink-nippled, the kind you see in magazines. James plays with them like he does keys on a piano ā not well-practiced, yet eliciting sound nonetheless. Sheās quiet now ā a rarity ā likely because Laura is down the hall, asleep, unaware, as she should be. More often than not, she is loud. Her heels click-clack down the hallway towards his bedroom like a warning siren, coming closer, speeding up with every step like his heartbeat.
Even with her shoes on, Maria doesnāt reach James in stature. Neither did Mary, but she never tried to, never needed to ā she was above him in every other way. She was ephemeral. Quiet and angelic in ballet flats, she could slip into bed without waking him up. Realistically, she took up a third of this bed at most, maybe a quarter at her sickest, but with her absence the entirety of it feels empty, hollow, like the stuffingās been removed from the mattress too, though two people lay upon it.Ā
His name floats from Mariaās lips to his ear, breathless, asking for more than he can give. He wonders if this is what Mary sounded like when they did this sort of thing all those years ago. James remembers her voice, her singing in the passenger seat to the mixtape he made for their first Valentineās Day together, her yelling at him in the hospital. But he doesnāt remember her moaning, not like this, not on the edge of bliss. Those werenāt the memories he held onto the tightest.Ā
Not with the same grip that he has on Mariaās hips, maintaining the most control he can while sheās the one on top. Not with the same grip Mariaās cunt has around his dick. Sheās squeezing the life out of him, but it feels good, undeniably. Unfairly. Penance is a woman.Ā
Sheās so wet he slipped right in, so wet he slipped up and told her, āgoddamn, youāre wetā, caught by surprise because what had he done? His mouth hasnāt touched either pair of lips, and he plans to keep it that way.Ā
When she gets up, removing the warmth that surrounded him, he groans in frustration. Itās a noise that must be familiar to her. His immense vexation is the only thing larger than her infatuation with him.Ā
James looks down ā something heās avoided doing until now ā and sees her crawling downwards, pressing kisses down his stomach.Ā
āWhat are you doing?ā he says with zero amusement.
Staining him with dark red lipstick. Like wine or blood. Like before and after.
āHas no one ever done this to you?ā she asks, and she takes hold of his cock, making him take in a sharp breath before he answers.
Itās like a stab right through the chest, knocking the wind out of him with the force of something unspoken.Ā Ā
āNo, Iā I mean, yes, Iāve had this done to me before. Iām asking you why youāre doing this.ā
āWhy not? You wonāt even have to look at me, I can be under the covers, and you wonāt have to hear me talking. You can even pretend Iām someoneāā
āShut up,ā he says with a force heād forgotten he could muster as he shoves his cock down her throat.Ā
He could pretend itās someone else ā the same way heās been pretending Maria is Mary for the past 30 minutes or so, but heād never hurt Mary. He hated hearing the sound of her gagging. He always kept her from going too far. Who is it if not Mary?Ā
It doesnāt matter who I am.Ā
Could she be his psychiatrist whoās 60 years old and annoys him to the point that it makes him miss Maria? The woman at the dry cleaners or the cashier at the grocery store? Maybe he needs to get back into watching porn. His mind runs faster than his feet ever have to get to the answer. There is only disappointment at the end of that road, only white sheets covering the another illusion. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
It's Maria's mouth that sputters, her throat that chokes around his cock even though it's not that big.
When she first caught a glimpse of it, she gave him that classic bullshit line, telling him how big it is, and he rolled his eyes.Ā
āOkay, well, itās not small.ā
āJust be normal, or as normal as you can be. I donāt want whatever this weird porn thing is that youāre doing.ā
It makes it all seem fake.Ā
See, Iām real.Ā
Maybe, but not like Mary.Ā
Then again, maybe it's better if this is all fake so James and Maria are just marionette dolls in someone elseās fantasy, caught in a videotape.Ā
Maria doesn't need to be Mary, James doesn't need to be James. Instead, he pretends theyāre both other people. Sheās a nurse, heās the doctor, sheās a mother, heās the father.
James looks into her eyes when heās on top of her, searching for something heāll never find, until he gives up and flips her over and fucks her flat into the mattress.Ā
Maria is quiet only because she screams into the pillow.Ā
James is quiet because thatās how all tapes end.Ā
A click, static, then silence.Ā
No cuz, I'm just getting into Silent Hill 2, and I didn't get it at first, but after seeing remake James and the fics and all other James propaganda like I GET IT. I literally got converted.
For the James smut asks, I wouldn't mind your list of what kinks you think he has
Heck yeah nonnie, I sure can do that!
Warnings: smut, impact play, a bit of unhealthy sexual behaviours
James Sunderland kinks headcanons:
Praise/Humiliation kink: to you, heās always willing to show you and himself how good of a partner he can be. Heās attentive, gentle and constantly praises and compliments you in the moment: how good youāre making him feel, how great youāre taking it or how fucking ready heās to do anything you want. For him, heāll enjoy either. Taking a slap hearing how pathetic he is for oozing pre-cum for you when you barely touched him? Heck yeah. Hearing gentle murmurs calling him āgood boyā and how good he fucks you? Heās the happiest man.
Talking about slapping him - he will like impact play He asks for you to do that at one point and if youāre on board - heāll ask for you to do that from time to time when heās in the mood. Slapping across the cheek, or tugging his head by the hair. Heād be into that at times, his feelings of guilt and self-hatred never leaving for good. I believe heāll also be not very knowledgeable about proper BDSM rules, so learning how to do stuff ethically will be on you, unfortunately. It will never delve into something very deep, so just mutual agreement before doing some things, or him asking to do something explicitly + safe word would do. I donāt think his habits would be very healthy tbh though. I donāt think heād ever want to be rough with you in return. Though, if youād ask him to spank your butt - heād do that and enjoy it.
One thing that is also crossing borders with his tendencies is edge play. Heāll be a pathetic whimpering mess after a few times you deny him his orgasm. I donāt think heāll be able to last for long, but a few rounds is something he could do. Heāll beg for you and cry when you stop and force him to wait yet again, yet heās enjoying every second of it and the way the orgasm feels when you allow him to reach his peak at last. Itās the mix of emotional impact and the way it physically feels for him. With you he tried an edge play a few times - but youāre so pliant and sweet, that he cannot stop himself in time and with light chuckle he decides to just give you few orgasms instead.
Just a little WIP of a smut I'm writing....
You watch with dilated pupils, the chains linking the leather cuffs rattling when you try to reach out and touch him. He steps back and waves the tip of his handgun as he says softly, "Ah, ah, ahh! No touching."
You let out a whine, making him chuckle before stepping closer once again. The room echoes with the jingle of his belt, before he springs out. His tip glistened in the shade of the pink tint the room provided. His precum dripping onto your stomach. He strokes himself slowly, teasing you with every stiff pump his fist made before lining himself up.... only to lightly slap his cock against your tender skin. You moan, resulting in his laughter slipping out of his lips before he pulls back once again...
When he steps to his spot, behind your back, he places his hands on your shoulders and begins to lightly rub them. You tense up at the sudden feeling of his firm, calloused hands gliding against your hot skin, but he hushes you and whispers in your ear, "Go on, doll, touch yourself. Do it for me to watch. Put on a show that I can watch now.... and forever..."
And.... I'll stop right there..... for now. Stay tuned yallāš»š
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18+ mentions of a mommy and daddy kink.
"You look so beautiful/handsome like that... stretch yourself a little more"
"You're so good for me. You make me so proud, baby."
"No, don't worry, I'll handle it."
"Think you could give me a hand?" (He says this at some point in game and all I could think of was him palming himselfš¤)
"You can handle a few more minutes, dear..."
"Be patient."
"We can stop whenever you want, honey."
"I love the way you taste...."
"Can you take me a little deeper? Just do your best, my love."
"You're too good for me, baby."
"Keep moving like that.... good girl/boy/good job"
"Your mouth feels so good..."
"Can I play with the toy? Y'know...the...the one that... that you have the controller for....don't make me say it... please... please let me use it... at least for 3 minutes?"
"Am I a good boy when I take it like that...?"
"I want to be your handsome, boy.... adorable just for you..."
"Can you put your fingers in my mouth.....in the back?"
"Mommy/daddy! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to talk back!"
"It's so embarrassing....but don't stop, please."
"Please, I'll do anything to cum, anything!"
"I can't cum unless you give me permission!"
"Thank you, mommy/daddy!"
"Put it on my face, please!"
"Can I watch you, mommy/daddy?"
"Fuck me deeper, please....right there....please make me cum....I'm your good boy! Your little toy... please? I'll be so good!"