Fucking Hate Trumpass

I HATE yanblr because I'm so JEALOUS. I wanna be the person people write their twisted obsessive posts about. I want to be the person they're obsessing over. I want to be the person people are devoted to. I want to be the person people desperately need to be around. It should be ME. These posts should be about ME!!! I want to be LOVED!!! But I don't feel loved until I'm not someone's obsession... Never enough.. never enough love

I love jirais that have to work, jirais that have school, jirais that rot all day, jirais who sh, jirais who dont sh, outward explosive jirais, inward explosive jirais, younger jirais, older jirais, male jirais, female jirais, jirais who dont fit the gender binaries, jirais who wear stereotypical jirai clothes, jirais who dont wear stereotypical jirai clothes. I love all jirais

meoww!!!!! :3 (i want to kill myself)

it’s like i’m seeing her naked

NOTES CHALLANGE BUT AS A BABY KOGAL/ROKKU GAL AND FORMER LIFESTYLE JIRAI

TW: MENTIONS OF SH AND M@STURBATION

100 Notes - I'll throw away my blades (i dont sh anymore)

500 Notes - I'll practice the eye makeup some more

1000 Notes - I'll try to fix my M@sturbating addiction

2000 Notes - I'll get more clothes

2500 Notes - i'll get my nails done

3000 Notes - I'll loose some weight, atleast 20 kg max

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Pink = complete

Orange = In progress

Black = Not done

Me when i see a notification from him:

me n who (I can be both)

me when my mental illness makes it harder to take care of myself and my hygiene instead of making me look like mizuki or kangel 24/7