I Miss Who I Was Before Mental Illness Ruined Me

i miss who i was before mental illness ruined me

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ch4rl13th31d10t

2 weeks ago

growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid

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ch4rl13th31d10t

4 weeks ago

▪︎ We will not cry

▪︎ We will not kill ourselves

▪︎ We will be ok

daily affirmations guys

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ch4rl13th31d10t

1 month ago

lying about/exaggerating trauma is a sign of SEVERE NEGLECT. Wishing your trauma was worse is also a sign of SEVERE NEGLECT. Just that you're having thoughts about wanting to be abused proves you WERE. No non-abused person looks for attention, because they don't need it. The idea that looking for attention is a moral failing on your part actively supports abusers, demonizes victims, and prevents recovery for both.

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ch4rl13th31d10t

1 month ago

Im looking for @na and/or mia moots:)))

If you see this pls reblog ^^

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ch4rl13th31d10t

1 week ago

dont be friends w me cuz ill lowkey catch feelings

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ch4rl13th31d10t

4 weeks ago

that feeling when they make ur anxiety seem like "jst a little shyness" on purpose<<<<<<<<<<<

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mental illness i hate this neurodivergent anxiety disorder anxiety actually mentally ill I hate them mentally drained neurodivergent culture i hate this shit anxiety tw anxiety and stress neurotypicals would never understand neurodivergent problems mentally ill problems

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ch4rl13th31d10t

2 weeks ago

when did “lmao” become shorthand or w/e for “i’m fucking suffering”

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ch4rl13th31d10t

2 weeks ago

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ch4rl13th31d10t

2 weeks ago

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ch4rl13th31d10t

1 month ago

fr, yall will never understand how disappointed i am of myself rn, bcz i was actually getting kinda better n now im thinking abt the fastest n easiest ways to commit again

The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful

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depressing shit i hate this Im so tired i hate everything im going to kms i want to kms im gonna kms i hate myself i hate my existence tw depressing stuff i am unwell su1c1d4l i wanna die I'm a horrible person... su1c1dal su1c1d3 su1cide su1c1d10 i will kms tw sewerslide i will end it all

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