ME SO HARD STOP FEELING SYMPATHY THAT IS NOT MY GOAL!!

even though it sucked it got me to the amazing people i have in my life now it changed my mindset it allowed me to be more understanding of others it gave my sympathy it let me love

“I don’t want you to save me. I want you to stand by my side as I save myself.”

— Unknown

Sometimes I think about how beautiful it is that humans sing despite it all. That through suffering, we still sing. How even on the worst of days in the world, there were still people singing. The way a mother sings a lullaby to her crying baby to soothe her. Or the way sailors sang sea shanties out even on choppy oceans to build a sense of familiarity and camaraderie as they worked. Or how even in the depths of the earth, coal miners sing. Isn’t that the most beautiful thing about the human spirit? That we found a way to reach each other in the darkness. To let each other know through song, that do not worry, I am here. Let us sing together and ease each others fears.

- Nikita Gill

me when she

“When I accept myself I am free from the burden of needing you to accept me.”

— Steve Maraboli

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DIES SO HARD STOP IM CRYING

me when i think about how much i had and how i could love every bit of information i got about a person, every word, every expression, every action, and now i don’t have the option to do that. i will never get to cherish every moment with someone like i cherished it with her, and i will never love someone the same way. i will never experience her love again, i will never hold her hand or have her skin touch mine. ill never hear her voice, her laugh, her delicate, beautiful pauses in the middle of a sentence. i hope to hold someone as dear to my heart as i held you, but i know it will be in a different way. i love you. so much. i wish i could let go and move on, i wish i could stop dwelling on my emotions. i could write on and on about how much i want you, i want you to be here so badly, but this wont help me minimize the intensity of my attachment to you, so im stopping here

”pdf file” “unalived” “grape” “corn” what if i killed myself right here right now