Warnings: Prepare for the emotions!
You were super excited to say the least, Hawk's- or well Eli's birthday was coming up in a couple days. You had planned a whole surprise for him, Hawk had mentioned how he wanted to get a new motorcycle.
So you asked your dad Daniel LaRusso for some extra money for some extra chores here and there, and what do you know he agreed as long as you got back into karate with him.
You took him on that offer, recently Daniel had changed the pool room into a at home karate dojo. You never really quit, you practiced here and there unlike your sister Sam who hadn't practice in eight years.
Both Miguel and Demetri had offered to help you pick out the motorcycle. You were instantly surprised that Demetri would offer considering the history between the two wasn't good after Eli became Hawk.
But of course you took them both up on the offer considering they knew personally what style motorcycle Hawk would like. The bell ring indicating that lunch period was here.
You, Demetri, and Miguel all decided to hang back a while in the hallway so you could discuss a few matters with the surprise and how you were to give it to Hawk.
"Okay so how about you call him up, and tell him it's an emergency and carry him to your backyard and boom-" Miguel makes a hand explosion "-surprise!" He says proud of his idea.
"That's a great idea Miguel!" You exclaim excitedly.
"Or... you could just give it to him.." Demetri states as if he's the smartest person on the earth.
You tilt your head to the side furrowing your eyebrows "and where would the fun be in that?" You smirk.
Miguel nods his head, eyes wide "yeah I'm gonna have to agree with Y/n on this one" He states.
"Oh bummer-" Demetri reply's, unfazed.
"Demetri did you actually want to help us?" You ask now concerned.
"Well not really, but Eli was my friend once upon of time you know..." He states obviously.
"We know..." Miguel says, remembering once who Hawk was.
Hawk was in the mix of laughing along with one of his new 'friends' playing with his soccer ball when all of a sudden his attention is brought to you, Demetri, and Miguel.
It was safe to say Eli was not happy, he didn't like the thought of his girl with two other boys without him, whispering.
He felt vulnerable, he felt.... anger. Even though Demetri and Miguel were technically still his friend, his past best friend and his former best friend did not sit well with him.
Walking with a more furious pep in his step he reaches both you, Demetri, and Miguel. You and Miguel immediately stop whispering, not wanting to ruin the surprise.
You turn around with a smile on your face as your heart races, almost being caught. You did not want the surprise to get ruined so soon anyways.
"Hey Eli" You say walking up closer to him, Hawk only allowed you to call him Eli, home or not he didn't mind hearing his name come from your sweet mouth, when being moaned, screamed, or just in general.
Eli cocks his head to the side flaring his nostrils, he keeps it cool for the most part as his friend behind him scrambled away noticing the boiling tension that he did not want to be around.
"Hey Y/n what's going on here?" He asks, obviously suspicious.
You couldn't risk Hawk knowing the surprise yet so you come up with the most cliché answer given "Demetri is just helping me and Miguel with our science project" You quickly say, probably to quickly causing you to cringe at the horrible convincing sentence.
Hawk smacks his lips together "yeah right" he scoffs before walking away, you wait until he's fully out of sight to turn back to Miguel and Demetri.
"Really? Science project?" Demetri scoffs using hand gestures.
"Did you have an excuse?" You asked sassily.
Demetri goes silent, rolling his eyes knowing he was stuck "he's going to be pissed" Miguel states referring to Eli.
"Yeah but it will all be worth it in the mean time yeah?" You ask hopefully.
"We'll see, or he could completely go out on a rage-r and never talk to you again!" Demetri says faking excitement.
Miguel hits him gently with the back of his hand "ow!" Demetri says holding the spot he hit.
Miguel looks at him in disbelief "I didn't even apply pressure!" He laughs.
Demetri rolls his eyes "I have fragile bones, okay?" He says putting his hand up.
"Alright, alright calm down Demetri" You joke.
"So when are you planning on giving it to Hawk?" Miguel asks curiously.
"The day before his birthday, that's my plan anyways" You say stuffing your hands in your pockets.
The rest of the day ended in glares from Hawk to Miguel and Demetri, and even you. You knew he didn't believe a word you said which was not apart of the plan but you didn't know what else to do to make him not ask questions.
The next in counter you had with Hawk had a lot of tension, little did you both know it would be the last time you talked to each other for at least a few weeks.
You pulled into the driveway of the grocery store beside Johnny's dojo, you instantly notice Hawks red Mohawk he was with a couple of his new karate friends.
Well the situation would’ve probably went different if you were alone and not with Miguel or Demetri. But you happened to be with them both today, you wanted to grab a few snacks to munch on because who doesn’t like snacks and both Miguel and Demetri wanted to come so you couldn’t say no.
You had finished everything for Hawks surprise so you decided to treat both you, Demetri, and Miguel to snacks basically as a thank you for there help. You had the keys for Hawks motorcycle and all you needed was to wait for the day before his birthday.
You all walked into the store, the old squeaking bell catches the attention of Hawk, he looks your way and sees you with Miguel and Demetri and all he can see is red as his face contorts into anger.
Hawk forces something that was in his chest to one of his friends causing them to stumble over the isles. He walks over to you with his head held high, you huff knowing he was going to start something out of nothing.
"Nice to see you here... together" He grits his teeth together as he spits out the last word with hatred almost.
You had enough of Eli’s crap so you grabbed his hand roughly as you pulled him outside. You had a feeling you knew what was wrong but you wanted to make sure.
"What is your problem?" You ask gently, not wanting to spark something.
"What is my problem! What is yours? Why are you hanging out with Demetri?!" He practically yells out.
"What so I can’t hang out with who I want?" You question, now becoming heated.
"I didn’t say that! But why Demetri!" Hawk pushes, his jealousy getting the best of him.
"I- he- he knew you best!" You try without giving to much information about the gift.
"What is that supposed to mean?" Hawk asks now confused.
"I can’t tell you... not yet anyways" you reply, not knowing what to say. You had everything else planned out not a fight.
Hawks jaw clenches and you would almost say that was a nice sight if it wasn’t him getting mad at you like that. "So now we’re keeping secrets?" He says walking closer to you, every step causes you to back up.
You soon hit the back of a wall as Hawk towers over you putting his hand on the wall behind you. "I-I-" you stutter out.
"So now you don’t know?" He pushes.
"What do you want me to say?" You question, tired.
"I don’t know that you’re not slumming it with Demetri or Miguel, h*ll or even both I wouldn’t even be surprised" Hawk spits out dryly.
Your face contorts "oh wow how low of you Eli" You spit now fully angered.
"Don’t use my name like that" He says gritting his teeth, pushing his body closer to yours.
"You wanna know what we were doing so bad huh?!" You yell grabbing the keys to the motorcycle from your pocket.
Hawks face fully contorts from anger to confusion as you press the keys into his chest with pressure and push him away as you get into your car driving away.
That leaves a very guilty Eli as he pulls the keys into vision, the label of the motorcycle on the set of keys. Hawks heart breaks as he now knew there was nothing going on between you and the other boys.
Tears spill out in his eyes as he places both of his hands on the brick wall breathing heavily as he starts beating on the brick wall with his bare fists causing blood to spill out.
Two weeks.... you hadn’t talked to Eli, it wasn’t your intention but it happened. Now it was Monday, school was still into motion. You dreaded it like any other day, getting out of your car and walking through the doors.
You subconsciously look for Eli like every other time you have, your heart drops when you’re brought back to reality.
Your head drops as you get ready to walk to first period until you run into someone. You knew that scent and you almost didn’t want to look up, but you did.
Oh boy the sight you’ve witnessed was enough to break your heart even more, Eli didn’t look like himself. He had dark bags under his eyes, he looked tired and worn out. He had red cheeks, and busted knuckles that were swollen, he looked in pain.
"Eli..." You whisper out, you didn’t know how to feel but you knew that you didn’t like that feeling.
"Y/n... can I uh talk to you?" He almost whispers.
You nod your head letting him lead you to an unoccupied class room "I’m sorry Y/n, I didn’t know I was just jealous and insecure I didn’t know- I didn’t know how to react..." He busts.
"Eli.... I’m sorry to I should’ve tried to understand-" but you were soon cut off by Eli walking closer to you putting both his hands on your cheeks.
"No Y/n that was all on me I said some pretty messed up things that I didn’t mean you have no reason to apologize" Hawk says resting his head on yours.
"I love you Eli" You cave.
"I love you more Y/n and I’m so so sorry" He says as tears prickle his eyes.
"I forgive you" You say smiling as you press your lips to his crashing your lips together.
It felt like the first time you kissed, sparks went off as your lips continued to move together in sync. That all stoped to soon when you both pulled away.
"I love you for infinity..."
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Thank you @peachymelon69 for requesting! Hope you enjoyed!
Warnings: Smut, talking about smut that leads up to smut!
Your best ability was getting along with everyone, you even got along with Tory and that's saying a lot. You weren't overly popular but you getting along with everyone pretty much made you well known in school.
Your boyfriend, Demetri definitely was not the easiest to get along with. Yeah he was nice, but he could talk way to much and over complicate things.
He could also tend to over smart people, which from the bully's point of view they hate. It was as normal as any other day for you, school being the first.
You didn't dislike school but sometimes it could be annoying and Demetri would help you get through the day. Ever since Eli, Demetri's best friend joined Cobra Kai and became Hawk; Demetri only really had you around and he intended to keep that, but sometimes he did get very insecure.
Like today, you noticed how Demetri was acting towards you. He was very distant and if he said anything to you it was just a mumble of words or something. It honestly made you feel hurt, you knew there had to be a reason for his behavior because nobody does something for nothing.
It was now your last class, which you had with Demetri. You walked in the room, your eyes immediately landing on Demetri. Your seat was right beside him, you hesitated at first but then decided you could not; not sit with your adorable boyfriend.
It wasn't unusual to see Demetri here before most other students, I mean the teacher wasn't even in yet. I checked the clock and giggled at the fact that he was indeed 15 minutes early.
Demetri looked up at the familiar sound, you slowly walk over to the seat next to him; allowing him to have time to tell you if he didn't want you to sit beside him. He never spoke, just kept his eyes on you following your every move.
"Hey, early bird" You joke, trying to enlighten the mood.
A small forced small makes his way across his lips, making you internally frown. "Demetri.... I don't want to sound pushy, but what's wrong?" You ask worried.
He sighs "I don't want to talk about it right now" He discards.
You nod your head, understandingly "okay... well hey um you can come over to my house; after school- and we can maybe watch Harry Potter?" You question, trying to stir the tension.
He just simply nods his head a yes before slouching in his seat, you doing the same as you both wait for the teacher to arrive first.
Throughout the course of the class, you couldn't focus on what the teacher was saying. You were to busy focused on your boyfriend and taking side glances at him. Some were admiring glances, some were worried glances, and some were- not so innocent glances and thoughts.
Though one thing you were thankful for was that the class only lasted for 45 minutes and that time passed by in a flash. Soon the bell rung, kids scrambled to grab there belongings and rushed out of school; tired.
You however waited with Demetri while he gently put everything neatly in his bag. Purposely rummaging in your back pack for; nothing.
You got up and walked in-front of Demetri's desk after he zipped up his back pack you took it and slung it around your shoulder, holding your hand out for him to take.
It was a couple seconds before he took your hand, those couple seconds he stood staring at your hand debating on if he should take it.
Finally he decided, and slipped his hand in yours intertwining your hands together. You both walked to your car, Demetri texted his mom minutes previously that he was staying the night at yours which she agreed to.
You say both your back packs in the back seat of your car as Demetri got in the passenger side and you cranked up your car.
Not going to lie, the ride was awkward. Usually you both would talk about Harry Potter until you both got to your house. Instead Demetri sat his arm on the door and rested his head on top.
You didn't want to push anything so you stayed silent until you reached your house. You decided to leave your backpacks in the car since you'll both just go to school tomorrow and it would be easier access.
You walk into your house, leading Demetri in the kitchen to grab a bunch of snacks for your Harry Potter marathon. You both walked in your room and you placed the snacks on your bedside table and turned to Demetri who stood there awkwardly.
You place your hands in your back pocket; a nervous habit you found yourself doing as you slowly walked in-front of Demetri grabbing his hand and leading him to your bed.
He sat criss-cross-apple sauce next to you as you did the same, getting comfortable, you moved to sit in front of him. Both your legs touching "will you talk to me? Please" You beg softly.
"I just feel like you could do better than... than this!" He says making hand gestures down his body.
You furrow your eyebrows "what do you mean?" You ask genuinely confused, because to you he was beautiful.
"My Physics is not the best looking, not the strongest! I'm not in Cobra Kai, and I certainly don't have abs! I'm not as strong and I'm a loser!- But you, you are beautiful and I don't understand why you're with me!" Demetri starts pouring out his heart, almost breaking down.
"Demetri... no, no, no baby. Don't think like that-" You start to say before he interrupts you.
"How can I not? When I'm nothing but a- lizard-" He starts before shaking his head "-uh sorry wrong animal" he says as you giggle placing your hands on his cheeks, straddling his waist.
"Demetri please don't think like that, you are perfect for me. You're my person and you're very much handsome" You praise as his breathing catches in his throat.
The closeness and how you were rubbing up against him was not helping "but I'm n-not as experienced" He says gulping.
You furrow your eyebrows confused at first until he speaks up "Come on Y/n, what do you call a nun in a wheelchair... Virgin Mobile that's what I am" he says seriously before squinting his eyes at his own joke in confusion.
You couldn't help but giggle at that dumb yet corny joke you have never heard before. None the less you run your finger over the bottom of his lip "that makes you even more perfect for me" You say almost seductively, as you came back down from your fit of giggles.
Demetri's eyes widen at that comment "are- are you? Have you done-?" He questions being careful with his words, trying to forget about that awful joke.
You sigh "I have, once though. So no I'm not a virgin" You mumble.
He gulps "o-oh um would you want to be Mobile-ness?" Demetri asks, cranking up another joke.
You smirk almost, as another small giggle leave your lips "yes, but only if and when you're ready" you state, rubbing his jawbone.
"Are you- do you just want me for sex?" He mumbles now becoming serious, causing you to raise your brows.
"What?- of course not Dem, I- I love you" You admit.
"I love you too, Y/n" He smiles softly.
"I'm ready, I want to loose it to you Y/n" He admits truthfully.
"Are you sure?" You question, making sure he's 100% ready.
He nods his head, and looks away bashfully "I'm just- I'm just afraid I won't please you that's all" Demetri comments.
You smile "How about I take the lead, and once you feel comfortable you can go as hard as you want on me?" You ask.
A not so small blush covers his cheeks as he nods his head "okay" He agrees.
You push him back gently on your bed, his head hitting the pillow gently. You run your hands over his chest admiring his soft skin. You lean down and press small kisses on his neck, searching for his sweet spot.
You place a kiss above his jawline behind his ear causing him to whimper you smirk as you knew you found his weakness.
You tug on the bottom of his green shirt that says 'I'm silently correcting your grammar' asking for permission to which he nods as he lifts up allowing you to pull the shirt off his body.
You grind your hips against his now harden cock causing him to whimper at the amount of friction. "You're so perfect" You mumble into his skin as you place kisses anywhere you can reach, marking him as yours.
You run your hands down his chest until you get to his pants, crawling downwards you place kisses as you become eye to eye with his bulge in his pants.
"Can I?" You question softly.
Demetri nods eagerly as his eyes become glossy from the amount of pleasure he's already receiving. Unzipping his jeans you pull his pants down, discarding them on the floor.
Before you pull down his boxers you tug at the hem of the fabric, wanting to make extra sure he was ready. "Yes Y/n, please" He begs, as he starts to pant.
You pull his boxers down, causing his hard on to slap against his abdomen. Slipping his boxers all the way off completely you throw them in the pile with his clothes.
Not wanting him to be the only one naked, you slip off your pants throwing them in the floor along with your shirt; and bra.
Demetri's eyes widen as he scans over your beautiful features, you smile bashfully as you get back on your knees and take his cock in your hands causing him to moan.
You pepper little kisses around the tip of his cock, you decided to stop teasing and slowly pump his cock now kitty licking the tip.
"Oh my..." He gasps as you finally take his hard cock in his mouth, stroking what you couldn't fit.
You move your hands to his hips and push his hips up into your mouth, causing him to moan and arch his back as he grabs ahold of your hair.
"Oh Y/n I'm think- I'm-" He starts but he doesn't get to finishes as he cums down your throat with a whimper, you prepared for him to cum faster since it was his first time so you pulled up at the right moment as you sucked his tip swallowing his cum.
After he comes down from his high while you peck the tip of his cock "perfect" you mumble as you do so causing Demetri to swoon.
By then Demetri was so intoxicated by you that he pulled you up and flipped you over pushing your back into the sheets as his hands wandered any place he could touch except the one place you wanted him to touch the most.
You moan as he takes your nipple in his mouth sucking and licking all the right places on your chest, creating marks; his marks.
He peppers kisses all down until he gets to your hips, he tugs on the hem of your underwear looking up at you for consent to which you nod becoming hot and heavy.
He waists no time in pulling them off, spreading your thighs and admiring everything about your beauty.
"You are so beautiful" Demetri says placing a kiss on your nub.
You moan as you arch into him, begging for more physically to which he caves and places his lips around your clit sucking and licking. He was eager to taste you and he definitely loved every bit of it as he pressed his mouth farther on your clit swirling his tongue in circles on your clit and sucking gently.
You bring your hand down to his brown locks and run your fingers through it, only tugging when he would speed up his pace on licking and nibbling on your clit which felt all to good.
"Oh Demetri..." You moan, finally giving him what he wants as he slips two fingers into your heated core getting you ready for him.
"I- cu-" you start to say but before you could you cum arching your back as he gets you off.
He comes up from beneath your thighs, lips dripping with your cum as he sucks his fingers off licking all around his lips tasting you "you taste amazing" he hums as a blush appears on his face, though he hovers over you placing a gently kiss to your lips.
He places the tip of his yet again harden cock at your entrance "May I?" He asks looking in your eyes for any discomfort, you nod your head yes.
He slowly slips his cock into you, stopping once he stuffs you full of every inch of him mostly to calm him down before he would cum already.
After adjusting to his size you roll your hips against his letting him know you were even more ready for him. He slowly moved in and out of your pussy giving him time to adjust to his movements.
Adjusting himself, he sits up on his knees and lift your thighs up slowly building up the pace causing you to moan gently with every hard or fast thrust.
You already found yourself about to cum which didn’t help when Demetri started rubbing your clit with his thumb causing you to whimper as the pleasure starts to burn but in the best way possible.
"Oh my... Demetri~" You whimper as you run your hands up against his chest as he speeds up his pace causing his cock to hit your sweet spot inside you causing you to moan louder.
Another side to Demetri starts to tear through that he didn’t knew he had "so that’s where it is?" He smirks as he purposely rams his cock into you hitting your sweet spot dead on causing your eyes to roll in the back of your head.
"You make me feel so good D-" you praise as the rope in your stomach starts to burn, with one final thrust he hits your sweet spot again causing you both to cum together. Your juices mixing together overfilling as they start to spill out of you.
Demetri whimpers as he starts to ride out both of your highs, he slowly pulls out and lays down breathless as do you.
"Wow that was-"
"Amazing..." Demetri interrupts as he starts catching his breath.
"You’re so perfect to me Demetri" You reply causing him to blush.
"As are you my love"
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Thank you for requesting @peachymelon69 I hope you enjoyed!
Warnings: Soft Hawk! Insecurities, and praising!
You really didn't see it, you didn't see the beauty Hawk saw in you. He always told you you looked stunning, beautiful, pretty and all of the above and he meant every word.
You always saw yourself as chubby, but in reality you had all the curves in the right places that girls would kill to have. Sure you have a little bit of meat on your stomach but that ensures that your healthy and living.
Hawk loved you thickness, or chubbiness as you'd like to say. You were never really insecure just sometimes wanted to do better for yourself. But you're healthy, active, and living and to Eli that's all that matters.
I mean sure you've had your moments where you've been really insecure but Eli's always been there for you and your confidence was kind of on a scale, one minute it would be high rising and declining.
Everyone constantly told you how beautiful you were, but you always dissed it most times. Today you were with Eli, or Hawk your lovely boyfriend.
Most people didn't understand or know Eli that good, you were with him since he was the shy Eli and you stuck with him through his pretty much stubborn and mean facade because you loved him and he never once lauded his hands on you in the wrong way or yelled at you.
Fights with Hawk weren't what you might think, every time you would fight neither one of you would raise your voice above a pitch or put your hands on each other.
You both worked your differences out by calmly talking to each other with respect, sure there would be some times you would both be over heated but you would calm each other down after words and dealt with it with the help of each other.
Which brings you back to today, you were laying on Eli's bed cuddling his blue blanket as he got slipped on some clothes for karate practice.
"What time do you want me to pick you up?" You question softly as Eli finishes tugging his shirt on, walking towards your bed.
He walks over to the bed and jumps on top of it, his hair that he had yet to put up bouncing as he landed next to you. He sighs as he rests his head on his palm, gazing up at you.
He thinks for a minute before scooting closer to you and resting his head on your chest, holding your waist. "How about you come watch me? I’m sure Sensei Lawrence wouldn’t mind- maybe you could join cobra Kai too?" He asks cheekily at the end.
You rest you chin on his head lovingly, "okay I’ll go watch you- but I don’t know about joining just yet" You reply smiling.
Eli lifts his head up "that’s good enough for me!" He exclaims happily as he presses a quick kiss to your lips, giving you time to kiss back before rushing over to his mirror with gel products.
"You can wear one of my shirts so everyone will know you’re mine" He smirks lightly causing you to chuckle.
"Hmm okay" You smile hugging the comforter more, closing your eyes.
Eli walks over gently grabbing the cover and tugging it off of you, "come on get ready babe" he encourages tugging on your hands pulling you up.
"Fine fine" You smile getting up and going into Eli’s closet to pick out a shirt.
You pick out one of your favorite red shirts of Eli’s as you walk back out and into the bathroom closing the door "You’re going to look beautiful as always!" He smiles as he continues to work on his hair.
You smile slightly as you look in the mirror in front of you, slightly tugging off your shirt you fold it and put it to the side, your gaze reaches the mirror.
You didn’t know what to feel, I mean this was one of those times where you didn’t feel satisfied with you body and truth be told sometimes you didn’t know how it made you feel.
One minute you could be smiling your beautiful smile, and looking at yourself in the mirror with full confidence and sometimes you would smile your still beautiful smile but look in the mirror and not know what happened to that confidence.
It was honestly confusing to yourself, Eli never knew how you felt. You never showed the feelings to him and you did pretty good with hiding it.
Eli constantly told you how beautiful you were and it made you feel great, but sometimes it wouldn’t do anything except make you smile but wouldn’t bring up your confidence.
Eli noticed you were taking a little while longer than usual when changing, so he knocked on the door. "Yes?" You reply turning your head towards the door.
"Are you okay baby?" He questions worriedly.
"I’m okay Eli" You reply, but it doesn’t convince him.
"Alright well I’m coming in" He lets you know as he opens the door.
You didn’t have anytime to protest or put his shirt on, before he had done seen you. He noticed the look in your eyes when he did get a glimpse.
He walked over to you and wraps his arms around your waist, resting his head on your shoulder looking at you through the mirror.
"What is it love?" He questions, rocking you both back and forth.
"I just- don’t know how to feel- when looking at myself- I don’t like what I see" You say, feeling the relief wash over you when you’ve now admitted to Eli.
It felt like you were keeping a secret from him and you didn’t like secrets nor keeping them from anyone.
"Y/n you’re beautiful, I look at you and all I can see is beauty that you’re just.. blinded to-" He says softly before speaking again "-I mean look at you-" he pulls your body closer into his "-this is beauty, you blind me with your beauty everyday and I don’t even know how or what I did to get so lucky to have you" Eli finish’s, now turning you to face him.
"Baby I’m so lucky to have been blessed with you" He continues, now making you feel emotional.
"I love you Eli" You say feeling your eyes prickle with little tears as you press a kiss to his lips before pulling away and hugging him tightly.
"Come on, let’s go cuddle" He reply’s before putting his hands under your legs and one on your back before picking you up bridal style with no struggle at all as he gently placed you on the bed before getting in as well and cuddling you into his chest.
You lay in that position for a while until Eli gently place you on your back and places kisses down your neck and to your stomach leaving loving kisses everywhere he could without going to far.
"Beautiful..." He praises as he presses another kiss onto your stomach before leaning down and laying his head on your stomach, running his hands around your waist causing goosebumps to rise.
You feel your heart burst with warmth until you suddenly remember where you were supposed to be going "What about practice today?" You question, as you look over at the time seeing it was now passed 3:00 o’clock.
"It can wait, you are more important to me"
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This was requested by @multi-simp-page I hope you enjoyed! Just a reminder that you are all beautiful 🤩
hiii i might’ve sent this in already (you can just ignore this if i have) but i was thinking dealer rafe + sex pollen (like maybe a new drug he’s selling or something) possibly with dubcon?
warnings: dealer!rafe, kinda mean!rafe, reader is a stripper (you could read her lore here), brother’s best friend trope, dubcon (rafe drugs reader without her knowing), implied enemies, slut shaming (?), bratty behavior lol, rafe calls reader a bitch, rafe walks in on reader humping her pillow, manipulation, blackmail, oral (m. receiving), unprotected sex, rough sex, dirty talk, degradation, dumbification, hair pulling, pussy slapping, multiple orgasms, finger sucking, pull out method
a/n: i made a fic not too long ago with rafe on viagra lol, so this one will have the tables turned <3
wc: 3.3k
“are you sure this stuff even works?” rafe looked down at the little pink pill barry placed in his hand. “trust me, it does.” he winked, pulling the neckline of his shirt down to reveal the assortment of hickeys littered across his skin. “my girl nearly ate me up, country club.” rafe sighed through his nostrils. at least one of them was getting laid. rafe had been so busy lately, he felt like he couldn’t catch any downtime. between selling with barry and dealing with his own shit at home, having sex was the last thing on his mind. surprisingly.
“so.. what? we’re supplying this now?” rafe placed the pill in a small bag, his business partner shaking his head. “i’ll tell you what; you could try it out yourself and decide if you want to make a little bit of pocket change off of it.” barry winked. “and who the hell would i give this to?” just then, you walked through the door, your heels clacking with each step. you looked up at rafe and rolled your eyes. “does he not have a home? why does he always have to be here?” you walked past him, your perfume intoxicating rafe more than any drug him and barry had laid out on the table.
“nice to see you too.” rafe watched you walk down the hallway, your hips swaying deliciously in that mini skirt of yours. “watch those eyes.” barry nudged him. clearing his throat awkwardly, rafe pocketed the pills, knowing exactly who he was going to have the pleasure of trying them out on later. “look, i got some money waiting for me on the mainland, i was wondering if you could break all this stuff up and bag everything while i’m gone? i’ll throw you a few hundred if you do.” rafe nodded, not having anything else planned for the rest of the day. “thanks, man. i’ll be back in a few hours.”
with that, barry left, leaving you and rafe alone in his trailer. you had changed out of your outfit and into a pair of sleeping shorts, fuzzy slippers adorning your feet as you pulled a pink crop top over your head. rafe could hear your music playing from your room, the mere presence of you making it impossible for him to focus. “where did barry go?” you walked out, opening the fridge even though you knew it was empty. rafe looked back, swallowing thickly as he eyed your bare legs. “uhm— he said he needed to get some money on the mainland, so it’ll be a while before he comes back..”
you noticed the way rafe’s voice lowered at the last part of his sentence, his suggestive tone making you raise a brow. “oh, really?” you took a seat across from him, leaning forward as he glanced at your chest. he hummed, his leg bouncing as he tried his best to distract himself from the curves of your breasts spilling out of your top. “yeah.” he weighed out some blow before putting it in a small baggie. the only reason why rafe felt on edge around you was because he knew he couldn’t have you. you were aware of this, and in turn you made it really hard for him to resist you.
“so, uhh— how was work last night?” rafe needed to make conversation or he was going to become stuck fantasizing about those pretty nails of yours digging into his skin. “since when do you ask me about my job?” you giggled, twisting open your water bottle before taking a sip. “well i have to form some sort of imagination of the place since barry said it’s off limits and all.” rafe met your eyes momentarily. “so? is barry is your daddy or something?” you watched as rafe’s jaw ticked. he didn’t think hearing the word ‘daddy’ would sound so enticing leaving your mouth til’ now.
“no, but i wonder where yours is.” he shot back in an attempt to put a wall back up. “that makes two of us.” you laughed. rafe shook his head, a hint of a smile on his lips. “seriously though, i think you would like to see me perform..” you scooted closer to him, making rafe draw a sharp breath. barry would kill him if he tried to make any kind of move on you, let alone go to the club where you danced at. “yeah, right. your brother would really have it out for me if i did that.” rafe scoffed. with the way you were looking at him right now, he was starting to think fighting barry would all be worth it.
“what if i invited you? what would he say then?” you were dangerously close to him now, your breath fanning the side of his neck. rafe’s fingertips itched to touch you. just as rafe was about to fall into your trap, you whispered in his ear; “too bad i would never do that, though.” you got up, nudging his shoulder with a laugh. rafe glared at you.“that’s real funny, is that how you trick those poor old men into giving you money down there?” rafe snarked. “no. unlike you, they might get a kiss on the cheek.” you winked, getting your phone from your room.
rafe made sure you were out of sight before he took the pink pills out of his pocket. throwing a couple in your water bottle, rafe shaked it until they fully dissolved. maybe he shouldn’t have done that, but you did have a point in what you said earlier. what if you came onto him, and not the other way around? “how long are you going to be here?” you came back, chugging the water bottle before plopping down on the couch. well, that was easy. “just until i’m done with all of this.” rafe muttered, the sight of your ass peeking out from under your shorts making him wet his bottom lip.
for the longest time, you had always been the forbidden fruit, the one thing he could never have. and he hated it. “well get on with it.” rafe swore you had enough sass for the entire island to have some. ignoring your comment, rafe got back to work, the sound of the tv providing background noise for the two of you. about fifteen minutes passed, and rafe could see you squirming from the corner of his eye. you looked bothered, your thighs rubbing together as rafe fixed his attention on you. “you alright over there?” you sighed, flashing him a look as you crossed one leg over the other.
“m’fine!” you were so sexually frustrated right now, it was like a wave of lust had just washed over you. rafe watched the way your eyes fluttered closed, your chest rising and falling with every breath. “are you sure?” rafe spoke again, and this time the sound of his voice made butterflies swarm your tummy. opening your eyes, you leaned the weight of your head on one hand, inspecting the man who sat not too far away from you. while there was always a tension there between you two, you couldn’t deny just how handsome he was. blue eyes, sharp features that made him look rough, his shoulders..
you shook the thoughts out of your head. leaving the living room with a sigh, you threw yourself on your bed. with each aching minute that passed, you only grew hotter for the man in your living room. you cursed under your breath, making sure the blanket you had hung up in your doorway was blocking all view from the outside before you grabbed your small pillow, tucking it between your legs as you grinded your hips into the soft material. with your shorts and your underwear in the way, it was hard to get any of the friction you needed. “fuck!” you whimpered in frustration.
‘what the fuck is wrong with me?’ you cried, feeling the most neediest and horniest you’ve ever felt in your life.. and that’s saying a lot. you continued rocking your hips on the playboy logo of a pillow, sitting up so you could rut against it shamelessly. your fingers dug into your sheets as your clit barely grazed where you needed it most. a moan slipped from your lips, the sound catching rafe’s attention. he paused all movements, his cock stirring in his pants when he heard another moan, this time followed by a whine. rafe listened to you until he couldn’t sit there any longer.
creeping up to the entryway of your room, rafe swung your makeshift curtain out of the way, revealing the sexiest sight he’s ever seen. there you were, shorts and underwear long forgotten on your bedroom floor as your teeth pulled on your bottom lip. “what the fuck are you doing?” you gasped, your eyes shooting open as you rushed to cover yourself. “what the hell, rafe!” you shrieked, scrambling underneath your bedsheets. “humping a pillow, y/n? how pathetic do you have to be to do that?” you glared at him, your lips parting slightly at the erection in his pants.
“i—” you couldn’t find your words, your cheeks heating in embarrassment. “what would barry think of this if i told him?” rafe stepped closer, “he already thinks you’re a slut for being a stripper, imagine if i told him you were humping your pillow like a dumb bunny while i was just in the next room? he’d hate you.” your heart dropped at his words, panic settling in the pit of your gut. “no, please, don’t tell him!” you sat up, tears pricking your eyes as rafe took a seat at the edge of your bed. “i don’t know what’s happening to me, okay? i’ve never felt like this before!” you cried out.
“what do you mean?” rafe acted coy, as if he didn’t just drug you with enough horny pills to keep you soaked and needy for days. “i’m just— ugh, you’re the last person i should be explaining this to!” you rested your head in your hands, the wetness between your thighs making you shift uncomfortably. “tell me,” rafe urged, “or you’ll be stuck explaining this to your brother..” he shook his head, resting a hand on your blanket-clad thigh. the weight of rafe’s hand made a shiver run down your spine. “okay, okay..” you sighed, finally meeting his eyes. “one minute i was fine, and then the next.. i’m like this.”
rafe watched the way you shrunk in on yourself, your eyebrows etched in embarrassment. the way you were acting right now was such a stark contrast to your usual bitchy attitude. “like what?” rafe pushed forward, wanting, begging you to confide in him to help you out with your little problem. your lips parted, your gaze shooting down to the adam’s apple bobbing in his throat. oh, how bad you wanted to kiss it. “like..” your voice was barely above a whisper as rafe slowly pulled the covers off of you, “like i need to be fucked.” rafe’s eyebrows knitted together, your words making his cock twitch.
“sucks to be you.” rafe stood up, about to leave your room before you stopped him. “wait!” you cried out, “where are you going?” you crawled to the edge of your bed, fisting the back of his shirt. rafe smiled to himself, internally singing before he turned around to see you on your knees, your eyes wide and needy as you gazed up at him. “what? i’m leaving.” rafe pulled away, in which you shook your head. he was having way too much fun right now. “no!” you pulled him down, “please stay..” you looked down at his lips, running your nails across the back of his neck. “help me, help you.”
rafe leaned in first, taking your lips with his own as you moaned against his mouth. “you’re gonna help me, alright.” he pulled you on top of his lap, your thighs settling on either side of his waist as he fought to take off your baby tee. lifting your arms up, rafe groaned when your tits fell softly out of your top. tossing the garment aside, you let out a moan when rafe attached his desperate mouth to your sensitive bud, his tongue circling your nipple as you held him close to your chest. you moaned with every stroke of his hands against your skin, your hips grinding on his erection.
“holy, fuck!” rafe pulled away for a moment, looking down between the two of you where you grinded on his shorts. you were so wet, you left a wet patch where you rutted against him. leaning back on his hands, rafe watched as you used him to get yourself off, your glossy cunt sparkling underneath the light of the setting sun filtering through your blinds. you were so pretty like this, rafe felt like he could cum from looking at your pleasure filled face alone. “does that feel good?” rafe groaned when you picked up your pace, his length just throbbing to get out of the confines of his underwear.
“mm, fuck— yes, rafe!” you kept moving until your hips stuttered, your first orgasm hitting you pathetically as you whimpered and whined for something more. still shaking in the aftershocks of your orgasm, you got down on shaky legs, not wasting any time in getting rafe’s shorts off. you were so desperate for his cock, rafe smirked when he saw the way your eyes widened when his length sprung up against his stomach. just as you reached for what you needed most, rafe stopped you by grabbing your hand. “nah, you don’t get it that easy,” he shook his head, “lay down.”
those were his last words before he had you laying flat on your bed, your head hanging off the edge as he fucked your throat mercilessly. “thought you were just gonna get what you wanted, huh? fuck no.” he said through gritted teeth. tears were streaming down your face, the noises bouncing off of the walls right now were nothing short of obscene. “always walking around here acting like a spoiled brat, fuck you.” rafe spat, the tip of your nose hitting his pubic bone. he held your hands in his, not allowing you to have any leverage as he fucked your face.
your tongue was dancing around his cock, the sensation bringing him closer to that glorious edge. “o-oh, fuck..” rafe sucked in a breath, stilling as you swallowed around his tip. pulling out to give you some air, you managed to gasp before he slid back in, a mixture of spit and precum connecting you two together. “m’gonna fuck this pretty little mouth of yours until you choke..” his hand snaked down to the apex of your thighs where he gave your soaked folds a harsh slap. you squealed at the stinging sensation, his cock continuously hitting the back of your throat.
sure enough, you gagged around him, his hot cum painting your tongue. rafe doubled over with a hiss, his mouth falling open as you took every last drop. “that’s perfect. yeah, fuckin’ take it.” rafe slapped your cunt once more, eliciting a whine from your lips as he pulled away. you were breathless, your wrists burning from the unforgiving grip rafe had on them. in one swift movement, rafe flipped you onto your back, using his large hands to pin your thighs to your mattress. “beg for it, you fucking slut.” rafe teased your entrance with his glistening tip, your eyebrows knitting together at his cruel ministrations.
“please! i need you so bad, ray!” fuck, you were a mess right now. with your lipgloss smeared all over your chin, those tear stained cheeks, and disheveled hair.. rafe couldn’t help but admire the sight. everything rafe wanted was so close, yet so far, he wanted to drag this out for as long as possible. who knew when you would be so needy and pliant for him like this again? “really? i don’t think so.” he quipped. letting out a shaky breath, you reached down between the two of you and lined him up with your entrance before sliding him in with a pierced gasp.
rafe’s eyes screwed shut, his hips moving on their own accord as he finally gave in to you. the man on top of you was in a daze. you were so warm, and so wet, he didn’t know how he was going to pull through with the way you were sucking him in with every thrust. “fuck.” he leaned down, taking your lips with his own. he tasted so good on your tongue, you wrapped your arms around his neck as he fucked into you. his pace was brutal, his toned stomach smacking against your clit as you moaned in his ear. “oh, my god!” you couldn’t help your nails from raking down his back.
“look at you..” he pulled away, grabbing a fistful of your hair so you can meet his eyes. “you’re just a bimbo whore with tits for brains, you know that?” you whimpered at his words, the degrading statement only making you clench around him tighter. rafe groaned, he should’ve known you’d be into that shit. unpinning your thighs from your bed, you wrapped your legs around his waist as he caged you between his arms, his biceps on either side of your face. he was a lot closer like this, the intimacy of it making your heart flutter in your chest. “i always thought you were h-hot.” you managed to mewl.
“yeah?” he inserted a thumb between your lips, your tongue circling around his finger. “mhmm— yes!” rafe watched with dark eyes as you started sucking on the digit. “why the fuck didn’t you said anything then? we could’ve done this a lot sooner, baby.” he tsked. pulling his hand away from your mouth, he replaced his thumb with his lips, swallowing all of your pretty sounds. cupping his face, you pulled away with a bated breath, your orgasm beginning to simmer in your core. “rafe?” your face morphed into one of full blown pleasure, your eyebrows knitting together as rafe stared you down.
“you’re close?” he could tell by the way your thighs trembled at his sides that you were about to hit your peak. you nodded weakly, your eyes meeting his as he watched you come undone beneath him. you paused, your eyes rolling to the back of your head as your lips parted in a silent moan. rafe knew as soon as you were able to get a breath out you were going to be in hysterics. sure enough, you gasped, a sob ripping from your throat as your body shook. from your head to your toes, you were buzzing in pure bliss. rafe stroked your face, bringing you down from your high with whispers of praise.
“so fuckin’ pretty.”
“shhh, i’m right here.”
you embraced him once more, pressing a kiss to his neck before he pulled out, using a hand to fist his length until he spilled onto your folds. you pouted, your teary eyes gazing up at him through your eyelashes. “why didn’t you stay inside?” you whined, the man on top of you breathing heavily. “w-what?” he panted, his cock twitching with sensitivity. “i wanted you to cum inside me, why did you pull out?” rafe did a double take at your words, his mind reeling with ideas of filling you up. “you’d be okay with that?” a hint of a smile played on his lips when you hummed in agreement. “wanna go again?”
you two were so busy building up foreplay, that neither of you heard the front door open. “i forgot my stupid wallet!” barry shouted. you moaned, your hips chasing rafe’s hand as he buried his fingers in your cunt. “did you hear that?” rafe froze, looking at the doorway of your room. “it’s nothing, i left the tv on, remember!” you turned his attention back on you, both of you laughing against each other’s skin. “y/n, have you seen my—” you and rafe jumped when barry barged in, a scream escaping you as you scrambled to cover yourself.
“i’m gonna fuckin’ kill you, country club!”
Warnings: Smut!
"The defense rests" Vinny smirks confidently, as he walks back to his known seat beside Billy, your boyfriend. The judges jaw falls flat open, still in shock of Lisa's statement.
"Uh Mr. Trata..." The judges turns to the other attorney.
Silence.
Silence was all you could hear, soon he stands up looking bewildered "your honor... in order of Ms. Vito's testimony... the state would like to dismiss all charges" he smiles, still trying to recover from what just happened moments ago.
The court goes into a jury of chants and hoots, as you jump up from your seat with a hand against your heart from it pumping so fast. Billy goes straight to Vinny, giving him cheers and praises on how well he protected the boys, this being Vinny's first big case.
Tears build in Billy's eyes as you both run towards each other, enveloping you in a warm caring hug that you had both missed so much. Billy picks you up and spins you around as the judge keeps trying to calm down the jury's chants.
"I'm takin' you home My love" Billy smiles widely as he presses fast kisses to your neck before wrapping your legs around his waist and carrying you to his car that waited for him in the back.
The car ride only lasts five minutes as your hotel was not that far away from the court, jumping out of the car Billy rushes to your side, opening the door he laughs while picking you up bridal style and kicking the door closed with his foot.
"I am goin' to make love to you all night" He presses his lips against yours in a slow kiss before opening and closing the hotel door with his foot.
Laying you gently on the bed he starts unbuttoning his suit while staring you down, taking of the jacket, he slips off the tie and button up shirt off before crawling on you. "This'll need to go" he mumbled before pulling off your shirt.
There's a giant beam in his eyes as he admires the love of his life in such a vulnerable state, he runs his fingers down your arm; skin to skin. The light touch bringing shivers down your spine, he stares at you with a light smirk as his eyes start to darken with clouded lust.
His fingers trail down to your pants, slowly but surely he starts unbuttoning the small silver buttons one by one using both hands as he straddles your waist. Leaning down he hovers his lips over your sensitive warm skin. Everywhere his lips lightly touch it leaves more burning sensations.
Your breathing picks up as your chest heaves up and down with deep breaths, you could tell there was a switch in the mood. Every time you and Billy were together intimately like this it was always loving of course, but this was more like he was making up for years of missed love and touch.
It made the intimacy more meaningful and exciting, finally discarding of your pants he tugs off his pants before lifting back up to you and leaning half of his body weight on you and half on his upper body. His skin presses up against yours causing you to let out a gasp as he lays between your legs, slowly grinding his bulge against your covered core.
"Billy..." You lightly whimper as your eyes started to water from being so turned on and you only just started. He places a hand against your cheek, caressing lovingly as he stares down at your lips before connecting them together.
You wrap your arms around his lower half as his chest presses against you harder after every moment of spending together in this sentimental and loving moment. You play with the hem of his boxers, lightly tugging the cloth and letting it hit back against his tanned skin causing Billy to moan into the opened mouth kiss.
You wrap your legs around his waist getting a tight hold on his lower half as you start taking matters in your own hand and rocking your hips against his covered cock. Billy lets out more untamed moans as he starts pulling away from the kiss letting you both breathe, his lips immediately find their way to your neck; nipping and sucking everywhere he could reach.
You roll your hips hitting something in Billy that makes him whimper and bite down on your smooth skin, you let out a loud moan at this accidental action. Billy smirks against your neck "you like that don't you?" He more so states as he continues to bite down on your neck.
You can only nod your head rapidly as your hand falls to his hair, fingers gently running through his scalp as you tug every now and then. Giving you a sly smirk he slowly starts crawling down your body, purposely feasting every inch of your sensitive skin.
You knew what he was doing, and by the look he was giving you; you knew that he knew you knew what he was up to. Finally he gets to your thighs, pressing small kisses here and there, until he starts biting your thighs gently you could practically feel your soaked core against your lace underwear.
Slowly he makes his way to the hem of your underwear, tugging with his teeth he starts pulling them down; also using his teeth. Discarding of those, he spreads your legs and slides back down to your now revealed core.
You gasp slightly at not only being stretched but feeling the cool air hit your sensitive skin, "please..." you accidentally let out as you look up at him with desperate glossy eyes.
Every time you begged Billy would always give in, biting his bottom lip he starts kissing around your thighs some more before pressing a kiss to your clit.
You bite your lip to contain a small gasp as he starts swirling his tongue around your soaked clit, using his pointer finger he gathers up your wetness from your pussy before bringing it to your clit and performs circling motions causing a burning sensation in your clit that made you eager to edge up your future orgasm.
You bite the back of your knuckles as your other hand grips the white silk bed sheets, you give up on containing your sounds and eventually as Billy's tongue starts flicking, pulling, and sucking you become a moaning mess.
Hips grinding towards his mouth, hair spread out against the sheets, and hands gripping the cloth causing your veins to show from your hands. His tongue was staring to circle faster motions against your clit as he starts adding his middle finger inside your entrance slowly pumping them in and out.
"Tell me how good it is" He hums against your clit while staring you down as you continue to squirm.
Your hips stutter as you try to form a correct sentence "f*ck Billy~ you're always so good~" You praise as you start feeling your high come closer by the second.
Feeling satisfied with your answer he speeds up his motions, swirling his tongue faster against your clit, pumping his fingers in your pussy faster causing your high to spark. It was so good you weren't even able to give him a warning before your hips stutter and you cum against his lips to which he greedily licks up, always hypnotized by your taste.
Waisting no time you tug him upwards and place your lips upon his, also tasting yourself as his skilled tongue slips into your mouth. You start tugging down his boxer only getting them halfway which satisfied you enough to start stroking his aching hard on.
Swirling your thumb around his tip, you smear pre-cum all against his cock as you start stroking his length at a medium pace while Billy moans against your lips.
You start lining him up as he pulls away from the kiss to look at you reassuringly "is this okay?" He asks first before taking control and rubbing the shaft of his cock against your swollen clit.
You nod your head rapidly "yes please" You desperately moan as your hands fall to his waist.
He grabs your hands and holds them as he slowly slips his cock into your tight walls, having been so long away from each other this felt so good being so close for the first time in weeks.
Billy's mouth falls open as your eyes roll back, finally his whole length slides into your core hitting your g-spot on the first thrust, you were always amazed with his talent on being able to hit the best spots on the first thrust.
From all the prep work you didn't need time adjusting seeing as you being so soaked caused him to slip in easily, you moan gently he starts speeding up with his thrusts. Billy's hips stutter as he gets used the the feeling of being inside you from it being so long.
"Faster... please..." You manage to get out as swirl your hips around his waist.
Billy complies as he speeds up his pace, hitting your g-spot every time he thrusts into your swollen pussy. You could feel your high coming already once again, Billy could feel his high building up on him as well. It being a while since you were intimate caused you both to be very sensitive.
Eventually he starts to pound his cock into your core as his thumb starts rubbing figure eights on your clit. Your walls tighten around his cock as he continues to thrust in and out gripping your hips lovingly.
This moment felt so raw and intimate as more moans started to fall out from both of your mouths, one of your biggest turn on's was when the guy moaned or whimpered, it made you weak in the knees. Though Billy didn't know this as his moans started to spill out past his plump lips.
Loosing all of your give a f*ck buttons you let out a seductive moan "Sh*t your so hot Billy" you smirk causing him to snap his head toward your direction.
He continues to moan every thrust as you get the strength to grab his hips and flip you both over so you were riding him. You started riding his cock like crazy, Billy grips your hips rubbing soothing circles against your skin as your bra covered chest starts bouncing rapidly.
Just now noticing your bra you start to unclog it as you slow down and circle your hips around his cock, your head falls back as your eyes fall shut from the sensation, discarding of your bra your run your hands over your breasts while looking Billy in the eyes.
His eyes roll back as you start to feel your high on the verge of caving "I'm cumming" You whimper slightly as your pace fasten while you tighten around his cock and let your high take over you.
Billy follows seconds later, filling you up with his warm cum letting out whimpers on the way. Riding out your highs you rub your hands again his tanned chest as you press kisses against his neck before sliding off of his cock and laying next to him.
You both look at each other and smile widely "that was...-"
"Amazing..." Billy gasps out, still trying to catch his breath.
He pulls your body closer to him before throwing a light sheet over your sweaty body's.... there's a moment of comfortable silence until Billy speaks up.
"Ya know somethin'..."
"We left Stan..."
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Requested!!!
Warnings: None
Most of your days consisted of spending time with the Curtis's. It was just a known thing, you were also the only girl in the gang and they protected you with their lives.
It made you feel so special, they wanted you to feel special because you were the only girl they would ever allow in the gang. Even some of the boys girlfriends didn’t know the gang nor you.
You even got along with Dallas, not many people get along with Dallas Winston and that’s saying a lot. Dallas didn’t just like you because you were a girl and had all the parts, but he liked you because of your personality. You were apart of them and you understood them like no others.
You were also kind of like the mom in the group, when they got into rumbles you would patch them up and take care of them.
You could say that your favorite person in the gang for sure though was Johnny Cade, also known as johnnycakes.
He hardly joined the rumbles, only when they really needed him. Ever since he got jumped by bob he was jumpy to most touch. So fighting wasn’t really in the picture right now.
It was bad enough his parents treated him like they did, but the socs on the other hand was enough to make someone weak and broken.
Johnny would mostly hang out with you during rumbles, you would talk, laugh, and joke around to the point where you started falling in love with the puppy eye'd boy, also another nickname for Johnnycakes.
You really didn’t know how to express your feelings, the only think you knew how to do was ignore people that you liked.
It was a coping mechanism that you had set, it also made everything awkward though. The constant avoiding made forceful comments awkward and even Johnny could feel it.. of course he could.
It made him feel like he was more broken that he realized, though the mechanism you used made you feel better about your feelings it hurt Johnny more, it made him think you wouldn’t ever want to be seen with him or be with a broken boy like him.
He was very insecure in that area, his confidence was definitely not low. From the constant pain he would receive from his own parents and socs just lowered his confidence, therefore he was super quiet so he wouldn’t draw attention to himself.
With that being said you were at the Curtis's along with the rest of the gang, including Johnny of course. He kept the group together.
Dallas started joking around and talking with you, you started interfering back and sparking conversations with him, little jokes here and there but all platonically considering your love for a certain puppy eye’d boy.
Suddenly Johnny felt very left out, he was the only one in the group that wasn’t speaking. It seemed that no one realized well to him, you noticed it but you didn’t know what to do.
Johnny was sitting right next to you, so it made it harder to ignore his heating presents. You were practically touching arms and legs, you could feel the heat radiating from his body and it sent goosebumps up your skin.
Your breathing started picking up once your brain realized everything, your heart sped up until suddenly that warmth was replace with cold air as Johnny got up, stuffing his hands in his pockets and walking outside on the porch.
A few seconds later you excused yourself and decided on checking up on Johnny, walking outside on the porch you close both the screen door and the main door wanting to have as much privacy as the thin house could maintain.
The sound of the screen door closing caught Johnny’s attention from blowing smoke up in the air. You didn’t condone smoking to much, but somehow Johnny always looked so hot doing tricks like that.
You walk over to the rocking chair beside him and take a seat, "hey Johnny" You awkwardly say.
"Y/n" he tilts his head towards you.
You sighed as you let silence fall over you two, "ya know, I never thought I’d say this but I really like you Y/n" Johnny finally admits looking up from playing with his fingers.
Your heart drops as you realize you practically ignored him and he felt the same. "I guess you ignorin' me confirmed you don’t like me back" He says, and you can practically hear the hurt behind his voice.
"Johnny I-" you don’t even get to finish the sentence before Johnny speaks back up.
"It’s okay Y/n, I understand I’m to broken for me to..." He sniffles, getting up stuffing his hands in his pockets and rushing down the street.
"Wait! Johnny!" You speak up rushing towards him, but he doesn’t stop walking except he speed up his pace.
"Johnny!" You finally catch up to him gently grabbing onto his arm and stepping in front of him.
You get a good look at his face, he has tears forming from his eyes. He turned his head away from you, embarrassed from showing you weak feelings.
"Johnny look at me please..." You trail off, using your finger to guide him to look at you. Eventually he does.
"I’m sorry I didn’t say this before, but I love you to Johnny" You admit with red cheeks.
"Really? You’re not just sayin' that because you feel bad?" He sniffles.
"Of course not, I’m in love with you Johnny Cade" You smile grabbing his hands and interwinding them, bringing your body’s closer.
Johnny blushes as he pull you in a much needed hug, he digs his head in the crook of your neck "I’m in love with ya' to Y/n" He states shyly.
You both pull away from the hug, gazing into each other’s eyes "can I kiss you?" You question, wanting to make sure incase you overstepped any boundaries.
Johnny nods and you seal your lips together, his lips press firmly but still gently agains his chapped lips, he tasted like smoke and vanilla and honestly it was addicting to you.
He places his hand on your jaw and pulls you in closer, you both pull away gently "wow you taste' good" You blush.
"I’m sorry that sounded weird" You confirm scrunching you your nose, Johnny blushed as he lets out stutters of words.
"N-no it’s great' you taste wow'" Johnny blushes as he looks at the ground.
"Wanna' go to the lot?" You question grabbing his hand.
Johnny nods as you began your journey to the lot, if anyone would have told you that you would be here 5 minutes ago you would have laughed, but not anymore and you were thankful for that.
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This was requested by @peachymelon69
disclaimer // 18+ content. this story includes protected sex AND unprotected sex, p in v, the L word, soft!rafe i guess.
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rafe's fingers dig softly into your skin, holding onto your jaw to keep your head facing him, laid on your side with him behind you ─ thrusting his cock into your dripping walls slowly, blue eyes boring into yours, pupils blown and eyes soft. his eyes never leave yours, watching every emotion run through them, engrossed in the way your jaw falls slack when his hips shift slightly ─ his pink tip brushing against your cervix.
his brows furrow as he mimics your face, jaw falling slack in awe as he watches your face contort in pleasure, watching the way your eyelashes flutter and your eyes blink shut, empathetic groans falling from his pink lips every time you moan and whimper for him ─ your pleasure fueling his in a way he doesn't understand, pink tip leaking into the condom every time you acknowledge him and his cock, how good he makes you feel.
rafe blanks when your irises meet his again, plump lips parting to speak, lips covered in mixed saliva and your salty tears of pleasure ─ his cock twitching painfully when your soft and broken voice whimpers out an, "i love you.", his eyes widening and his whole being snapping, the feeling of being loved, being told he's loved unlocking something primal in him ─ an almost whimper leaving his dry throat as his weight pushes you completely onto your tummy, his cock pistoning into you at a speed that has your mouthwatering.
he feels almost pathetic as he begs, "say it again." "tell me you love me.", cock twitching every time you obey, the three words falling from your pretty lips with a cry, his mind mush and his cock painfully hard, biting back whimpers and moans of your name with his teeth, biting the plush of his bottom lip hard. his weight crushing, chest flush against your back, ass pressed against his abdomen.
he almost cries when you reach back, placing a hand on his abdomen to stop him, pushing his weight back until his cock springs out of you ─ condom coated in a thick layer of your wetness, creamy arousal almost dripping off of the condom as you pull it off, his eyes rolling back as you guide his bare cock back into your tight, gummy walls ─ moaning wildly as he fucks you raw, tight cunt drawing his cock in close.
he's whimpering your name when your shaking your head no when he pants in your ear, asking if you're on birth control ─ his head falling forward against your sweat covered neck when your cunt flutters around him, telling him what it wants so sweetly, begging to milk his bare cock dry, his hot breath panting against your neck ─ jaw slack and open lips brushing against your shoulder as he cums, hot spurts of cum filling your precious cunt, chants of, "i love you too." falling from his lips like a prayer. he'd be a foolish man not to love you back.
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Warnings: None
You were laying on the bed frame of your boyfriend Jacobs bed, he had invited you over to spend some time with you. The first hour or so of being with Jacob was fun, you both did some extreme things but they were fun doing together.
Key word together. Jacob wanted to play video games for a while to which you didn't complain because usually he wouldn't play games for long. But boy did he play video games for much longer than usual.
You were four hours in to Jacob playing video games while you sat on your phone reading, or scrolling through social media, and occasionally watching Jacob play.
You enjoyed watching his excited expression when winning games but you were starting to get annoyed I mean he was the one who called you over to hang out but no... he was to busy on the game.
You wouldn't mind it to much if when he won he would turn to you and get all excited and at least acknowledge that you were in the same presents as him.
Usually that's what he would do, so say he won a game he would pull you into a bear hug and be all hyped, or if he lost he would complain to you and then be clingy the rest of the night.
Which you of course don't mind, but you didn't like the idea of Jacob calling you over and then not even using the time to hang out with you.
You sigh annoyedly as you continue to scroll through your social media feeds, getting more aggregated you throw your phone to the side.
You lay down on the bed spreading out your arms and legs like a starfish, just being lazy and resting. Well more like procrastinating on getting Jacobs attention and confronting him about the matter.
I mean it wasn't really a huge matter you just wanted attention, or at least to hang out with him. Finally deciding to do something you lift your whole body up and gaze at Jacob as he continues to furiously press buttons on the game so invested.
"Jacob..." You whine slightly.
He doesn't say anything, because he doesn't hear you more so "Jacob" You say bluntly this time.
He pulls off one of his headphones and turns slightly to look at you "yeah?" He questions, looking back and forth at you and the tv.
"Can we do something else.... together?" You question, physically annoyed.
"Yeah just give me one more minute..." he trails off turning back to the game putting his headphone back on.
"One minute will be one hour, then two" You complain, though he can't hear you.
You groan, now fully aggregated. If anything you were ready to leave and go back home to your comfortable bed.
Deciding you were quite hungry you hop off the bed, making sure to make movement so he knows your going somewhere.
You go downstairs to the kitchen and grab a piece of cold pizza that was left over from a couple hours ago, when you both were actually spending time together.
"Y/n!" You heard a shout from Jacobs bed room.
You decided on not responding back just to see what his reaction would be, a couple seconds later you hear another yell come from him "BaByyYyy!" He yells in a singing voice, laughing at his own tone.
You eat your pizza in silence, figuring that if he wanted to speak to you he would come down the stairs. "Babbbbbeeee!" Jacob full own drags out as he rushes down the stairs.
"What?" You question, annoyed as you continue eating your piece of pizza.
"Why'd you leave?" He questions as he walks over to you and grabs a piece of pizza for himself.
"You were busy" You state sarcastically.
Jacobs eyes widen as he swallows a bite of his pizza "I'm sowwy" He apologizes, giving you puppy eyes.
"I had no attention for 4" you hold up your fingers "-4 hours" You pout.
His eyes widen once again "what? I wasn't on for four hours was I?" He questions, clearly lost.
You show him the time on your phone "yes. It was 3 when you got on, now it's 7." You state, showing them facts.
"Oh baby..." he jumps up from his seat and jumps in your arms, causing you to jump back but catch both of you by the counter.
Wanting to do something fun you start tickling his sides causing him to laugh, squirming in your hold also causing your pizza to fly out your hand and into the floor.
"Noooo, my pizza" you yell dramatically going to reach for your pizza as it falls while Jacob starts laughing louder until.... the chair tips over and you both fall onto the floor.
You both laugh and groan out of pain at the same time from the impact of the fall.
"This is better" You sigh happily.
Jacob turns to look at you, taking a bite of his pizza "definitely" he sighs.
"We should do this more often"
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This was requested!
₊˚⊹ ♡. MDNI 18+. warnings — fem!reader, crying, oral (f. receiving)
“JJ, stop, we can’t—”
Your mumble against his lips was halfhearted, not even committed to the words you were saying as you pressed a hand to his chest to pull away from him. The drying tears streaking his face shined slightly in the moonlight filtering through the window, his eyes were half-lidded.
“Why can’t we?”
You chewed at your lip, still slick with his spit. As badly as you wanted to—desperately wanted to—the way he’d lurched forward to capture your mouth with his when he was in the middle of crying on your shoulder had told you his motives weren’t exactly pure.
“You can’t just—” He was leaning forward again, you barely dodged him, and your already fragile willpower was weakening by the second. “You’re sad, okay, this isn’t how you fix—that.”
JJ grabbed the hair at the nape of your neck, holding onto you tightly as he clumsily pulled you back to him. He was so warm. His mouth was hot and he sucked your bottom lip into his mouth, angling your head to get a better angle. You couldn’t stop the moan that you let out into his mouth, which only made him attack your lips more fervently.
It could’ve been seconds or minutes or years with JJ’s tongue exploring your mouth, you had no idea, it was like you couldn’t think when he was touching you like this. It wasn’t until he pressed his body closer to yours and you felt the outline of his dick through his shorts, shoving up against the front of your panties, that you were snapped out of it again.
You gave a pitchy whine at the pressure, pulling back, and he chased your lips with his.
“JJ—you need to—can you just—” He was interrupting you, kissing you to stop you from talking while he rolled his hips harder against yours. You held your breath to stop the loud whimper threatening to be heard, shifting your weight at the feeling of your panties sticking to you.
“Not like this, please.” Your voice caught in your throat, and this time he gave you the benefit of an answer, at least.
“Not like what?” JJ asked, still an inch from your face.
“It’s not like I don’t want you… I just mean, I don’t wanna. Y’know. Just cause you’re sad and don’t wanna think about it.”
He nodded slowly. “What if I said I already wanted ya? Would that… change your mind?” His words were slow, the look in his eyes all hazy.
You swallowed thickly. It took you a second, but you managed to shake your head. “No.”
He let out a long, slow breath, pressing his forehead against yours. If it were anyone else you’d think they were feverish, but you’d come to learn that was just JJ. He was always a million degrees, his skin was like the surface of the sun.
“Let me eat you out, then.”
You choked out: “What?”
“Please.” He mumbled. “Don’t wanna think about things. Just let me eat your pussy. It’ll feel s’good, I swear. It’ll be good f’both of us, right?”
He wasn’t waiting for an answer, not really. His fingers were sneaking up the inside of your thigh, breaching your shorts to rub you through your panties, and he gave a tiny smile as he felt your arousal soaking through. He was close enough that you were sure he could hear your heartbeat thundering, your breath picking up more than it already had. You dug your teeth into your swollen lip painfully to contain the sounds that wanted to come out.
You didn’t say anything. He just fumbled with the button of your little shorts, tugged them down a little bit, not all the way. You wanted to squeeze your eyes shut and pretend this wasn’t happening, like that way you wouldn’t be complicit in it, but you couldn’t tear your eyes away from him when he got down on his knees in front of you to slot his head between your thighs.
JJ didn’t even look human, with his blonde hair a total mess from dragging his hands through it, perfectly carved shoulders rippling as he held your thighs apart, his eyes half-lidded and hazy. He looked you dead in the face when he connected his mouth to you, wasting no time dragging his tongue through your folds to collect the moisture before wrapping his lips around your clit.
Whimpers and whines fell from your mouth, which had fallen open in surprise, and JJ held intense eye contact with you, watching your face and devouring every overwhelmed, pleasured expression. Every sound and tensing of your body in reaction to him spurred him on. The way your eyes rolled back, fingers wrapped in his hair for some semblance of grounding had him sliding his middle finger inside of you, pumping it in and out easily from the way you were gushing all over the couch. You jolted from the sudden stimulation, leaving your head practically empty aside from him, and his fingers, and his mouth devouring you.
When he pushed you over the edge to your relief you were crying out desperately, yanking sharply at his hair as you tried to move away from the pleasure that was overwhelming you.
“Don’t fuckin’ run.” JJ mumbled against your pussy, pulling your hips forward and flush against his face so you were forced to ride out the waves of your orgasm against his mouth, clenching around his finger as it curled inside of you.
The room was dead silent aside from the way your own heartbeat thundered in your ears, when he let your hips go and pulled your shorts back up for you. He wiped his hand off on them in a way that made you grimace, and his face caught the light and illuminated the way it glistened, his mouth and his chin and his nose shiny with your juices. The tears had dried, his red-rimmed eyes the only proof he’d been crying just some minutes prior. You stared at him with wide eyes, though he leaned forward to give you one last sloppy kiss, harshly pressing his lips to yours and prying your mouth open with his so you could taste yourself on him. Once he was satisfied, he wiped his face off with his hand, grinning.
Your fucked-out mumble was half sarcastic: “Feel better?”
He was still grinning, giving one last sniffle before he replied: “Much.”
Warnings: HUGE TW: DADDY ISSUES, BLOOD, MENTIONS OF DRINKING (requests closed)
Nobody knew what you went through each day, they had no clue. On the outside you were simply a happy and energetic person.... but on the inside you felt like you didn't belong in your own body sometimes.
You had a couple issues but so does everyone, but that doesn't make it okay. You have issues and it's not okay, you shouldn't have to suffer for other people's... pleasures.
You had a couple issues mainly with your dad, as some would say 'daddy issues'. These issues struck most of your others, it really only took one main issue to strike thousands of others... some people understood and some people didn't... simple.
Right now your body currently felt numb, your dad had got drunk at a bar, came home and pretty much beat you.... with a glass beer bottle. There wasn't to much damage but you had a couple opened wounds that were bleeding profusely, but slowing down with time.
You didn't know who to go to, as you were wiping off as much blood as you could you were also thinking of a place to go. The only person you could think of was Johnny, he pretty much saved you though he didn't know about your issues... but that's okay he had them to but you didn't know either.
Your old man was passed out drunk in the hallway so you didn't have to worry about him until the next day. You wished it was like any movie where you only live a couple feet away, but no you lived a little on the out skirts so about a mile or two.
You may think it's not much but, walking for 2 miles would be about roughly 20-25 minutes and for how tired you were having being woken up in the middle of the night, plus you were bleeding.
You just decided on grabbing your dads keys and stealing his car for now, you would deal with the consequences later... after all he put you in this position so you had the right.
Driving as calmly to Johnny's by car it only was 10 minutes away, that was still time on your body, as you were still bleeding. The blood soaked through your white t-shirt so it didn't only feel like you got beat up, but looked like it to.
You park the car and grab the keys as you take a couple deep breaths before going up to Johnny's apartment and knocking on the door.
Some noises of stuff falling over soon covered your sound as Johnny opened the door, squinting his eyes at the street lights. His vision soon coming into view as he scans your appearance.
You were only wearing a white t- and some pajama shorts as you were in bed before it happened. "Oh my god.." his mouth falls open as he feels like he just whiteness a nightmare.... which for you he did.
"Hey" You said lowly as your eyes started to feel droopy, from the loss of blood. Your tear stained cheeks felt like they started to form rashes from the constant wiping your tears.
Your whole body started to fall as you passed out from loss of blood, being tired, and the constant moving around. You fell straight into Johnny's arms, snapping out of his daze he picks you up bridal style and carries you into his bathroom.
He was stuck on what to do for a while, he didn't want to remove your clothes without your consent but he didn't want you to stay covered in blood.
Running you a hot bath he just decided on taking your shirt and shorts off, thankfully you fell asleep with a bra on. Though he could tell you were wearing a bra because of the see through while.
Your blood soaked in through your shirt which stained your light pink bra, he gently placed you in the tub and began washing you with a wash rag.
Soon your body comes back to life as you wake up feeling the warm water on your skin, you slightly smile visually as you feel more relaxed, the cuts weren't bleeding anymore because of the hot water but you could still feel it.
Soon your heavy eyes open, your vision is quiet blurred until you blink your eyes a couple times to reveal Johnny looking at you with worry evident in his features.
"Hey.." You croak out, your voice a bit hoarse.
"Y/n, I wouldn't normally ask this soon but please.. what happened?" He questions.
You look away shameful for a few seconds "my dad..." you mumble loud enough for Johnny to hear though.
His eyes visibly darken but you feel like you don't even have enough energy to speak more that one sentence.
He places his hands on his face leaning on the edge of the bathtub with a angry sigh "why didn't you tell me before? I would have helped" Johnny questions.
"I was scared..." You mumbled fidgeting with your finger pads.
"Come on we need to get you patched up" He sighs, lifting you up bridal style once again using a towel to dry you off in the process.
He puts a towel on the toilet seat and sets you down gently before drying off spots he could with less pressure not wanting to deepen the cuts.
Fixing you up with quick patches he gives you one of his clean band shirts before picking you up and placing you on his bed with him.
"Thank you Johnny... really" You say great full.
"It's no worry, I'm just glad you're okay" He stresses.
You gaze up at Johnny as he was letting you lay on his chest, you had felt romantic feelings towards Johnny and you couldn't help it really.
You lean forward and press a kiss against his lips before pulling away pretty fast "I-I'm sorry I don't know what came over me" You say embarrassed.
Johnny smiles before pressing a kiss against your lips "I feel the same" he gives a slight smirk, as you blush.
The night almost ended with you both sleeping and cuddling into each other peacefully.
By almost I mean Johnny waited until you fell asleep to drive to your house and deal with your old man, he would never hurt you again.
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Requested by @comingofagegirl
Sorry it took so long!!!!