Watching Pre- Hiatus Dip And Pip Is So Strange. Like Just Knowing What Happens In 7+ Years From When

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illicit affairs // Hits Different // All You Had To Do Was Stay // Dancing With Our Hands Tied (all lyric connections)

Speaking of Jemily: would you like if i post the fic i'm writting "you're nothing more than his wife?"

the tropes: Co-workers to lovers, one bed trope, she falls first- she falls harder, in denial, first wlw relationship ,internalized homophobia , comp-het, falling out, she marries a man.

The fic is about when Emily joins the team Jj falls in love with a woman for the first time. (season 1)

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Her lips part as she puts the hints together. You don’t have to be a profiler to put it together. She opened her mouth to say something but shut it again. 

“You. you did it on purpose” she whispered, our eyes meeting “you touched my hand, the tee-shirt. You did it on purpose” 

“It took you long enough to realize” my mouth creeped into a smile.

I was listening to loml and I started thinking about jemily (the ship name of two female fbi agents, Emily and jj, on criminal minds). Jj left Emily when jj thought she was in love with her new husband, Jj ends up pregnant and now feels like she has to stay in the relationship. and in my mind it's the song Emily would associate with Jj.

It reminds me of Kaylor. Taylor is singing to Karli. she's the lost of Taylor's life.

In my mind, both Kaylor and Jemily found their way back together despite the husbands and kids.

I've been writing a lot to help with my anxiety, some of it's smut and some of its me trying to be better at writing romance. one of the fics that i'm writing in attempt to get better at writing romance, a lot of it is terrible but I wrote something and it's been on my mind.

“I don’t know if I believe in god or a heaven but when I die and if I meet him I will thank him for everyday I’ll spent loving you” 

there's just something about it. Like if someone ever said this to me I would sob. like full on.

And the place within the fic in which it is said would kill me. It's a Spencer Reid x OC, their married and on a case. They just got back from the police station and OC had ran a bath while Spencer got chinese food to enjoy. They got in the bath together and was just talking, Spencer was staring at OC as she talked with the most loving eyes. She paused and asked what was wrong and he just dropped that.

I just think that it's the most romantic thing I've written to date and if you'd like me to post it lmk cause I will, it won't be very good but it will be something with a little bit of smut but mostly romantic shit.

matty zine compilation (2023)

god loves you but not enough to save you

same

I am so in love I might stop breathing.

Taylor turning back to make sure fans were properly gagged after she popped some ass

- The Eras Tour in Paris (N1) on May 9, 2024 (x)