Heed The Hollow, Malcolm Tariq

my boyfriends

more than a little obsessed with these colour photos for Dork

📸: jrcmccord

Can we discuss how these looks are giving the same energy….

She’s tolerating him like she tolerates her moms dog 😂🤦🏼‍♀️

I actually would've died if the 1975 or lorde was a ft on 1989

and no features!! tbh kinda relieved???

he IS concerning to my feminism <3

some photos i took of matty this weekend (the feminism left my body when he came on stage)

Girls with an oral fixation are the best because you just have to start rubbing their lips with your thumb and it will be enough to make them all wet and ready to be bred like a dumb bitch in heat.

Well loved books.

I am in firm belief that books should be well loved. they should be written in, the spine should be cracked, the pages should be folded, things you find during the adventures you take squished between the pages. The more damage done to a book, the more memories and love are in it and there's something so beautiful about a well loved book. it tells a story. it's like a scrapbook of that time in your life whilst you've read it and when you pick it up again after a while of finishing it you can look back at the life you lived while the book traveled with you.

I've started packing my things to put into storage while i'm away at college and I picked up my very well loved copy of Red, White And Royal blue that I read last summer and was flipping through it. it had water damage from me accidently dropping it in my pool and writing in it and different keepsakes from things I did that summer. it has things that I wrote that i never spoke to another living soul, thoughts of love, insecurity that the ink on the pages written by the author reminded me of.

"I don't think I ever thought I would have proper true friends until gr. 12 and now with september almost here and half of my friends going to college it's definitely gone. I hope to feel this truly happy again soon" is messly written on page 201 in pink glitter pen. I wrote that at 18 about the loss of my huge friend group leaving while I stayed and went back to school for another year, needing a missing credit to get into college. I was already feeling like I failed having to go back for another year and losing my friends and reading about Henry, Alex, Nora, and June partying and Alex having that moment of realization of found family made me realise that I most likely won't have that comfort again. Looking back at it now being on the cusp of 20, that friend group was the farthest from friendship, I had just romaticided it. We had moments where it was friendship, in its purest form but overall it turned into something toxic and by the end most of us hated each other and we split into two groups, but the girl who left the scribbled note in the pool water damaged book didn't know that yet. She didn't know what came from that friend group. The friendships that truly blossomed from it, the trips and adventures she'd have with the few friends that made it out of that friend group. She got so, so much closer to her favorite people. She has never been happier then she has now starting the new chapter of her life in a big city, and having the best friends she could ever ask for.

The seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo, the well loved book i've brought on my most recent adventures. Lies sand in the crevices of a few pages where I had been reading it on the beach with my friends this summer, the ones that made it out of my Red, White and royal blue adventures.

damaged books are well loved books,

well loved books keep memories,

and well loved books are scrapbooks.

i'm still not over it. the cut after phil said it cause dan probably said something that EA wouldn't let be in the video. I need to know what he said.

... at least they referenced the milk fic and not the hat fic.

she tasted sweet, like something he’s never tasted before. he wanted more- he wanted all of her all at once. he wanted to stay between her thighs for the rest of his life. she was heaven to him. the only thing that could save him was her. he could feel her tugging at his curls, tangling her fingers into it, pulling him oh so much closer. the way she moaned his name made him feel like he could die right then and be happy with it. she said his name over and over again like a perfect prayer, like she was trying to summon him. he worked his tongue over her most sensitive parts of her. lapping up her sweetness. his body wasnt his. it was hers in every way. in the way she fucked him. in the she pushed his head closer to her. the way she scratched at his back.

he was hers.

hers.

hers.

hers.

body and fucking soul. he was so hopelessly devoted to her.

he looked up at her with adoration. the way her back arched against him as her eyes rolled back. she screamed his name once more- his perfect prayer- as she started to move against him, she’s chasing her high. she came against his face. her sweetness dripping down his face as he pulled away with a smile. his body moved towards her, kissing her so softly- letting her taste her sweetness. they pulled away and she looked at her boy with clouded eyes as her cheeks pinked more. he looked so delicate, his hair was in his face and she dripped down his chin.

I think as a gaylor, the song imgonnatogetyouback is INSANELY queer.

"im going to pull you into the closet" she's going to closet her lover. Taylor cant be out so if they want to be lovers, they have to stay in the closet.

"Say you got somebody, I'll say I got someone too" Taylor is talking about bearding, specifically kaylor bearding. karli has her fruity little husband and taylor has her fruity little football player.

"You knew the price going in" Karli knew they'd have to stay a secret to the general public. they couldn't be out.

"Once you fix your face, I'm going in" she's talking to Karli, theres no quotations around it. she is saying to someone, someone isn't saying it to her.

"Push the reset button, we're becoming something new" Her and Karli are starting a relationship again. Karli was at the LA N2 eras tour and was seen backstage going to Taylor, that's where it started again. Karli is in Paris right now. so is Taylor. it's still new. it's still fresh. they're restarting what could've been.

"we broke all the pieces but we still want to play the game" They can't stay away from each other. The relationship fell apart but they're still going to the other.