I Like Adding Secret Meaning To My Words-- Like How Neurotypical People Do It

when i read i become the watcher and then i fear myself i feel as though i am the crawling feeling of being watched i Know them its uncomfortable to Know someone who doesnt want to be Known i like fearing myself sometimes i like reading

what if what if I.. WHAT IF I DIDNT HAVE THE SNIFFLES what if the sniffles were gone what iffles i didnt have the sniffles MAKE ME NOT SICK

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his name is snoot snoot the business man extrodinare when i walked in after the long weekend away from him i said daddys back im gonna father him so hard im gonna teach him how to play catch my beautiful son

i like soup.

my blankets are also fluffy wuffy i kick them down in my sleep i have a heater because it gets cold i didnt notice the fan was also on until three (3) days ago i am the most contradictory guy ever lolol who else has weird sleeping habits do share

or For example a brick i pull the way it tastes from my experiances surronding brick and brick adjacent object and then imagine how its would feel on my senses i take an association to the word and make another association to that word and then again and then again a brick to a wall to the sky above it to airplanes to the bermuda triangle to the dancing plauge to mass hysteria i fear i am as normal as i can be

back pain owwwww im so young and yet my poor back hurt so mucjhgjjd ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow

ok but hyperactivity and forgetfulness and lack of focus hass been happening for the past coupla weeks and ​adhd has been very possible for a While i have also been not sleeping well i also started hallucinating loud blurbs of music so equally possible sleep more compare results of now to then