Mindlessly overeating just to be absolutely devastated about my body and inability to lose enough weight to feel like a human
Iโm no therapist or anything. I canโt fix whatโs making you sad. I can offer hot chocolate and hugs though. I hope things get better. If you like cats i hope one comes and purrs on your chest.
Thank you!! That's very sweet of you, I appreciate it <33 I wish cute cats upon you aswell
I feel like I'm one gained kg away from taking an hammer to my Jaw so I couldn't eat solid foods again.
Multiple people mentioned that I've lost weight today hihi
Need to keep myself in check cause I feel so close to asking my mom if she could live on if I died.
I wish I could just approach him. I wish faith would someone make us cross roads. I wish I knew what he likes in a girl so I could know how to be around him. I wish I could just have an excuse to talk to him, so I could look at his face freely.
I want my mom to hold me and then tuck me to bed. Put me to sleep so sweet and deep, I'll never wake.
Just had my first cognitive psychology test. Now I'll go and buy myself a treat. And by a treat I mean a whip to get myself in order.
Just ate a box of cold chicken nuggets. 621 kcals and 48 grams of protein. I'm an unstable mf Binger, but atleast im hitting that protein goal.
I wish I had someone who I could tell about about feelings. I just want to speak then to someone so they would suffocate me even a little less.
I cant do this anymore, I just wish I could die. I will never be able to be happy in this body, I'll never be able to be something, never be able to be a normal functional person. My body is my biggest enemy, I'm my biggest enemy. And I wanna kill it, I wanna kill it so bad.
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