All I Do Is Sit In Front Of Screens, Have My Silly Little Coffee And Zone Out Of Life 

I hate this I play vrchat a lot and when someone flirts with me on there I flirt back not because I have any feeling for them but because I crave the attention and then when I’ve had enough I drop them and feel absolutely awful for it afterward, like I wish I could tell them the truth and let them know it’s not them…it’s just simply out of my control which is why I try to stay mute as often as possible because the healthiest relationship I can have is unfortunately with a mute whom I can project onto and receive attention from without hurting them or having them expect things I cannot give.

Cluster b culture is flirting with EVERYONE because you want attention and then feeling confused because you actually don't feel anything romance related. It took me years to know that I'm aroace and that I flirt a lot due to my need of attention. My confusion with my sexuality + my need for attention = years of denial of my true identity T.T

I’m not saying it’s fair, or even possible to try to care about every person or demographic. All I’m begging for is that we at least try not to be so hateful.

I do this because I think I can trust them but then I’m the back of my mind I’m like “this is bad they will take advantage of me/mess with my mimicking or think badly of me” AND THATS ON TRUST ISSUES. 😀

Why am I like this?

Radio Eyes

Just some simple eyes with catchlights ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭*

bgc

t-e

6 swatches

found in facepaint

slider compatible

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DOWNLOAD | 3/04/23

Pokemon Mugs made by TheMoonborn

LAMZ_VendettaHairstyles_001F

Hair

42 Swatches

New Mesh

HQ Compatible

Hat Compatible

Don’t Re-upload

Download : Patreon (Early Access)

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If you use my cc to take photos please tag lam-z.

如果你用了我的CC拍照，欢迎艾特我。

Do not re-upload, modify, or sell.

请勿二传，二改或者倒卖。

Thanks all cc creators.

❤ 感谢所有CC作者❤

i am beautiful. i am disgusting. everybody is lucky to meet me. nobody can stand dealing with me. i am worthless. i am perfect. i am numb. i have experienced 20 moods in 2 minutes. i hate everybody. i love everybody. i’ve never done anything wrong in my entire life. all i do is fuck things up. i consumed 5,000 calories in 10 minutes. i haven’t eaten in three days.

BETTER IN-GAME LIGHTING MOD

✩ Do not: re-upload my CC, claim my CC as your own, use as a base/part for your CC!

I have always been very upset because the lighting of the game spoils the appearance of my characters, which I create for hours in CAS. With these thoughts in mind I started working on this mod. And now my characters can look the same in the game and in CAS with this mod.

GENERAL DESCRIPTION

default in-game lighting mod for The Sims 4;

base game compatible;

completely redesigned outdoor and indoor lighting;

brighter and cleaner lighting everywhere at any time of the day and weather;

the brightness of the lighting varies depending on the time of day and weather, but it’s always “clean”;

conflicts with mods that affect in-game lighting, you can only install one such mod in your game!

FILE TYPES (install only one version!)

BRIGHT PALE - bright pale lighting;

BRIGHT BASE - bright base lighting;

BRIGHT SATURATED - bright saturated lighting;

AVERAGE PALE - average pale lighting;

AVERAGE BASE - average base lighting;

AVERAGE SATURATED - average saturated lighting;

DARK PALE - dark pale lighting;

DARK BASE - dark base lighting;

DARK SATURATED - dark saturated lighting;

I advise you to install the AVERAGE BASE version first and try others based on your impressions of it.

For example, if the light seemed too bright to you, then you should download the DARK version. Or if the light didn’t seem bright enough to you, then you should download the BRIGHT version. And also with saturation gradation: if the BASE version seemed too dim to you, you should download the SATURATED version and vice versa.

MORE INFO AND DOWNLOAD (EA)

Thank you a lot for all your support 💘!

COLOR CAS GACKGROUNDS PT 1

ive been kinda lacking w ideas in the cc department bc i cant really make meshes anymore(╯︵╰) or really use blender for sims so i made ten cas color backgrounds in colors i like!!!

theirs not much else to add other than they work with all of the other cc facets you might have just dont have more than one cas bg in game at a time!!! so enjoy!!!!!

1, terracotta 2, future blue 3, banana yellow

4, mocha 5, cut grey

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