Playlist Time!!

Dishonored, life is strange, life is strange before the storm, ratchet and clank, and kingdom hearts are my all time favorite games that I constantly replay

Everyone has that one video game they played 10+ times and could play it 10 times more because it’s that good and amazing and?words can’t explain

If the only constant in my life is a bathtub, I'm fine with that

Me

READ!! THIS IS MY LAST CHANCE!!!! (This is all I have!!)

My health is actually failing. I’m not being dramatic when I say I could die If I don’t get the medical help I need.

I suffer from chronic illnesses (a rare version of MTHFR HOMOZYGOUS, HIT, DEEP VEIN THROMBOSIS, AUTOIMMUNE DISEASE + more) and I am disabled and trans. I am jobless due to my illnesses and I am currently without any necessary resources to survive, be healthy, stable, or safe..

I have a rare blood clotting disease that causes me to be at the HIGHEST RISK possible to have a heart attack, aneurysm, or stroke. This disease has also resulted in multiple major surgeries, and countless other major procedures that have left me with debilitating chronic pain and other disabilities (limited use of my dominate arm, and even tasks like sweeping leave my arms in immense pain). I have two stints in my chest keeping my main vein open to my right arm so the blood can flow to it. And it still has trouble flowing back which causes swelling and excruciating pain in my arm. The main vein in my chest has been patched and dissected from a vein from my thigh because the veins in my right arm and chest are so damaged they weren’t able to save much. I had to get a rib removed because it was pinching my vein and causing clotting during which damaged a lot of muscles in my chest and shoulder causing even more chronic pain. They also wired my chest shut.

So I NEED to have access to good health care. I’m chronically ill with horrible and scary diseases. I’ve already almost died three times, and have been on my death bed twice.. I’m in and out of hospitals constantly, they don’t have the resources to help. I NEED HELP. I NEED TO LEAVE AND MOVE IN ORDER TO SURVIVE!!! Please fucking help me!! Boost my links, donate whatever! I’m grateful for anything !!

I DON’T WANT TO DIE I’ve been fighting for my life since I was 16. I’m taking my health seriously and using the little bit of energy that I have to get shit done.

I’m honestly only asking for the bare minimum of what I need to move, and for rent…

I’m trying to move to Colorado to escape (my abuser and stalker that I have a really traumatic history with. Violence and including assaults) I’m stuck in my hometown right now in northern MN. Where I’m at right now IS NOT safe for me and I NEED to leave..

My friend in Colorado has a place that I can move into ASAP, I just need first and last months rent. I have to move this month or she has to find a different roommate because of her own financial situation, so this is my ONE and only lucky chance!! I NEED to move to Colorado for access to better health care (to keep me alive), and for my own safety.. This is VITAL for my health (mentally and physically).

PLEASE DONATE OR BOOST MY LINKS!!!

NOW IS THE TIME TO SHOW YOUR SUPPORT AND BE AN ALLY !! ALSO PLEASE READ AND SHARE MY STORY/LINKS!! REPOST, & REBLOG!! Copy and paste my links & story & share on ALL your social media’s (twitter, Facebook, tumblr and Instagram!!!!) it helps me so much !

USING PayPal/Venmo IS A DIRECT WAY TO HELP ME!!

https://www.paypal.me/YvesOrage

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If you donate, message me so I can thank you personally !!! Thank you ♥️

@officialskeletonwar

Shuffling his feet through rubble, the remainder of his aged and irradiated mind tried to piece together who he was. These ruins brought a word to the forefront but he couldn't quite place what it was, it's meaning lost to him but the feeling it elucidated flowed through his body and made him feel comfort. The radio crackled and he hardly flinched, his reaction time blown away with the bombs. The song playing through the speakers of the radio brought to mind a woman's face, one who he would have recognized if not for his feral state. A sudden tiredness fell over his shriveled form, and he laid down contendedly.

"Daisy

Daisy

Give me your answer, do

I'm half crazy

All for the love of you"

With his final thoughts, he had a moment of clarity and was able to discern the word that the place and song reminded him of

Home.

Day 4: Radio

Leikeze the bored, Hoarder of bratwursts and books about banksy

Loving that alliteration

Reprah the Anxious, Hoarder Of Ravioli And Books. (OMG LOL) 

During my last show as a stage manager, I had to manage not only the friendships (I was friends with most of the cast) but also my brand new relationship while still trying to remain in charge. "Yes babe I love you but yoU NEED TO GET ON STAGE BEFORE I HAVE AN ANEURYSM FROM THE STRESS YOU ALL CAUSE ME"

I saw a “shoutout to the theatre kids” post that was only about actors and I felt left out so this is for everyone else (please add to this if you feel you haven’t been represented!!):

shoutout to the theatre kids that aren’t actors

to the stage managers who manage to balance friendships and being authoritative in rehearsals

to the technicians that do extra training in welding and access equipment and so many other things to make themselves more hireable

to the techs and stage management who just sometimes want to wear colour but are instead in show blacks all the time

to the stage managers who get stuck mediating the tension between directors and designers who are older and supposed to be more mature than you

to the techs who injure themselves, deal with it, and keep working (or are told they aren’t allowed and are so annoyed about it)

to the designers that have to compromise what they want because the director doesn’t like it or there isn’t enough time/budget/equipment

to the casual crew members who just like theatre and want to be involved but aren’t trying to make a career of it

to everyone who tries (and sometimes fails) to fit in friends and healthy eating during tech week

to everyone who has ever done a year-long unpaid (or barely paid) internship in the hopes that it will lead to a job opportunity

to everyone who has ever worked really hard on making/finding a prop only to have it cut in tech or dress

to the design assistants that have to figure out when and how to become designers in their own right

to anyone who has ever managed to avert a crisis backstage where there’s barely any light and you can’t talk

to anyone who has ever had to make the decision to stop the show because some crises just can’t be averted

to everyone who struggles to understand unions

and the list goes on and on

you’re all fucking amazing

Go home you stupid potato farmer

My mother from the other room

WILL YOU BE THE SAVIOR OF THE BROKEN THE BEATEN AND THE DAMNED

WAKE ME UP

@givemetoes #neverforget