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i honestly dont know who i am.. i dont know if the person i am in front of people is even real. i dont even know how i really feel, who i really am, what i really act like

Am I lovable yet?

sometimes i wish i had a real diagnosis but that means admitting to my parents things never got better so i dont bother

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

going to bed (scrolling on my phone mindlessly for a few hours) goodnight people in my computer screen ♡

(please send me asks im so lonely)

my whole ass blog basically 😭🙏🏻🙏🏻

guys i ordered my first jirai blouse !!

its by secret honey and i REALLY want to find a liz lisa suspender skirt to go with it !!!!

rant time !!

i FUCKING HATE my bitchass friends. i can just TELL how much they couldnt even care about me. the only reason they are ever nice to me or even remotely PRETEND to give a fuck about me is when they want to copy my work. i went to sit with them for lunch and guess what ? they couldnt even be bothered to save me a seat, just so these 3 girls who NEVER eat with us could sit there. they gave me some fake ass apology which was so forced im not even joking. i feel like the girl im closest too doesnt even care about me either, none of them FUCKING CARE ABOUT ME. im sick of prentending to be happy around them and making sure theyre ok just for them to be like this.. im debating leaving them so they cant hurt me first. I CANT DO THIS SHIT IM SO FUCKING SICK OF ITTT.

and this one girl always gives me some half ass reason to quit when she sees my scars. "just stop !" AS IF THATS HOW IT FUCKING WORKSSS IM SO FUCKING DONE

i think im just going to put all my energy into doing well in school and give up with them. they dont even fucking want me so why should i care. ive tried so fucking hard to be friends with them and yet theyve barely cared in return.

and sometimes i feel like my best friend only sticks round now in hoped that i help him get with this girl.. i really cant do this anymore i have no friends and im so lonely i cant do this i really cant i might as well just wreck it all before they can

Reblog if you're okay with people liking your vent posts pls pls.

Like- I'm in the middle of spamming notes and I don't know if you feel comfortable if I like those posts too. TT

ugh im so exhausted even my friends noticed today.. kinda forget i gotta keep up this happy energetic persona i created for them.. im not sure how much longer i can do this

might just drink a shit load of coffee before school tomorrow nd pray it does something..

*Takes more than two minutes to respond* Oh so you hate me and want me to die, huh?

pretending to be like THE jirai girls with their energy drinks with my can of diet coke ૮╥﹏╥ა

grieving the fact i used to be such a good student now i have to force myself to care..

(i fell asleep in class again)

ugh the one person i care about is being dry might kms..

happy birthday ame !! ૮꒰ ˶• ᵕ •˶꒱ა not great with digital art so i just stuck to colouring in manga panels instead.. oh well

cant remember the last time i did digital art nd when i tried to give her a party hat i remembered why i dont draw digitally ૮꒰˶ - ˕ -꒱ა

ughhh im so mad. my best friend has this crush on a girl nd want MY help askin her out ૮╥﹏╥ა the thing is though, im like, so fucking jealous for no reason ? i dont have a crush on him (lesbian nd all) but i just dont want him and this girl (who was also my friend) getting together cuz what if he stops talking to me.. i feel like hes the only one who actually gaf about me nd the rest of my "friend" group doesnt even want me there.. sigh

Ugh ffs we have enough kangel girls here

and now we have one more !!

just kidding ! cant you tell im an internet doll ? ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶꒱ა

YOUR THEME IS SO CUTE o(^▽^)o

And a PJSK and Madoka Magica enjoyer :33 who’s your favorite character from both :O

aaa tysm !! ૮₍´｡ᵔ ꈊ ᵔ｡`₎ა

im a bit basic but i luvv madoka nd im obsessed with homura when she has her glasses ૮ฅ˵u ̫ u˵ฅა

nd for pjsk my fav group is mmj nd airi has to be my fav !! (i may be swayed cuz i managed to get my melo airi ૮╥﹏╥ა)

˚₊‧꒰ა the internet doll is here ! ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢ ﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉୨♡୧﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉ ╰─ ♡ about me: ୨୧┇name: its a secret but u can call me dolly !૮ฅ˵u ̫ u˵ฅა ୨୧┇pronouns: she ノ her ! ♡ ୨୧┇age: minor ૮꒰˶> ༝ <˶ ꒱ა ! ୨୧┇other: lifestyle jirai ! if this makes u uncomfy feel free to block ! ill mainly talk abt sh nd mental health problems (in forced recov for an ed so keep than in mind !) ૮₍ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ₎ა

﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍ ╰─ ♡ my favorite… ୨୧┇colour: pink ! ୨୧┇animal: bunnies ! ୨୧┇anime: i luvv madoka magica ! ୨୧┇games: nso nd pjsk ! ive also been getting into ddlc recently ! ﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍ ╰─ ♡ interests & more! ୨୧┇likes: mlp, sanrio, jirai kei, jojifuku, madoka magica, super sonico, nso nd pjsk ! (ill add more soon trust ૮꒰˶> ༝ <˶ ꒱ა) i also luvv collecting anime figs ! :3 ୨୧┇music: chappel roan, will wood nd vocaloid (does the nso soundtrack count ? ૮╥﹏╥ა ) ୨୧┇dislikes: loud noises, general weirdos, please keep in mind i block freely ! ୨୧┇dm status: feel free to dm just know i may not respond if im uncomfy ! ﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍﹍ ⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣

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