Past few months I've come to realize my bottom dysphoria is impacting me heavily. I'm trying to get a packer to help me, but as you all probably know, it's not cheap. I'm fundraising for a packer here. I'm doing it anonymously as this is an intimate matter that I'd prefer to engage with here only, since this blog already deals with issues of dysphoria and kink (which apply in STPS).
Please share this if you can't donate, even though this seems like a small ammount to fundraise, it's the only way I'm seeing of being able to have an STP.
Each 20+ donation will include a free 5min audio.
Thank you.
Bottle rocket under ice
this july will mark one year of my social and physical detransition for kink (and romance) purposes 🥰 so now it's time to enjoy being an easy slutty cis girl! this notes game is active from today until august 1st, help me celebrate by making me degrade myself even further 😸✌️
10 notes: i'll tell you a secret :)
30 notes: show off tit regrowth
50 notes: i have to wear a padded bra every time i leave the house
75 notes: body writing (feminizing and humiliating)
100 notes: kegels once per day for the rest of the year
150 notes: show off pussy
250 notes: irl somno or cnc audio
500 notes: full nudes
750 notes: posting porn on some external site (reddit, actual nsfw) as a girl, no face or voice
check below for links to reached goals, and maybe additional goals if i hit the highest one <3
oh my god hahaha okay i'll start updating this mid-july
“no matter how badly you think you’re doing it, someone else has done it a lot worse and been fine” is applicable to a wide, wide range of things and i say it to myself all the time
each milestone will come into effect when it is reached and i will follow them all until the 31st! i will edit with updates as this goes on
5 notes: pick a day to shave every week - i pick wednesday
10 notes: pick a night to sleep with a dildo in every week - i pick tuesday
20 notes: skip one of my T shots this month
50 notes: pick a day each week to not be allowed to touch my clit - i pick wednesday!!
75 notes: i'm no longer allowed to touch my clit when my knees are touching (it takes me longer to come the further my legs are spread)
100 notes: pick a second day to shave each week! gotta stay smooth 🥰 - i pick monday!
150 notes: pick a second night to sleep with a dildo in - oh gosh, i wasnt prepared to make this decision so soon... monday as well i guess
200 notes: pick a third day to shave each week - friday!
250 notes: im not allowed to touch my clit when my pussy is empty
300 notes: add a poll so yall can pick a second day of the week that i'm not allowed to touch my clit - i'll add it in a reblog! - poll chose saturday
400 notes: wear a bra outside the house at some point during the challenge
500 notes: skip two of my T shots this month
300 notes: i can only touch my clit when my legs are spread wide
375 notes: add another day of the week i cant touch my clit (poll) - friday won
450 notes: i can only touch my clit while looking at nsfw content ive never seen before
500 notes: skip three of my T shots this month
the remaining milestones are looking kinda sparse so im gonna add a new one in between all of them :3
thank you to @tokenxtransxtraitor for helping me figure out better numbers to use!! ive lowered the rest of the milestones a lot :3
550 notes: poll to let you guys pick a day im only allowed to edge and ruin :D - poll picked monday
600 notes: i have to have the sound on to be allowed to touch >:3
650 notes: poll to pick the pronouns in my bio - poll in progress
700 notes: add 5 more milestones somewhere :D (probably between 1k and 2.5k)
750 notes: poll to pick one more no touch day!
800 notes: no more T for the entire challenge
850 notes: i can only touch while pumping my tits
900 notes: TBD; if someone decides to take advantage of me and ensure this milestone gets hit before i've edited it in, i'll push some limits for you guys :3
950 notes: extend a week into september (including no T)
1000 notes: i have to beg for spam :0
2,500 notes: i continue for the rest of 2024 (not including no T; i meant to include this from the start. i would go back on T after the first week in september.)
note game!
every single note = 1 day i dont cut my hair (unless absolutely necessary eg. trimming ends so it grows better)
every 5 notes = 1 day wearing girl underwear
every 10 notes = 1 day without a bra
every 25 notes = 1 day wearing at least a little makeup
50 notes = send tit pics whenever someone tells me to
75 notes = send pussy pics whenever some tells me to (its hairy and im not planning to shave)
every 100 notes = go to the glory holes for at least 30 mins
150 notes = go touch myself whenever someone tells me to
every 200 notes = buy a full feminine outfit
300 notes = will write all over my body!
400 notes = make all my interests lewd! (can only draw porn, can only cosplay if i take lewd pics, etc.)
every 500 notes = buy a new sex toy
600 notes = get my ears pierced
700 notes = throw out one piece of masculine clothing everyday
750 notes = do one task per week as suggested and voted on by followers
800 notes = actually find a way to get estrogen
900 notes = start plumping my lips
1000 notes = start an onlyfans (itll be cheap) + every 50 notes i go to the glory hole to attempt to get knocked up
will take suggestions after this point~
Couldn't help but be a needy cunt 🥰
Reblog if u want the uncensored version <3
making another post since my last one is completely dead and i’m in an even worse place now :/
i genuinely don’t have the energy to write up some long post but i’m a disabled queer person living in poverty & stuck with a physical and mental abuser. literally anything will help at this point i’ve been in hell since both my parents passed this past year. trying to find a secure job has been impossible with my complete lack of support system/transportation. i am barely eating and i have no idea where i will be living next month atp.
if anyone has recommendations for jobs online that pay decently i’m begging bc i’ve been searching for months and haven’t found shit that is reputable/sustainable for my situation.
cashapp $strawbabiez / venmo @ ajg2001 / kofi @ strawbabiez / dm for paypal
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