I Fear I Will NEVER Get Over This

when reading smut and y/n says “daddy”

i say i like boys & girls but by that i mean i like matt, chris, & nick, and then girls. and that’s it.

I know, I know, another post, unnecessary or whatever, but fuck I can't just sit still without talking about this.

Tw: mentions of suicide, sh, mental disorder, cannibalism/gore.

1) Let's start with the fucking au she's doing with Nick. Everything is wrong with it.

The Emo!Nick really takes the cake because wdym depression and cutter are the only words that describe him?

She knew I had a past with severe depression that resulted in multiple attempts and self harm. I didn't personally tell her that but I did send like a big paragraph on the gc where she didn't answer but reacted with an emoji like a few others did so she knew and yet she sent me this on private dms with some more details about her au.

2) Also, I wasn't sure if I should like say this but atp everything should be exposed about her. She stole my idea with the DID.

I looked past it then despite how much the whole idea triggered me which was stupid of me because i should've at least confronted her about it for being ignorant to me and many others. At the time I didn't know exactly who she was as a person or how she acted and I thought I was js being a sensitive bitch which I still might be lol.

Mine was going to be about Matt having DID due to a severe head injury when he was a kid and just simply pining over Reader and shit like that. (Which after some much needed thinking I, myself, should not be writing about the triplets having mental disorders and I'm not writing about it anymore or anything similar in the near and far future. I sincerely apologize.)

I posted a teaser on the 13th which was exactly a week before she allegedly started brewing ideas for her au. Coincidence?

She interacted with my account a lot.

Like alr I'm not trynna be petty about it I swear, I couldn't have given a flying fuck about it, but then she literally like begged me not to write and post it js 'cause it would like wash out her own shit? Okay fuck maybe I'm a little bitter about it, but like o-kay...

Maybe this part was unnecessary but whatever.

3) This wasn't talked about as much so I probably should talk about it. Her friend fucking flashed us her tits on voice chat like Bri had her camera on. There were minors on the fucking chat like we were just talking about what to write next or some shit like that I don't remember but then Bri suddenly said "You guys wanna see my friends tits?" or something along those lines and the said friend took off her shirt and fucking flashed us? Just to show us the tattoos around her tits? Like what the fuck was that for?

4) Anyway, onto the cannibal!Chris or whatever the fuck that was.

@chrisissobabygirl and @hearts4werka made posts about it and i wasn't present when the voice chat was taking place because I usually never got in the voice chat due to obvious reasons. Bri (aka @sturniololuv08 i have blocked her account so I can't tag her) was always there talking about the utterly disturbing and disgusting shit she was gonna write.

Writing about real life humans, that can potentially see the shit you write, practicing the act of cannibalism should actually be illegal. What the fuck was the shit I heard? Like that was so fucking disturbing I felt sick to my stomach and lemme tell you I'm pretty hardcore like I can watch the most disturbing gory movies but I'd be unfazed and yet the whole thing with this made me sick like I wanted to puke.

5) The way she said she never pinged anyone to her snippets of disturbing fics she sent to the gc without any warnings is actually so fucking crazy because she has pinged me, Vera, multiple others and sometimes even everyone. She made us feel pressured to interact with her shit or give her opinions or help her write and we of course didn't want to be mean wtf and therefore some of us have given in and gave her our opinions. (We should have clocked her shit right then and there.)

6) Anyone who fucking interacts with her shit willingly should seek help like I'm not fucking joking. You should all go to therapy, or idk get yourselves checked. I will block anyone that tries to even come close to defending her and I fucking hope and pray no one fucking does.

7) Gabby ( @strnilolover ) tried her best to tell her to at least put trigger warnings or make it a 'spoiler' so you wouldn't see it unless you pressed on the pic, but did she listen? Yeah, I think we all know the answer. The server felt so much more like fucking lively and breathable after Bri left and i don't fucking feel bad for being 'mean' because wtf...

Thank you so so so much Gabs for making the server, it was just a fucking misfortune that a person like that entered the server. We love and appreciate you and we love the server<3

That was all...

I'm not the best with words or explaining shit but I hope you understand it. This was the best i could explain.

I hope you fucking know how much damage you've done Bri.

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“what’s your type” girl im so insane about billie eilish and sabrina carpenter and i don’t think you can get much more aesthetically opposite than that tf you mean

nobody fw this song like I fw this song 😎

i’m done i can’t do this anymore

i need alex vause fics bro it’s my only wish💔💔💔

on my third drink tn talk to me in my inbox 🫶🏽

FUCK THEY'RE SO HOT

LOVE THEM

I'm okay ty bby! aw hope u feel better :( <33

Thankyou💖💖