Bellsofysa - Ysa

—my mother speaks of my rage as if there's something wrong with it. as if it's undeserved; as if her hand didn't hammer it into me; as if i wanted it, chose it.

1. Florence + the Machine | 2. @sweatermuppet | 3. Strangers— Ethel Cain | 4. Russian Doll ( GIFs from @ladiesofcinema | 5. Fleabag | 6. what my mother (a poet) might say—Mary Jean Chan | 7. Shiv Roy — succession | 8. Unknown | 9. Maren Yearly—Bones and All (2022) | 10. Everything everywhere all at once ( 2022 ) | Rue Bennett—Euphoria

only death can heal the wounds this life has rewarded me with..

["i could love someone even if i wasn't paid for it. i love you and you don't pay me" // "i love you" "it will pass" // "am i intolerable" "if you are intolerable, let me be the one to tolerate you" // "you dreamt of me?" "no i thought of you" // "i'll take care of you" "it's rotten work" "not to me. not if it's you" // "i figured you'd love me jo" "i don't see why i can't love you as you want me to" // "if i loved you less, then i might be able to talk about it more" // "even though you have broken my heart yet again, i wanted to say, in another life, i would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you" // "you're in a car with a beautiful boy-"]

“Do you know how hard it is to say nothing? When every atom of you strains to do the opposite?”

— Jojo Moyes (via quotemadness)

TOP 8 WLW MOVIES OF ALL TIME

For this pride month I've made this list, I hope you guys enjoy it.

Disclaimers: It's just my opinion, and not in any particular order except for number one. I still have some classic movies to watch like Persona, Desert Hearts, Bound and Mulholland Drive. And no, Carol and Disobedience are not in my top 10.

8. You Can Live Forever

Info: Canada, 2022. Directed by Sarah Watts and Mark Slutsky. Main cast Anwen O'Driscoll and June LaPorte.

7. Summerland

Info: UK, 2020. Directed by Jessica Swale. Main cast Gemma Arterton and Gugu Mbatha-Raw.

6. The Favourite

Info: UK/USA, 2018. Directed by Yorgos Lanthimos. Main cast Emma Stone, Rachel Weisz and Olivia Colman.

5. The Summer of Sangailė

Info: Lithuania, 2015. Directed by Alante Kavaite. Main cast Aistė Diržiūtė and Julija Steponaitytė.

4. The Handmaiden

Info: South Korea, 2016. Director by Chan-wook Park. Main cast Kim Min-hee and Kim Tae-ri.

3. Thelma

Info: Norway, 2017. Directed by Joaquim Trier. Main cast Eili Harboe and Kaya Wilkins.

2. Saving face

Info: USA/China, 2004. Directed by Alice Wu. Main cast Michelle Krusiec and Lynn Chen.

1. Portrait of a lady on fire

Info: France, 2019. Directed by Céline Scimma. Main cast Adèle Haenel and Noémie Merlant.

Yes, POLOF is my favorite MOVIE of all time. And one day I'm gonna watch a movie who is worth of this list so I can complete number 9 and 10.

“And for some reason, I always felt al little more when I would hear you laugh.”

— R.M. Drake (via meineluft)

Car seat headrest // Richard Siken // Sotce // Larissa Pham // Amy Winehouse // Katherine Fabrizio // car seat headrest

Orpheus and Eurydice, Titian & Orpheus and Eurydice, George Frederic Watts // Silver Springs, Fleetwood Mac

sorry to break it to you folks but turns out that moving abroad by yourself and leaving everything behind at 22 years old does indeed fix all of your problems.

YOU'RE IN MY VEINS, YOU FUCK

Henry Miller from a letter to Brenda Venus Dear, Dear Brenda: The Love Letters of Henry Miller to Brenda Venus // boygenius We're In Love // Francisco de Zurbarán Agnus Dei // Katie Maria I used to be a hole in the ground (via @heavensghost) // Rafael Nicolás Angels Before Man // Céline Sciamma Portrait de la jeune fille en feu // Kate Moss in a text message to Pete Doherty // Sophocles Antigone // Joan Didion South and West // Richard Siken Editors Pages: The Long and Short of It // Japanese Breakfast Boyish // VIVINOS Alien Stage; "ROUND 6" // Li-Young Lee I Loved You Before I Was Born // Hannibal; "Secondo" dir. Vincenzo Natali // Hozier Francesca