I need you to love me more, love enough to drown it out (mitski)
― Stevie Smith, Richard Siken, Ana Lucía Ceballos Cáceres, Emily Palermo, Katrien de Blauwer, Natalie Diaz, F. Scott Fitzgerald, Natalie Wee, Jenny Slate
There’s lots of ways to say ‘I love you’
on humanity and love
Chen Chen Elegy / Dead Poets Society (1989) dir. Peter Weir / Sheila Heti Pure Colour / unknown (via @morepeachyogurt) / Ocean Vuong Night Sky with Exit Wounds / As I Was Moving Ahead Occasionally I Saw Brief Glimpses of Beauty (2000) dir. Jonas Mekas / Berlot Brecht Motto / Fleabag (2016-2019); Episode #2.3 dir. Harry Bradbeer / Everything Everywhere All at Once (2022) dir. Daniel Kwan & Daniel Scheinert / pinterest / Louise Glück Vita Nova
the strong wind at my back, so i'll lift up the only sail that i have; this tired white flag
edith whiskers, home / 9-1-1 s2e09 "hen begins" / maggie stiefvater, the dream thieves / langston hughes, poem // richard siken, editor's pages: the long and short of it // sleeping at last, neptune / jane fisher, black pj's // keaton henson, small hands / the irrepressibles, in this shirt / noah kahan, stick season // finneas, i lost a friend / 9-1-1 s2e16 "bobby begins again" / the fray, how to save a life / vance joy, mess is mine // the amazing devil, inkpot gods / imagine dragons, wrecked // arctic monkeys, do i wanna know? / bucktommy in a softer world, pt 15 / richard siken, dirty valentine / the amazing devil, shower day // la dispute, such small hands / steve walker, memories / falsettos, i never wanted to love you / 9-1-1 s7e04 "buck, bothered and bewildered"
fatima aamer bilal, from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am your mould, but the shape of you is true absence, leaving me purposeless.’
[text id: and is this not treason? / my soul belongs far more to you than it does to me.]
when i grow up i want to be a list of further possibilities, chen chen // the picture of dorian gray, oscar wilde // the worm kings lullaby, richard siken // limer3ence // bleuts, maggie nelson // tonight i can write, pablo neruda // the crucible, arthur miller // when i grow up i want to be a list of further possibilities, chen chen // untitled, margaret schnabel // waiting room, phoebe bridgers
yes girl you are so [if i loved you less i might be able to talk about it more] [hands are unbearably beautiful] [i'll take care of you it's rotten work not to me not if it's you] [if you are intolerable let me be the one to tolerate you] [i could recognise him by touch alone] [i love you i want us both to eat well] [on purpose i love you on purpose] [whatever our souls are made of his and mine are the same] [i am half agony half hope] [you have bewitched me body and soul and i love love love you] [he is half of my soul as the poets say] [i'm sick of people saying that love is all a woman is fit for but i'm so lonely] [i love you most ardently] [let me stay tender hearted despite despite despite] [someone has to leave first this is a very old story there is no other version of this story] [mostly i want to be kind] [tell me how all this and love too will ruin us] [you said i killed you haunt me then] [someone somewhere can you understand me a little love me a little] [i will love you as misfortune loves orphans as fire loves innocence and as justice loves to sit and watch while everything goes wrong] [sorry about the blood in your mouth i wish it was mine] [who will come into my kitchen and be hungry for me] can we kiss now
The mind, then, is not destined to rule but to serve, not, however, as the slave of the heart, but as its servant.
Tam Lin: Don’t let go. Orpheus: Don’t look back. Charles Rowland: Don’t worry, I’ll throw a firebomb at anyone who tries to stop us leaving together.
Anne Carson, Plainwater: Essays and Poetry