I Go From "i Didn't Deserve The Things That Happened To Me" To "there Is No Suffering That I Do Not Deserve"

tw: ed

Debating on if I should just stop eating again :\

Realizing I haven’t went more than a few months without hurting myself since I was eleven.

UNTRUE UNTRUE UNTRUE

NUHUH

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH KSHAISBWKS

im sorry I don’t interact more

I'm so unloveable

Saw someone else do it so alter name & role list for the funsies

Starry (Alex/Elijah/stardust): our host, fronting most of the time

Little: obviously a little, bro is traumatized out of his mind

Thistle: protector, prosecutor, and a traumaholder aswell

Sunnee: caretaker

Spek: gay clown who yearns for his husband

Lurker: I have no notion about this guy he just lurks

More sleep. Less food. Less existing.

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it’s really frustrating that I can’t just live, I really hope all of you guys do really well and you all get to meet up and everything I love you all so so much <333

I shouldn’t have said this but I am so upset actually

IGNORANCE IS BLISS MY ASS KYS BITCH

I need you to hold me

Idk whether to cry, punch something, or hurt myself

might have to disappear/leave for a while sorry guys mom stuff