tw: idk violence again???
genuinely I need to be hurt so I can learn a lesson again, it’s clear that’s the only way I learned, I mean I couldn’t sit for days my lower back stung, it was frightening and I deserved it, every single yell and every single tug on my arm to drag my unwilling body to the porch, I deserved it all and I still do
i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds
If you have really fuckass scars when you cut over them the cut won’t close :,)
you have no idea genuinely how much it is taking not to snap then kill myself
*screaming and beating my head against the wall*
AT LEAST SHES NICE SOMETIMES
I love having a big brother figure on here I’m sobbing
is it bad I kinda get serotonin when I see people getting upset at my mother
I shouldn’t be it’s no big deal, he didn’t even do anything now I just can’t stop thinking about past stuff
I’m kinda upset at my dad
I hate that half if not more of the things that come up when I want a drawing ref for a fat person is just memes
I am not your spectacle to laugh at. I am so done.
the way I just screamed because this NEAR adult is so fucking stupid GSAIGSAIVSJWBSU DO YOU HAVE ANY COMPREHENSION SKILLS? ARE YOU FUCKING BRAINDEAD YOU HAIRY BALLSACK BITCH
Staring at him, knowing you’ll never see him the same and god it makes me sick
im thinking drugs but that too
What’s the closest thing to dying that’s not dying