What's Your Favorite Song Today

Leidensweg

Wie kann man dem schmerz entgehen

Wie kann man nur das gute sehen

Wie kann man positiv bleiben

Und nur glückliche texte schreiben

Ich will es wissen ich will es können

Ich will alles furcht einflößende im Fegefeuer

verbrennen,

die guten Träume auswendig kennen

Und die Freudentränen in der Sanduhr fangen

Nur wie soll das gehen

Ich kanns weder sehen noch verstehen

Wärs nur so einfach wie rasenmähen

Die leute sagen das schaffst du schon das wird

schon gehen

Du hattest bis jetzt ja auch kein problem

So blind kann man nur sein ohne schmerz

Denn wenn der körper leidet, leidet auch das herz.

-B.I

Literally me every day 😅🥴🙏

Is anyone else having the sudden urge

to go on a random road trip at 2 AM

and talk about life with a person that

matters while listening to music and

eating junk food or is it just me ???

Hard feelings.

Now I’m in his bed

This moment fulfilling every dream I ever had

Cuddles, kisses and he treats me like a Mrs.

But there is no satisfaction in it

There has to be a problem with me at least a bit,

cause I thought we were the perfect fit.

Now my thoughts keep running crazy

Just like Donald Loves Daisy

and I dancing with Swazy

while smoking the blunt Bob said is hazy.

This makes no sense ?

Oh didn’t knew that, thanks.

I know I should enjoy

Not all men treat woman like a toy

But it’s so hard to believe

Because of all the pain I received.

-B.I

Thank you so much for liking my posts, I really appreciate that🥰💕& thanks for your reply too.. though it was hard to digest it first😅, but i think I really needed that. To love ourselves is something I’ve only read about till now😅but it’s just always confusing.. i mean i do all that self care n all of my own stuff🤔🤷‍♀️😕… but yeah, I do admit I don’t really have that mentality😅.. ‘To actually love myself the way I expect someone else would’ is something I need to look into. Like I really think you were right with that! I do think whenever/if i will be in a relationship, i do have a huge tendency to turn into someone clingy (if not by actions then thoughts🤔)..

Also yes😁, I went through your poems and read each of them😍they’re really well-written & relatable. I’m not much of a poet or a writer myself😅, but i can say.. I really enjoyed reading yours🙌😁n they do get the msg through!✨

Hey i just wanted to say that i am so touched by your message ! I am so happy i touched you with my words and that you understood that i meant it ally by heart and for your happiness. I hope you have started working on loving yourself more because you deserve to be loved !!!!! ❤️❤️

And thank you for all your kind and nice kompliments to my poems, its such a blessing when my work gets appreciated 🥰🙏🫶❤️

Keep on beeing such a beautiful person beeing and always protect but not prison your heart ❤️❤️❤️ (learned that from a beautiful person)

@winterpilgrim

Can’t describe how beautiful this is.

Insane Work from a wonderful soul

@winterpilgrim

I love it ! 🤍

the hardest quest of the day

is the journey to my bed.

the place where all my thoughts

go racing in my head.

.

lavender tea, a hint of honey,

my nightly calm routine.

bittersweet potion to aid the fight

with the demons that I keep.

.

climb in cold sheets, pen in hand

my notebook in my lap.

these words are my sword and shield.

attack, attack, attack.

-Ink Knight-

BL 2022

Lügen Labyrinth

Sommer sonne sonnenschein

Ich bin so verwirrt das kanns nicht sein

Ich will ans gute der welt glauben und meinem

instinkt vertrauen

Doch wie soll ich es durchschauen?

Bei So viel hass und von liebe kein hauch.

Aber wer sucht sich das schon aus

Es ist wie das Labyrinth und die maus

Du kommst aus dem ganzen nicht raus

Es scheint so als gäbe es einen weg

Und es kommt nur raus, wer den richtigen geht

Doch es gibt kein ende, keine lösung

Halt dich fest, schnall dich an, check die

sicherung

Denn das was ich dir jetzt sag bringt vielleicht

Verzweiflung

Die welt ist nicht fair

Ich weiss das ärgert sich sehr

Aber sie ist nicht korrekt

Und sie hilft dir nicht wenn du in der scheisse

steckst

Es gibt keine garantie

Und die liebe findest du villeicht nie

Aber sei dir eines gewiss

Es ist der glaube und der richtige biss

Der dich trägt durch all das leid

Und durch all die negative zeit.

Du fragst was ich damit mein ?

Ganz einfach, du sollst sein

Du selbst sein

Und fällst du in einen graben hinein

Dann buddel dich nicht noch weiter rein

Strebe nach dem besten in dir

Denn glaub mir…

Du bist das beste an dir.

-B.I

Reality Check

Hello again after a while

I know, such long absence is not my style

But i have so many struggles to deal with

I am praying for „its getting better“

to be no myth

So i packed up my warmest sweater

And wrote this letter

Its about feelings happy or sad

Its about the best i ever had

And all the times i got mad

Mad because i feel so empty

Like the nutella jar on day twenty

But no one is seeing

My loneliness and emptiness

Just how well i‘m being

How thin i‘m becoming

All the happiness

All the dm‘s incoming

I must be famous or something

I wish someone would look under this cover

If its my mother a brother or a lover

I just want it to be recognised

To be recognised that i‘m not doing well

and its a long way down i fell

To come for me, to love for me, to fight for me

and to never leave me

But the longer i wait the more i understand

That there will be no one coming

And it has to be me I’m counting

I have to come for me, love me, fight me, and

never ever leave me

Its like in Phantom of the Opera

„Learn to be lonely

Learn to find your way in darkness

Who will be there for you“

And i think thats true

-B.I

Hello, welcome and thanks for listening!

Its so hard to start such a thing

But i will give you the best i can bring.

I want to speak out loud

Everything I’m ashamed of and proud.

Never been easy to express real emotion

But if you give it a try, give me a try…

my words will hit you like a massive explosion.

So please keep reading my quotes

It will raise your inner fear and hidden hopes.

-B.I

Cloudy thoughts

Laying in bed,

so much stuff in my head

cant decide what i think about

so much shit to care about.

So much questions to understand

but who will respond to em ?

I cant say whats right or wrong

but does anybody can ?

Looking out my window,

thinking is there anything we know.

Everyone doing their daily routine

thinking they’re doing their own thing.

But that’s wrong

cause we’re following the system for way too long

Nothing we do is our own choice

Its just the only way we survive in this weird place.

But the’re is a way to escape

This is a experience just a few people can make

This exit is called love

Its a feeling u cant get enough

Its the way out of this grey place

And i can feel it when i look into your face

-B.I