sometimes I forget not everyone has spent 6 hours reading fica about their favorite characters on. school night cuz they had to cover the hole in their heart when there isn't any canon content anymore 💔💔
Fanfiction literally cannot "normalize" anything. Fanfiction is a weird little niche and fics are not something with massive cultural impact.
lovely character. i need him to finally break down sobbing clutching his chest like it'll stop the pain crumpling to the floor begging God to either help him or let him die
how do you feel knowing I cried reading this
Thinking about…
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Tomura who loves you so damn much but he really doesn't know how to show it. He’s not one for physical touch, especially in the beginning. He’s…scared, to put it simply. He doesn’t want to risk a repeat of what happened in the past. Doesn’t want to risk losing you. No, he loves you too much.
And that's why he put so much more effort into attempting to control his quirk, and when that didn’t work, he turned it into discipline. He trained himself to be nimble and precise, always knowing where and how to move his hands so that they could never hurt you.
So when he finally has the courage to hold your hand, his pinky slightly lifted up and away from your skin, he finds himself falling in love all over again. Your hand fits in his just perfectly, and your skin is so much softer than his, even if there's scabs or scars, hell, even if you have a skin conduction, he can't help but think your hands are perfect.
He doesn’t stop there. Once you two begin to get more comfortable with each other, you begin to learn his love language isn’t throwing random insults he doesn't mean, but rather, physical touch. He can’t keep his hands off you, always wanting to be near and next to you, holding your hand, leaning against you, anything.
When you’re idly sitting on the couch, he’ll sit right next to you, and when I mean next to you, you better believe he’s not leaving an inch of space between you. His thigh is pressed against you almost uncomfortably, his arm is thrown over your shoulder and bringing you closer, his hand gently rubbing small circles into your shoulder.
When you’re laying in bed together, he'll bring you close to his chest, smelling your hair brazenly with long obnoxious sniffs. He’d kiss your face, purposefully rubbing his dry skin against you, both to irritate you and to nuzzle into you like a weird cat. He throws his legs over yours, tangling them together under the sheets as he mumbles something inherently about some new game he started playing.
Oh, but it doesn't stop there. He’s so obnoxious now that he has the confidence to touch you. Always standing next to you, holding you hand even when you’re busy or talking to someone. Often more than not, you have to smack him away while you’re busy with something else, but you always feel so bad after, when he gives you these sad little eyes :(
Tomura, who really has a bad staring problem. Even from across the room you can see him staring, his red eyes narrowing like a cats whenever you purposefully ignore him, and sometimes you swear you could see little cat ears flattening along his head. But really, he does all this because he loves you. And you wouldn't have it any other way.
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A/N: uughhh sorry ive been so dead!!! once again...writers block..
Tomura Shigaraki:
“A villain am I? When I demand loyalty from my minions I reward them with protection. My armies know I will provide for their widows. My workers are all well fed. The children will never know grown men chasing them away for being monsters. What has your king provided for your loyalty?”
OMG YES!!! I fucking HATE how the anime doesn't even mention it as something important, like girl that man's being forced to WEAR his dead loved ones hands cause a bald ugly fucker told him so????
it's a shame how the show didn't even bothered to elaborate Tomura's life pre LoV more cuz I would love to have stuff like that being explained and detailed
is this just me or does nobody else really understand the horrifying implications of the hands tomura has to wear? people just say “haha handyman” and dont think harder about it, but just imagine having to wear your family’s disembodied hands around everyday because some bald fuck made you to “keep the hate closer to your heart.” girl, what the fuck. and even if you dont think tomura is a victim of csa, the idea of wearing your family’s cold, dead hands and feeling all that guilt, rage, disgust, and whatever else all the fucking time and not even being able to remember why is horrifying in and of itself, without even bringing in the fact that all for one is a fucking freak. also, those things have got to STANK by now. no amount of formaldehyde can fix that
he gets one second of screen time and I'm already all shy and happy, c'mon man he just got here calm down 😭🙏
I know for a fact that I’m in love with him cause ain’t no way I just squealed, giggled and kicked my feet all because my s/o came on screen 😭😭😭
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Guys I've figured out Tumblr! I swear we're all hooked on the same 3 things rn...
stop throwing salt on my open wound I beg
Tenko and his mama. The need to draw them 🧍🏼♀️
he/him (also they/them if u want to) currently Tomura Shigaraki obsessed (😞) Also I'm 17 now :P
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