OMMMGGGG I WANT TO SEE A BACKSOTRY EPISODE WITH FRECKLE AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

*SLAM*

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MITSKI REFERENCE.

(tell me don’t so I can crawl back in)

Ballister, writing on the Innocence Wall with a glitter gel pen: I'm losing my sense of humanity. Nothing matters. God is dead. There is blood on my hands

the current state of what's in my head (no thoughts only them)

angel has never experienced a healthy relationship with his sexuality.

when he was alive, he would have had to hide it; maybe a few chaste kisses with guys here and there, maybe a single trip to a basement bar that required knowing the right people and the right password- but never anything substantial, or open, or fulfilling. and even if he could have those experiences, they were dangerous; he’s the son of a high power mob boss, and angel cares so much about his family- about molly- that he would never do anything to jeopardize that.

so when he gets to hell, he’s vulnerable. he’s pent up. he’s spent thirty years in life suppressing his sexuality- but here, with all of the other queers? with all of the people like him? he experiments, and gets a rush because it’s new, and he’s new, and shiny, and easy to manipulate. he has a new body that he needs to understand, anyway, right? there’s no harm in trying things out.

and when valentino gets a whiff of him, when he sees a sparkling new sinner ready and willing to learn in death what he could never have in life, he easily jumps in for the kill.

angel’s foundation of his sexuality is manipulated. it’s not until he meets husk that he, for the first time since he was born, since he was alive, has a sexual experience that’s founded on consent and his pleasure, not just what he’s supposed to like. and that’s terrifying, but it brings its own thrill at the same time. husk is the first person to care about him in public, in ways angel didn’t know he needed, in ways not just focused on coercion or obligation.

No thats not the point, but i dont wanna fight you on this.

More eyebags fans should become acne fans I think acne should get the eyebag treatment

grom lumity redraw bc my school ball was on saturday^^ second slide was from 2020

Update: my stomach has decided to start a revolution wondering why I would commit atrocities against my digestive system.

I mixed sparkling water with orange juice and I'm not sure whether I like it.

headcanon that angel and alastor will sometimes pretend to be romantically involved in subtle ways when they go out, because NO ONE is gonna mess with angel if they see him holding hands with the radio demon.

(angel told husk about this after the first time alastor put his arm around him when he was being harassed -- and husk doesn't mind because he knows full well that alastor considers angel his family, in a way that makes the mere idea of anything explicitly romantic or sexual with angel absolutely repulsive to him.)

sure, angel can handle himself -- a lot of the time. but it gets really fucking overwhelming when every other person leers at him, either because (and not just the fact that he's famous) they're judging him, are off-put by his gender presentation or something else about him (his outfits in general, how he's often high in public, how he usually has marks on him like visible bruises), or because they're "interested."

none of these are any better than the other. and then there's all the comments.

sometimes he doesn't feel like holding his head high or sarcastically dismissing them. sometimes he feels like he can't breathe. sometimes he wants to get violent, or scream, or run away, or curl up in a ball on the ground.

sometimes he just doesn't want to be alone.

😭😭😭😭COME ON I JUST WOKE UP

Complete ❤️😔 @caramelCat85

Real real real real really so fucking real

HEAR ME OUT

6arleyhuman and Angel Dust = same animal

done talking now