My Name Is Abed.

Oc for hotd cause my brain won’t stop thinking about this

Probably going to delete it later (this is just a wip)

Her name is Neelu but her friends call her Blue

I lied, I lost the idea but TRUST I'll find it

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OMG THIS IS MY FIRST QUESTION!! OK I NEED TO CHILL

Ok first thanks for the question anon, second I already made a post about why it's taking me so long but in summary I'm kindaaaaa losing a bit of interest in hotd, but still I'm trying to get new ideas so I can at least finish it. BUT DO NOT WORRY, I'LL STILL WRITE IT

Characters I write for

Neteyam

Lo'ak

Kiri

Sully family (platonic)

Jake sully (platonic, I love Jeytiri)

Neytiri (again platonic)

Tsireya

Announcement: I'm back to school so I unfortunately I will be busy but I will do my best to make new chapters for my fics and because I need to do this to keeymy mental state sane.

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Reader was dealing with some paperwork as she was walking around the castle, instructing the maids and waving off the knights, feeling stressed about the days as there were some problems with the small folks she has to deal with. After she signed the last paper and gave them to her messanger she went to her chambers to relax and closed and locked her door "do not let anyone in here" she instructed her knights as she closed it. She finally relaxed after took off the heavy weight, both mentally and physically, of her crown and sets it down along with her cloak. She sat on her bed, a thoughtful expression on her face as she looked at her arms and hands before taking off the gloves and showing her black veins, a bit more rised up than yesterday due to the stress. She sighed at the look of her arms and hands, feeling defeated and tired from not finding anything for this 'curse' she had for years. She clasped her hands and thinks of the first time they started appearing

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She was six years old and was running around when she suddenly felt some sting in her fingers, but only thought of it as a bee sting of something and continues to play with her sister Kirsi. They were playing all day and the stings started to really hurt, and that's when she noticed a small shade of black and was confused as she doesn't remember eating anything that could have stained her fingers. She immediately went to her uncle Dedalus and let him look at it "mmm, I have never seen anything like this, I must search it up in our books" he said as he looks at her parents, who were worried for her, her mother holding her close while her father went to pick up Kirsi "please find some brother, we don't know what cit could do to our girl" her father said before he and his wife went to put the girls to bed.

As Reader was sleeping she found herself in a weird dream, a woman, who looks at her in disdain and anger walked towards her and watched her with her black scleras "who are you?" Reader asked as she was scared of the dark place and the woman in front of her "I am the one who will find you and kill you and your family for what your ancestors did to me, for exiling me. I will get my revenge on you and everyone else little girl" she said before giving a screeching scream scaring Reader who also screamed. She immediately woke up, drenched in sweat as she looked around, scared to see the woman again in her chamber and screamed as the door opened before relaxing again as it was just her mother "oh my sweet girl, what's wrong" she asked as she gently carassed reader's hair as she breaths heavily before crying in her mother's embrace "mama, there was a a woman and she was so scary...s-she said she'll k-kill me and our family!" She said as she grips her mother's clothes "oh, my sweet girl, she won't bother us anymore, it was just a nightmare, nothing less" her mother comforts her as she rocks reader and signs a lullaby to lure her to sleep again

Reader slowly fell back asleep as she leaned on her mother and got tucked in bed, thinking all of this was just a nightmare and she'll be fine.

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She's now older and the nightmares continued, getting more gruesome and feeling more close each day. As she looked at her arms and hands she knew that woman put this 'curse' on her and sighs. She thought of her children and her need to keep them safe, even if it meant keeping them away from her. It pained her to keep all.of these secrets from them, to not let them worry too much and keeping them away from the danger no matter how much training she and her family gave them.

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"mama, what are those?" Her boy asked as his sisters were playing outside and he was with her. Reader looked at her arms and hands and debated herself in revealing her secret to her child before looking at him and seeing his child innocent, unaware of the danger that lurked towards them and the danger it posed on their whole family. In that moment she promised herself to never tell them about the 'curse' and made up a lie, as much as she hates liars and lying "they're just some ink that I spilled while working on some paper sweet boy" she said with a soft smile, masking the guilt she felt for lying to her son. He nodded at her, believing it, and went outside to play with his sisters and cousins. She sighed as she watched them from a window "you need to tell me" Kirsi said, standing by the door and looking at her sister "I can't. I won't put this burden on them" she said turning towards her, looking determined to keep her vow "and when they start to get older and demand more answers, what would you? You can't keep lying to them sister" Kirsi said walking inside the chamber and towards her sister "I don't know, I'll think of something" she said sighing as she looked at her "what would you do when that woman will finally find us?" Kirsi asked feeling more tense and worried, and a bit frustrated in her sister "... I'll send them away, keep them out of danger" reader said looking at her sister, surprising her "...and what would you say? They will question why they are being sent away from their home" she said to her "I'll find something to say, I need to keep them safe. They're my whole world and I'd rather die than let her hurt my children" she said determined and turned towards the window "...you should be there now" she said to Kirsi, confusing her "why?" "Cause your child is about to jump from a tree to try and get in the lake" she said smirking as she watched her sister running out mumbling 'gods be damned, not again'.

She chuckled to herself and looked at the drawings of her children 'i'm going to do whatever it takes to protect them, cause that's what a mother does' she thought as she put the drawings in the stack she has specially for them.

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Now she was wearing her night robe and looking determined, she settled her spear and bow and arrow by her bed for any attempts or whatnot and was about to lay on her bed, having snuff out the candles and put everything in order, but got interrupted by a raven on her window. She looked confused as she didn't expect anything today as she takes the letter and looked even more surprised by the letter coming from Jacaerys and Baela. As she read the letter she sighed in disappointment and resignement "of course those three couldn't go a day without causing problems and to their half-siblings of all" she mumbles as she continues to read the letter. As she finished the letter she sighed as she knew she had to go to King's Lynn and deal with them and their behaviour but suddenly she heard a noise outside and went towards the window to go and check it out. At first she didn't see anything until she saw a woman, that woman, in the woods looking at her and then leaving. She had wide eyes as shock and dread covered her up like a dark cloud hanging on her, before taking a deep breath and looking at the moon. She now had a determined look on her face

'Gods be dammed '

Fifth chapter whoo! Hope you all like it and keep taking care of yourselfs! (Edit it out cuz I got a better ending)

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Agh!" Reader groans as she felt another kick on her face., she betterns her fighting stance and looks at the spirit and counterattack it's moves, dodging another kick and going to punch it on the jaw, making it dizzy for a moment, and so, using the moment of distraction, she kicks it side and then knees it under the chin, making it fall on the ground. Jus as the spirit is about to get up, a small dark orb is on front of its face, stopping it "don't move" reader warns as she stands on its chest, panting heavily due to the intense and long practice. The spirit looks surprised by the action before it smiles at her proudly and gets up "good job you're ready..." Reader looks at it in glee "physically" it ends the sentence, making her smile flatter.

"What? What do you mean? I've beaten you" she said to it in impatience and frustration, "you did but you have a heavy burden on your chest. You're not ready emotionally and spirituality. You need to let go of such burden" it sits down on the ground and takes a meditative stance. Reader looks at it in anger and frustration and goes to leave the training ground before a wall of light stops her in her tracks. She looks towards the spirit and freezes at the stern look on its face "you cannot leave until you've let go of your burden. Sit" it said in a way to show that it won't take any protest. Reader looks at it before sighing and sitting down, mirroring its meditative stance.

An hour pass and reader opens her eyes to check on the spirit, trying to gauge it's expressions "so not look at me. You still haven't let go of your resentment and anger", its words surprised Reader who looks at the spirit in shock before trying to hide her frustration "I'm not angry " she said.

The spirit opens it's eyes and looks at her "do not lie to me child, I can see through you", and because of those simple words reader's facade falls and she sighs "... I'm not angry... I'm sad... I'm frustrated that I lost my twin...no...my brother, just my brother" she said as she looks down, not noticing the figures that were starting to represent what is happening in her mind "I mean, not physically of course but I lost him in all the other senses, because I'm alone. Before the ninjas, before Wu, before everything, it was just me and Lloyd against the world, trying to follow our father steps in conquering the world, something all kids wanted to do" she says, the figures representing her and Lloyd, when he was still in a child's body, playing together and scheming together "but then...the tomorrow's tea accident happed and everything changed. He stopped playing, he stopped talking or even notice me anymore...it was like, I became a stranger to him...and that hurt" she says as tears starts falling down her child's face "....It really hurt... because he was the only family I had left. Our father was Lord Garmadon and our mother abandoned us...and when she...when she came back she only focused on Lloyd and I felt once again overlooked, unimportant. The ninjas, our uncle and our parents focused on him and no one seemed to notice me unless I made myself known by throwing a tantrum or when I'm alone with one of them...and even then... it's like they can't see me for me... just Lloyd's former twin and now just his little sister. All I want is for someone to see me, not Lloyd's sister, not a Darkley student, not lord Garmadon's daughter or master Wu's nine, but as Reader Garmadon. Is that so hard to do?..I guess it is if no one could do that. I'm not part of their family...I will never be" she says with her hands on her hair, looking like she was struggling to hold back from ripping it apart.

the spirit looks at her sympathetic and straightens it's stance "what about your friends? Strymyr, Namir and Phytios? Do they not see you?" It asks softly "my friends?...they do see me but...they don't know how I really feel but... they're also the only people who seem to care about me" she says as she calms down a bit, breathing slowly to calm her nerves "and do you care about them?" It asks "...I do...I really do. they're my best friends... they're my family" she smiles to herself at the realisation and looks at the spirit with tears in her eyes still falling down. The spirit leans closer and wipes her tears away with a small smile "... you're ready" it says softly. Reader's eyes widens and she smiles widely and hugs it "thank you...mom" she said softly. The spirit looks shocked and smiles softly and hugs her back "it's alright my sweet baby" it says.

Soon Reader falls asleep due to the strain of the training and the emotional baggage she unfolded. The spirit holds her and walks inside the monastery and walks towards Reader's room when it heard the ninjas talking about needing to go to the Eye of the Storm to find the realm's crystal. It listens to them talking before looking at Reader sleeping in their arms and walking away and to her room. It puts her under the blankets and tucls her in and kisses her forehead without a soft tone it says

“Good night my baby, save your strength and energy for the battle when it will come"

Whooooo I'm finally back, sorry for the delay, school was decimating me but I'm back. Hope you enjoy this and sorry if you thinks it's short. Enjoy, have a good morning, evening or night and remember to stay hydrated