Sometimes I get worried I'll never be good enough to deserve a caregiver. I feel like caregiving is an inherently unequal thing of me letting someone see my weakest side where I can't produce anything to be good enough for them and why would anyone want to support me in that way if I'm not doing something for them in return.
I made myself a sticker chart :3
I give myself a sticker whenever I do something hard. My first sticker was for spending 8 hours figuring out these two really hard assignments
I think once I've filled it all up I'll get myself a treat like a happy meal or some calico critters
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Jayce/Viktor (League of Legends), Jayce & Viktor (League of Legends) Characters: Jayce (League of Legends), Viktor (League of Legends) Additional Tags: Age Regression/De-Aging, Snow Day, Panic Attacks, Jayce Needs a Hug (League of Legends), Mentioned Ximena Talis, Flashbacks, Set in Season 01 Between Act 01 and Act 02 (Arcane: League of Legends), Jayce is a Sweetheart (League of Legends) Summary:
After the first snowfall of the year in Piltover Jayce is reminded of his past and regresses back into the little kid who held his mother and called into the void for help. But now he has Viktor who is sure to make sure he's cozy and has a fun snow day in the lab
-------------- or: Jayce age regresses and Viktor is there to care for him
when you can't regress so you hang out with you friends until they make you feel so excluded that you involuntarily regress
A caregiver that comforts you when you're too picky to eat what they made for you.
They take put care into your snack time, making you grilled cheese, with milk and grapes and they took the time to take the grapes off the stem so you wouldn't have to.
But when you're eating they notice you haven't touched the grapes
"what's wrong, I thought you loved grapes?"
"oh I'm sowwy, I do but when you take them off they get all squishy and icky and I... It's all icky I can't eat it"
"oh I'm sorry little one, don't worry I'll just get you more grapes that are still on the stem"
"but you put all that effort in and now it's going to waste"
"I put effort in so you can enjoy this meal, for you to have a bad time eating it would be putting my effort to just as much waste"
I think it's funny how the term nsfw changed from actually being about what you can't do at work to just a kinda general category of s*xual and v*olent things
Cause like agere is always about being sfw but it's not actually something you could do at work lol
I need a caregiver so badly. Like I think I'm doing pretty well taking care of myself but I just need someone to pick me up and give me a bottle and let me cry out and call them mama
when you write out a really long post then try to copy and paste it only you accidentally copy an empty line and erase everything :'(
"Autistic adults are adults"
But what if I don't wanna :(
🥳🥳🥳HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🥳🥳🥳
MY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW GUYS IM GOING TO BE A BIG GIRL
I is so sick but I still made din din for myself
I wuv appy slices n sweet potatos sooooo much
age regressor (3-8 little, 19 big). trans guy (he/him). special interest is arcane :D. feel free to say hi. nsfw or kink dni
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