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— Bebê, tudo bem? — Percy teve que perguntar.
Geralmente Percy não se preocuparia se Nico ficasse longos períodos em seu mundinho feliz e submisso. A verdade é que ele gostava de ver Nico completamente sob seu controle, obedecendo cada ordem sua e se esforçando tanto atender suas vontades que se fosse por ele, esses momentos entre quatro paredes nunca teriam fim. Entretanto, o céu já começava a escurecer e ele podia ouvir o barulho da risada de seus irmãos e a voz de sua mãe os repreendendo.
Era nessas horas que Percy desejava ser um adulto e não ter que dividir o tempo que tinha com Nico, e muito menos deixar que eles vissem Nico em seu estado mais vulnerável. Sinceramente? Percy não se importava como outras pessoas iriam reagir e sim, como Nico se sentiria quando enfim emergisse de seu estado leve e contente.
Percy fez o melhor que pôde para que Nico se sentisse seguro o suficiente para sair de seu transe. Eles tomaram um longo banho de banheira, lavou os cabelos de Nico, ofereceu a comida favorita de Nico e depois o fez tirar uma soneca. Isso costumava ser o bastante para fazer Nico voltar ao normal. Hoje? Nico parecia especialmente decidido a se manter distante.
— Bebê? — Percy chamou mais uma vez.
Nico meramente levantou a cabeça que estava encostada em seu peito e se acomodou melhor debaixo das cobertas, piscando lentamente, parecendo esperar pela próxima ordem.
— Eu preciso que você volte para mim.
— Voltar? — Nico franziu a testa e se sentou, tentando raciocinar.
— Faz cinco horas. Quer jantar?
— Oh. — O vinco desapareceu do rosto de Nico, mas ele continuou como estava, lento e dócil, sem questionar nada. — Tudo bem.
Nico, então, se levantou. Ele se arrastou para fora da cama e, calmamente, calçou o sapato, andou até a porta do quarto e o esperou, paciente, obediente, quase se curvando, segurando as próprias mãos atras das costas.
Percy suspirou, pelo menos Nico não estava completamente aéreo. Aquilo era tudo sua culpa, sabia bem disso. Não era isso o que ele queria? Nico completamente obediente e submisso cem por cento do tempo?
No fim, Nico estava certo. O que Percy realmente queria era diversão e realizar suas fantasias mais obscuras.
Momentos mais tarde, Percy percebeu que não tinha motivos para se preocupar. Eles desceram as escadas, comeram sem nada estranho acontecer e Nico até interagiu com Tyson e Grover, ajudando Sally a colocar as travessas na mesa. Houve um momento em que Nico e Sally sumiram para dentro da cozinha e só voltaram dez minutos depois, momento que Percy pensou estar encrencado, mas tudo o que viu foi Nico se sentar em seu colo e encostar a cabeça em seu ombro, e Sally, que sorriu para ele toda orgulhosa.
***
Às vezes, Percy desejava voltar ao momento onde seus pais ainda eram casados e sua família tinha muito menos dinheiro. Isso significaria menos responsabilidades, mais tempo livre e menos estresse em sua vida. Primeiro, sua mãe teve a brilhante ideia de fazê-lo acordar as cinco horas da manhã naquele fim de semana para ajudar com o faturamento e inventario mensal, algo que um contador poderia fazer facilmente. Mas, não, Sally havia sofrido um golpe no passado e não estava disposta a receber outro. Por isso, todos da família eram obrigados a ajudar. Nico era um caso a parte, é claro, ele já ajudava Sally mais do que devia na cozinha, então, Nico estava dispensado desse trabalho árduo. E se não bastasse isso, eles teriam uma reunião com os abastecedores do restaurante.
Aparentemente, a qualidade dos legumes não estava agradando Sally, e, aparentemente, Percy intimidava qualquer um que olhasse muito tempo para ele. Vai intender. Sendo assim, essa era uma de suas obrigações; sempre que eles tinham que lidar com algum cliente ou prestador de serviço insuportável, ali estaria ele. E dessa vez, era o abastecimento de legumes; sua nova missão era ficar atras da mãe e encarar os homens até que eles concordassem com o novo contrato. Seria engraçado se não tivesse que deixar Nico sozinho em casa.
Mas antes de ir a reunião, Percy fez questão de ir acordar Nico. Sabia que ainda eram oito horas da manhã de um sábado, porém, ainda se lembrava como Nico tinha reagido quando não o encontrou na cama naquela vez que havia visitado o clube de Apolo. Então, sem fazer barulho, Percy subiu as escadas e foi em direção a seu quarto, vendo que a porta estava encostada, podendo ver dentro do quarto pela fresta da porta.
Percy empurrou a porta e o que viu tirou seu folego.
Nico estava no meio do quarto, pelado, cabelos molhados e descalço, de costas para a porta, sentado na beirada da cama. Nela, estava a caixa preta com a coleira, a mesma coleira que ambos tinham decidido ignorar, feito um taboo que nunca deveria ser mencionado. Mas ali estava Nico, segurando a coleira contra seu colo, parecendo admirar a peso em seus dedos longos e magros, completamente calmo e composto, e com a mesma atitude quieta e dócil que havia adotado pelos últimos dias.
Pela primeira vez, decidiu que não tomar nenhuma ação era o melhor a se fazer. Porque, não importava o que ele dissesse ou até mandasse, isso era algo que Nico teria que decidir por si mesmo. E se no final Nico decidisse que não queria nada daquilo, Percy teria que aceitar.
Não demorou para que Percy tivesse sua resposta. Lentamente, Nico levou a coleira até o próprio pescoço e a enrolou em volta de sua pele, ainda sem afivelar o fecho, parecendo medir o peso do couro em sua pele. Quando nada aconteceu, Percy observou Nico afivelar a coleira e continuar segurando o couro contra sua pele, como se a coleira fosse muito pesada para seu pescoço aguentar. Nico se levantou, e ainda de costas para a porta, andou até o espelho que ficava do outro lado do quarto, perto do guarda-roupa. Nico estava se admirando, era isso o que acontecia; ele tocou no couro da coleira, como se acariciasse o pelo de um animal de estimação, e mesmo daquela distância, Percy podia ver a pele oliva escurecendo com o rubor, embora Nico não estivesse entrando em pânico como antes. Afinal, por que ele iria? Era apenas fantasias, não era?
Percy não aguentava mais. Ele marchou a passos decididos para dentro do quarto e parou atras de Nico, quase colado a suas costas, observando agora ambas suas reflexões em frente ao espelho. Era algo automático, suas mãos foram para o pescoço de Nico, seus dedos rodeando o longo pescoço, bem na parte da coleira que agora escondia a gargantilha, massageando a pele que encontrou lá.
— Então você gostou. — Não havia sido uma pergunta, porque a resposta era óbvia. A expressão no rosto de Nico dizia tudo o que Percy precisava saber, e o arfar surpreso e tímido, mais ainda.
— Eu não... eu estava curioso! — Ali estava, a ansiedade vindo feito um trem-bala. Então, o problema devia ser sua presença. Ou talvez a expectativa que o próprio Nico colocava em si mesmo.
Nico deu um passo para a frente, tentando se livrar de suas mãos, e dessa vez, Percy permitiu que Nico fugisse; isso não era algo que ele devia brincar se quisesse que no futuro a visão de Nico usando uma coleira fosse algo cotidiano.
— Tudo bem. Eu não quis te assustar.
— Você não assustou. É só que... você sabe... não sei consigo fazer o que você espera de mim. O diário, são apenas fantasias e... nunca pensei que eu fosse... fosse gostar tanto disso a ponto de ter sexo com alguém. Eu só... eu não sei.
— Eu entendo. — Percy disse em sua voz mais afável.
— Você entende? — Nico abriu bem olhos, parecendo surpreso e tão inocente, que Percy voltou a se aproximar, tocando nos cabelos negros, tentando confortá-lo.
— Tudo bem se você quiser brincar. Tudo bem se você não quiser. A gente não tem que tentar algo novo só porque eu quero.
— Eu pensei que o papel de um submisso fosse fazer as vontades do dominador?
— Isso é uma fantasia, não é? Você mesmo disse. Não quero te forçar.
— Oh. — Nico murmurou, relaxando nos braços de Percy, encostando a cabeça em seu ombro e o abraçando pela cintura. — As vezes, eu sinto que devo fazer certas coisas... quer dizer! Você nunca me pediu para fazer isso...
— Está tudo bem. — Percy disse mais uma vez, sorrindo para Nico, decidindo tirá-lo de sua miséria. — A partir de agora sempre que eu quiser fazer algo vou pedir permissão. Não importa o que seja, mesmo que seja um beijo.
— Sempre?
— E você não tem a obrigação de aceitar ou retribuir, ou de se sentir pressionado.
— Eu não sinto que você me obriga, eu só... — Então Nico olhou para baixo, todo tímido, o virou o rosto para lado tentando se esconder. — É essa vontade incontrolável de... de fazer essas coisas.
— Como o quê?
— De obedecer. Não te desapontar. — Foi quando Percy viu Nico fechar os olhos, os apertando bem forte, ainda com o rosto contra seu ombro. — Eu quero ser o seu bebê e seu bom garoto para o resto da vida. Só seu.
Por essa Percy não esperava! Eles tinham com toda a certeza percorrido um longo caminho até ali. Percy se pegou endireitando as costas e respirando fundo, um sorriso um tanto maníaco se formando em seu rosto, uma reação mais rápida do que ele podia controlar. E tão rápida como veio, aquele senso de satisfação e possessão doentia, também desapareceu, restando a Percy apenas puxar Nico contra seu peito e o abraçar forte.
— Obrigado por me contar. Você é tão corajoso. Meu perfeito bebê, hm?
Nico não disse nada, mas ele gemeu, o abraçando mais forte ainda pela cintura, se encolhendo contra seu peito, quase se fundindo a ele. Percy não trocaria esse momento por nada nessa vida.
***
— Obrigado por me contar. Você é tão corajoso. Meu perfeito bebê, hm?
Sim, ele era! Deuses! Ouvir Percy dizer essas coisas, por mais que Nico já soubesse desse fato, fazia algo dentro dele explodir em contentamento.
Bem, o que ele podia dizer? Tinha decidido se deixar levar.
Quer dizer, o que de tão ruim poderia acontecer além de Percy o levar cada vez mais fundo nesse mar de prazer que ele nem sabia ser possível existir? Do que adiantava fugir e lutar contra esses sentimentos quando sem nem perceber se via no mesmo lugar? Essa sensação leve o fazia se lembrar de um jogo que ele e Percy costumavam jogar quando crianças; a cada vez que venciam um desafio, o jogo os levava a um nível acima, subindo degrau por degrau até chegarem ao nível final.
O problema é que aquele jogo inocente e bobo parecia não ter fim, os degraus se estendendo infinitamente a se perder de vista. Era assim que Nico se sentia, quanto mais longe Percy o levava, mas difícil era encontrar aquele mesmo Nico que havia começado no primeiro nível. As vezes, Nico mal se reconhecia. Não se sentia tão pequeno quanto antes, tão tímido ou tão indefeso. Era como se durante o jogo ele tivesse ganhado poderes especiais e eles ainda estivessem com ele, como se Nico os tivesse sugado para dentro de seu ser, para sempre absorvidos em sua pele. Mas, as vezes, mesmo que não ele quisesse, o velho Nico fazia suas aparições, ele não se orgulhava disso, forçando Percy a dar um passo para trás nessa valsa onde ninguém sabia qual seria o próximo passo. Entretanto, o que ele podia fazer se não entrar no ritmo da dança?
Esse era um bom exemplo, o melhor deles. Sentindo Percy acariciando seus cabelos e deslizando as mãos por suas costas, sempre tentando confortá-lo não importando o motivo. Mesmo quando não havia motivo ou quando o culpado era o próprio Nico. Naquele instante, Nico percebeu que dessa vez não precisava ser confortado, mas que gostava do gesto gentil de qualquer forma.
— Sei que eu posso ser... rigoroso. — Percy murmurou em seu ouvido, roçando a barba que crescia contra seu pescoço, o fazendo estremecer. — Você tem que me dizer se eu estiver sendo exigente.
— Você nunca exigisse o que eu não quero dar.
Essa era a verdade. Por mais que ele hesitasse ou dissesse que não queria, era difícil mentir para si mesmo quando o objeto de sua única obsessão na vida estava bem a sua frente, oferendo tudo o que pensou que nunca teria, ainda fosse tão intenso que parece que estava a ponto de desmaiar a qualquer momento. Não porque fosse ruim, mas porque Nico perdia o folego toda vez que Percy olhava para ele por mais de dois segundos.
Então, Nico sentiu lábios tocando os seus numa caricia doce e lenta, e fechou os olhos, relaxando conforme o beijo continuava; uma mordiscada e uma lambida depois, um arfar, línguas se encontrando em um encaixe perfeito, como sempre tinha sido, como naquela primeira vez onde ele tinha fugido e só voltado dois anos depois. Parecia que era tudo o que Nico tinha feito até esse momento, fugir e se esquivar até que ele não tinha vesse alternativa, até que seu único pensamento fosse se redimir por todo o tempo perdido.
— Bom garoto. — Percy disse colado a seus lábios, pressionando suas bocas juntas pela última vez antes de se afastar, sorrindo para ele.
Nico queria seguir Percy, pedir para ser jogar na cama e continuar subindo os degraus. Percy tinha outras ideias, como ir para longe de Nico e abrir o guarda-roupa, tirando um blazer e uma calça caqui social.
— Você não tinha que sair com seus amigos? — Percy disse, ainda com a cabeça dentro do guarda-roupas.
Isso era verdade. Era por isso que Nico tinha acordado tão cedo em um sábado, se distrair com o pensamento de vestir aquela coleira e se ajoelhar aos pés de Percy, jurando fidelidade e obediência eterna não estava dentro dos planos. Talvez depois do casamento se ele realmente acontecesse.
Quando Percy emergiu, estava completamente vestido. Sapatos italianos, camisa preta, terno completo e cabelos penteados para trás. Nico era tão sortudo! Como ele conseguir noivar com alguém tão bonito e charmoso estava além de sua compreensão.
Nico nem tentou se conter, ele andou até Percy, ficou na ponta dos pés e o beijou novamente, algo rápido e suave, e disse: — Você nunca se veste desse jeito pra mim.
Percy sorriu para ele, daqueles tipos de sorriso de lado e covinhas que o fazia parecer um tubarão, e o segurou pelos cabelos, o fazendo gemer.
— Do que adianta eu me vestir assim se as roupas vão ser tiradas em menos de cinco minutos?
Percy o beijou forte nos lábios, arrancando outro gemido dele e o deixou ir, se olhando uma ultima vez no espelho.
— Porque você não descansa um pouco, hm? Eles podem te esperar.
Bem, descansar não era a palavra certa.
Nico seguiu os olhos de Percy e olhou para o próprio colo. Nico tinha um certo volume aparente, e Percy parecia que iria a qualquer momento se ajoelhar no chão e ajudá-lo com isso. Em seguida, Percy voltou a olhar em seus olhos e sorriu novamente.
— Depois. Eu prometo. — Percy, seu dom cruel, disse, se afastando a lentos passos em direção a porta. Mas antes de ir, disse: — Não se divirta muito sem mim.
Então, parece que estou enrolando, não é? A verdade é que falta pouco de plot para escrever. Vou tentar terminar essa história nas proximas 30 mil palavras. Estou planejando alguns extras também, nada muito complicado.
Obrigada pela presença!
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lil avengers by Hallpen
Hi, how are you? Just in time, huh? I'm trying not to split up the story too much. So, I hope it's acceptable. Feedback is always good.
Enjoy it!
Previous chapters: CHAPTER I / CHAPTER II / CHAPTER III / CHAPTER IV / CHAPTER V / CHAPTER VI / CHAPTER VII / CHAPTER VIII / CHAPTER IX
"Are you ready? I didn't tell you we were coming." Percy took his hand and pulled him out of the car.
Nico couldn't believe he was back in the house where his best memories were made. This was the house of his childhood, the place where he had discovered that love and affection were still possible after his mother death. It was the place where Nico had discovered that love could come in many shapes and sizes and be expressed in simple or complicated ways.
"Maybe we should come back later?”
"She'll be happy to see you.”
"Are you sure?”
"Nico, this is your home too. It always will be.”
Nico had to take a deep breath, stopping in front of the front door. He felt so guilty! Percy wasn't the only person he had left behind. Sally had also been one of them. His second mother, the person he could tell everything after Percy, always offering him a tight hug and an open kitchen.
"Percy, I--”
"Shhh." Percy held his hand, smiled at him and finally pushed open the door of the house, leading him inside. "Mom! We're here!”
It didn't take long. Soon they could both hear the sound of heels on the white granite floor, and appearing from one of the doors that Nico knew to be in the kitchen, Sally came almost running and with so much energy that for a moment Nico saw himself in the past, the first time he had come through that same door, seeing the simple but elegant decor. Cream-colored sofas, almost white blue walls, puffs and blankets scattered around the room and a large television. The smell was the same, the same fragrance of freshly made food, sweet and sour, making him smile immediately.
"Nico, my son." That was all he heard before Sally's attack came, thin, strong arms encircled him and long, dark brown hair fell over him, Sally's perfume was still the same.
"Gods, look how much you've grown! And those cheeks, hm? So pretty.”
"Mom!”
"Percy, look at him. Have you sorted yourselves out? I hope so! You've been gone for three days! That's the least I can hope for.”
"Sally." Nico finally said, smiling, and leaned towards her, receiving another hug from Sally with pleasure.
"I can't believe I'm getting my assistant back! Our menu has suffered with you gone. How about we discuss it tomorrow? Are you staying with us today? What a question! Of course you are.”
Sally took his hand, pulling him towards the kitchen and Nico looked back, seeing Percy shrug. He knew it would take time for Sally to grow tired of him now. And as the saying goes, "like mother, like son", or something like that. And since there was no point in fighting with any of the Jacksons, Nico let himself be carried away by Sally, not that he minded; it was always fun to spend a few hours in Sally Jackson's company, delicious food, relaxed conversation and a friendly shoulder to vent on.
***
It had been a long time since Percy had walked the streets of his neighborhood. They weren't what they used to be, from quiet and humble to full of tall buildings and noisy cars due to the subway line located a few blocks from his house. The good thing about all this was that now there was a store or a market, or even a shopping center, on practically every corner. Which was exactly what he was looking for. Walking nonchalantly, Percy went straight to a stationery store and soon found what he was searching for, a dark leather journal with a delicate and beautiful appearance, just like Nico.
He paid for it, walked around the mall and found himself standing in front of a familiar Jewelry store, remembering going into that place years ago and buying something special, but never going through with his plan. Now, a few hours later, he was on his way home. Imagine his surprise when his mother's helpers came in with bags after bags of food and pots and pans. Percy wasn't even surprised anymore. In fact, it was a familiar sight, but one he hadn't seen since Nico had left, the house full and the scent of sweets and snacks permeating the air.
Well, it looked like his present would have to wait.
Without being seen, he went to his room, left the bag on the bed and opened the first drawer of the dresser, finding the rings he had bought. Could this be the moment he had been waiting for? After all, they had already made it clear that they loved each other, so why not take the next step? He had learned that the best thing to do was never to assume anything, and if he didn't speak up, how would Nico know? Percy couldn't wait to see Nico's reaction.
So, exchanging the rings for the diary, he took the box with the rings and put the diary in the drawer, feeling confident. Percy left the bedroom and headed towards the kitchen, almost running into a girl wearing an apron from his mother's restaurant. She apologized and hurried out of the house, without the usual flattery. He hoped this one would last longer than the others. It wasn't that his mother was a bad boss, the problem was that most people didn't have the same enthusiasm as she or Nico had when it came to cooking.
Percy finally entered the kitchen and was faced with a full feast. He saw roasted, fried and boiled meats, grains and pasta of all kinds, not to mention sweets and salty foods that weren't all that healthy.
“Are we having a gala dinner or what?" He had to ask as soon as he entered the kitchen. It was kind of funny. Sally and Nico were there, along with several helpers, covered in flour and other things Percy couldn't identify, all wearing identical aprons and moving around in such an organized way that they looked like worker ants.
"You're right, darling!" His mother exclaimed. She wiped her hand on a towel, as energetic as he'd seen her in a long time, or at least not at this "child who ate too much sugar" level, and hugged him tightly, before walking back into the kitchen to check the oven and make sure everything was in order. "Call your friends! Call your friends' friends. No, better yet, call your friends' parents too.”
Percy wasn't sure about that. Did he even still has that many friends left? Percy shrugged, about to do what his mother had asked when Nico appeared in front of him, trying to find a place to put some sort of whitish cake on the table.
"I will help you.”
Percy moved some things around and finally found a space, taking the dish from Nico's hands and placing it on the counter.
"Here's my baby. Where have you been?”
"I'm not your baby.”
“ You are not?”
Was now a good time? No matter how Nico was dressed, in his school uniform or in his tight pants, and even now with flour from head to toe, Nico would always be the prettiest and cutest thing Percy would ever see, especially when he tried not to be embarrassed by this public display of affection.
Percy put his hand in his pocket, touched the box and watched for a moment, seeing Nico lower his head, his black hair protected by a hairnet, allowing him to see the blush spreading strongly across his dark face and down his long, elegant neck. Percy didn't hold back, he grabbed the back of Nico's neck and pulled him close, kissed him slowly and longingly, and only stopped when he heard a moan and the sudden silence that followed; the murmurs around them stopped and so did the sound of banging pots and pans.
"Per," Nico whispered in an almost non-existent voice and grabbed his arm, his face now on fire. So shy and so sweet, Percy could feel the sugar on Nico's tongue and the sweetness in his gentle touch.
But just when he thought Nico would pull away, as he often had in the past, Nico just stood there, clinging to his arm, looking at him without knowing what to do. Maybe this wasn't the right moment, because if Nico had reacted like this to just one kiss, caught off guard and all anxious, what would Nico do if he got down on one knee in the middle of the kitchen?
Unfortunately, when something like that used to happen, Nico wouldn’t know what to do. He would freeze from head to toe, and as if he had no script for this kind of situation, Nico rather do nothing for fear of making a mistake.
"Beautiful. Give me a hug, hm?”
Nico blinked slowly and bit his lips, looking unsure. In the end, Nico did as Percy asked. He put his arms around Percy's waist and hugged him tightly for a long moment, hiding his face against his neck, Percy hugged him back and stroked Nico's long hair, comforting him.
"Right.” Percy raised his head and, still hugging Nico, looked around at each of his mother's helpers, which had the desired effect.
Everyone began to move as one and the atmosphere returned to normal. He thought about apologizing to Nico, but the thought of Nico understanding that kissing him in front of other people was wrong made his stomach churn. Nico was a very perceptive being, and if he understood that he was doing something wrong, Nico would never do it again, like the time they were talking to some people, Nico laughed too loudly and someone scolded him, after that, it took him months to see Nico smiling in public.
"What you got for me?”
"Have you ever had Japanese cake?" Nico seemed relieved by the change of subject and let go of his waist. He took Percy's hand and led him to a light, spongy cake, unlike anything he had ever eaten.
Nico cut off a piece and put it on a plate for him. As soon as he took a bite, the cake melted on his tongue, something so delicious that Percy couldn't explain it, so he just moaned, closing his eyes in pleasure.
"That good?”
"Everything my baby does is exemplary.”
"Thank you.”
Percy stopped eating and paid attention to Nico. In fact, he stopped and watched him. Nico looked happy and content in his apron and flour-stained clothes. He looked like a little chef, proud of a job well done.
"I saw it in a restaurant in Verona and wanted to try it.”
"Beautiful.”
"You should study cooking." This time it was Sally who spoke, finishing a chocolate tart and watching them discreetly. She approached them and put one of her hands on Nico's shoulders. "Have you thought about it?”
***
"You should study cooking. Have you thought about it?”
Nico blinked slowly, trying to concentrate on anything other than the way Percy was looking at him, who almost missed the moment when Sally approached the corner where they were standing.
"Hm?”
"Have you decided on your graduation course?”
"Ah." Nico glanced at Percy out of the corner of his eye, but focused on Sally. "I don't know. Hades wants me to do administration.”
"Why not something you're talented at? Like music or cooking? Arts?”
"I... I'd like that very much. I don't know if Hades would allow it.”
"You know, the other day this nice, polite man brought his family over for dinner. He said that the place where he works has an excellent cooking course." Nico took a good look at Sally, trying to figure out what that meant. "Why don't you do a double degree? I have his contact if you're interested.”
"It's also close to home." Percy added.
Nico stopped everything and leaned on the edge of the bench, trying not to get his hopes up.
"I couldn't.”
"Darling, you don't have to worry about the details. Have a look, will you? I'll take care of everything.”
"No, Sally. You don't have to... I never--”
"It’s okay, darling. Money is not a problem." Then Sally smiled at him all radiant and caught him off guard once again, hugging him tightly. "No matter what you choose. We'll support you, now and always.”
"Oh." It was all that escaped his throat, a choked, muffled sound against Sally's shoulder. His vision blurred, and his throat tightened, but his heart beat strongly, a delicious warmth heating his chest as Percy's hands touched his shoulders, embracing him and Sally at once.
"Mom is right. We'll support you no matter what, even if I have to go to Italy with you.”
"Did you plan this? To surprise me and not let me think about it?”
"Nico, of course not, silly!" Sally exclaimed energetically and grabbed his shoulders, her big light brown eyes hitting him right in the middle of the chest. "Percy did some vocational and aptitude tests last year and since then we've been looking for the best options. You have to do them too, they're pretty accurate. Does next week sound good? Ah, we have so much to do!”
And so, as if talking about his future was something ordinary, Sally continued again, mixing something in a large glass pot with a spatula.
"That's right, then. College decided. Will we have a wedding?”
"Wedding?”
"Of course! The sooner we set the date, the better! What about a house? You'll be near us, right? And... Percy didn’t talk to you yet?”
Nico didn't know if he was ready for such a big step, he didn't even know if he could finish high school without self-destructing himself, let alone… marriage.
"Mom!" Percy grumbled. "She's joking. Don't listen to what she says.”
It was Percy who said it, but his gaze was intense on him, thoughtful and analytical. And... maybe... maybe Sally wasn't joking, if it were for the disappointed expression on Percy's face.
"Since when have you been planning these things? “
"Since…”
"Since when?”
"Ever since I realized that waking up next to you was the best part of my day.”
Nico thought there was something strange in his eyes, they wouldn't stop watering. It must have been sinusitis. Yes, that was it. Maybe an allergy.
"Aren't you going to say anything?" Percy insisted, and suddenly the world disappeared and only the two of them mattered; the sound of banging pots and whispers disappeared, even the hurried murmurs around them vanished.
"What was I supposed to say? Are you asking me to marry you?”
This was the best and worst moment of his life. Percy smiled at him and reached into his pocket, pulling out a delicate velvet box. And then, the worst came, Percy knelt down on the floor full of flour and sugar, and opened the box, showing him that inside were two identical gold-plated rings with a small diamond in the center, one large and the other smaller, with delicate engravings around the rings, the rings so delicate that Nico was afraid to touch them.
"You can't be serious!”
"I bought them before you ran away to Italy. I wish I'd told you sooner. I was afraid it would drive you away again.”
And without asking permission, Percy took hia hand and slid the smallest of the rings onto the ring finger of Nico’s right hand.
"This ring is proof of my commitment and fidelity to you. It's my promise to always be by your side and to always give you whatever you need and want. No matter what or where.”
"Percy, stop it! Right now! You don't want this." Nico pulled away from Percy's hands and tried to take the ring off, feeling anxious, but he couldn't get it off. Something inside him stopped Nico.
"Of course I want it. I love you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you." Percy kept smiling and remained kneeling, as if paying for his sins in a prayer of love.
Percy crawled on his knees until he was close enough to touch again and offered Nico the box, saying: "It's your turn to put it on me. Will you marry me?”
"Gods!" Nico whimpered, that tightness in his heart and warmth in his chest spreading like hellish flames through his veins. "You'll regret this. You'll regret it so much. Then, don't blame me for what happens.”
"I take full responsibility.”
Sniffling, Nico knelt down too and did the same as Percy, placing the ring on the ring finger of Percy's right hand and observing their hands together. Not even in his wildest dreams could Nico have imagined something like this.
"Satisfied now?”
"And my kiss, hm?”
Still feeling anxious and shaky, Nico jumped into Percy's lap and kissed him with everything he had, being greeted by the strong embrace of the person Nico loved most in the whole world.
Enemies to lovers comrades (also: comrades to lovers)
Coffeeshop Employee owned and operated co-op AU
Alpha/Beta/Omega Autocrat/Bourgeois/Oligarch dynamics (dystopia)
Fake dating comrades AU
Hurt/Comfort Free Healthcare
Mpreg with federally mandated parental leave
Soul Unionmates AU
And there was only one bed copy of the Communist Manifesto
Accidental baby government subsidy acquisition
Mutual pining aid
Free college AU
Fix-it with public funds fic
Fuck Tax the rich or die
Huddling for warmth resource conservation
Didn’t know they were dating benefiting from public resources
Prison abolition AU
So today I thought I’d help out myself and anyone else who’s writing something where family plays a central role, seeing as a lot of people write about families but I barely see any posts about it!
Families are really fun to read about (imo), but often hard to write, as each family has a different dynamic that you really need to get a hold of. It’s easy to get discouraged because sometimes your fictional family might feel like strangers when they interact with each other. So without further ado, here are some questions and prompts to help you get to know your characters’ families.
Questions
Who is in this family? Are they all important characters?
How big of a role does this family play in the story? The theme of family in general?
Who looks the most like who? What general physical features do they all share?
Who is closest with each other? Who feels more distant?
What is a tradition this family has?
What holidays does this family celebrate? What religion do they practice?
What does this family always fight about?
Are all the relationships in this family healthy? If not, what makes them toxic?
Who is in charge or seems to have the most authority?
Is there a social hierarchy within the family? Who generally seems the coolest to the others?
Does this family travel a lot together? Where do they go?
What was/were the older generation(s) like before the younger generation(s) were born?
Has anyone in this family died? How did this impact the others?
Do members of the family have different politics? How does this affect the family’s relationship?
How much do your characters value their family?
What movies does this family watch on movie nights? What movies do they refuse to watch together?
What role does extended family play in this family’s life? (Ignore if the family you’re writing about is an extended family.)
Who argues the most?
What personality traits does the family share?
What makes this family unique?
What did/does the younger generation do for fun as little kids?
If this family had a vacation home, where would it be?
Who looks up to who?
Prompts
Write a conversation at the family’s dinner table.
What was the most disastrous family reunion/outing? Write it.
Try making a character web (shown in this post) for the family.
How does the rest of the family behave when one member graduates?
Write the script for everyone’s favorite old home video.
Draw a family tree. See how many generations you can go back.
Write each family member’s favorite family memory.
Describe how a family road would trip play out.
This family becomes the family fighting in Walmart. Describe how this happened.
The family is known for their top-notch annual ________ party. Write one such party.
Have a character from the family give your reader a “tour” of the family home.
Who got drunk at the last reunion? What ensued?
A character from the family is going through their favorite family photos. What are they? Why do they like them? What is the story behind them?
Imagine that this family has one huge family scandal in its history. What was it? How did people react when they found out?
A character has been hiding a secret for years, and their family finds out.
To all my writers who have a tough time with smut terms and not knowing which ones to use, I have found the holy grail for us.
This reddit user took a poll of 3,500 people and went really in depth with asking their favorite terminology, along with actual pie charts on what the readers preferred to see in their smut.
Here's the direct link to the Google doc with all the info!
This is the last part, I promise! Sorry for the mistake.
"Nico”
"Hm.”
"It's time to wake up.”
Nico grumbled and snuggled further under the covers. He was so tired that he felt like he would need a whole week to recover.
He moved again, about to put the blanket over his head when he felt strong arms surround his waist, but what made him open his eyes was the kiss on his neck, on that little spot near the nape of his neck that was now making him react more intensely than he thought he should. It was all Percy's fault, his fault for the way Percy had touched him the night before and all those words.
Gods! What had he done? Had Nico really said all that things to Percy? Nico couldn't believe it! He sat up and looked around. He was still in his room, and Percy? Well, the idiot was stillnext to him, leaning against the headboard and with such a satisfied smile on his face that it made him wonder: Had he said something he couldn't remember in the night before?
"So, do you like being spanked?”
"Percy!”
"I thought I was the only one you allowed to fu-"
"Don't you dare!" Okay, Nico admitted that he was panicking.
"I wonder where is the boy who wanted to take things slow, hmm?”
In another leap, Nico threw himself on top of Percy and covered his mouth with his hands.
"I take back everything I said. All of it!”
Percy licked his hand and kept smiling at him until Nico gave up and let Percy speak:
"It's a shame. We could’ve had so much fun…”
"I… I don't know." Nico had to look away, maybe he didn't want to take anything back, no matter how humiliating it was.
"Baby. Come here.”
Nico went, of course.
Percy grabbed him around the waist and made him lie down on his chest, one of Percy's hands immediately going to his hair. Nico didn't understand why that gesture calmed him down so much, or why this feeling of tenderness made him want to tell Percy everything he hadn't said the night before. It's just that... he felt conditioned to never to lie to Percy, and he had already said so much… Nico wished he had a time machine to make sure none of it had happened, because only then he would be sure that nothing between them would ever change.
"I'm so sorry.”
"Nico.”
"I shouldn't have left. But when you told me to meet other people, I thought... I thought we would never have a chance. So why wait for something that's never going to happen?”
"It's all right. It's my fault.”
"I don't care who's fault it is. I want you to say that you forgive me and that this won't affect things in the future.”
"I forgive you and that won't change anything.”
Nico knew that Percy was only saying this because he had asked, but even so, the knot in his stomach seemed to loosen a little bit.
"Promise?”
"I promise.”
Nico pulled away enough so he could look into Percy's face and touched him there gently, caressing the sides of his neck.
"You know I love you, don't you? For real?" Nico forced himself to say, seeing a small smile appear on Percy's lips.
"Why those words now?
"I realized... I thought I liked you because you were my first friend. But when I was in Italy, it felt like something was missing. I tried to find it in other people, you know?”
"What were you looking for?" That's when Percy touched his shoulder, trying to comfort him.
Ahg, he couldn't look at Percy when Percy acted so kind.
"I don't know!" It was a lie, of course. And Percy knew it. “It's hard to express how much you mean to me. So when I don't tell you things, it's because I can't, not because I don't want to.
"I know that. But I need you to tell me anyway. I need you to give me permission." Then, Percy touched the back of his neck, pulling his head up to face him. And yet, when Nico refused and kept his eyes closed, Percy insisted: "Beautiful. Look at me.”
Nico did it, he did it because it was impossible to resist when Percy spoke to him in that firm, and at the same time, reassuring tone.
"I understand. You don't have to force yourself.”
"I'm sorry.”
"No, Nico. It's not your fault.”
"I don't want to make you worry.
Because that was the truth. He'd always liked to go through life quietly and unnoticed, except that Percy had taken note of him and hadn't let him go ever since. No matter how much time passed, he would never get used to the attention Percy gave him and even after a decade, it still was strange, it was like he was in a dream and at any moment Nico would wake up, realizing that Percy had been his imagination playing tricks on him.
"This won't happen again.”
"What are you talking about?" Nico asked, not understanding.
" I won't force you. Just… just tell me if you need to. Anything.
"Anything?”
"Of course.”
"Then, tell me you love me.”
"I love you.”
"Again”.
"I love you.”
"Again.”
"Nico." Percy smiled and kissed Nico, interrupting him. "What's going on? It’s about last night?”
"It's nothing.”
"I promise I won't do that again.”
"That...?”
"I'm not going to be... so intense or... you know.”
Why did Nico felt his face getting hot? And since that was the case...
"Why not?”
This was the moment Nico feared the most. Percy remained silent and stared at him for long seconds, giving him no choice but to stare back. He dreaded these silences so much because this was the moment when he couldn't lie, and if he couldn't speak, then he'd have no way of diverting the attention away from the truth.
Yes, that was the reality, no matter how much he tried to hide it, Percy would always know everything in the end.
"Is this all because of shame? It’s the humiliation too much for you? Or is it because you like the feeling?
Nico didn't know how Percy managed to say all this in such a serious and composed way. Well, Percy was more right than he thought. However, when Nico got nervous, these feelings only came out in two ways: tears of anxiety or laughter. So imagine the scene where he started laughing out of nowhere while Percy remained serious and stern.
"Do you think I'm a joke?" Percy said and puffed out his chest, pretending to be offended.
"I would never think that.”
"I love you." Percy said, then hugged him tightly and stroked his back. “No matter what this thing is between us, we'll get through it together.”
That's what Nico expected.
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I hope it's not too confusing. If it is, please warn this poor writer who sometimes can't see certain things. I wanted to end the week by suggesting a blog post from tumblr +18, but in this specific post there's nothing explicit. It's the idea I used for Nico's thoughts. Here, it might be interesting.
See you next week!
Hello, how are you? I noticed that there was a part missing from the previous chapter. I've already put it in the full chapter, but it will also be here for those who have read the chapter before. It's a flashback to when Percy and Nico first met.
Happy reading!
Previous chapters: CHAPTER I / CHAPTER II / CHAPTER III / CHAPTER IV / CHAPTER V / CHAPTER VI / CHAPTER VII / CHAPTER VIII
Extra - Getting to know each other
Another scene from the past, when Percy and Nico first met.
Percy looked around, making sure no one was following him, and left the empty classroom. Ever since his family's restaurant had become five"star, the stalking had begun. People who had never spoken to him now wanted to be his friend, his best friends started treating him like royalty. No matter where he went, everyone knew his name, trying to get a reservation on behalf of other adults. He had learned very quickly how to avoid these people who were now almost everyone he knew. And you know what was worse? These people weren't interested in his mother's food, they were interested in who frequented the restaurant. It was so unfair! Even to go to the bathroom the crowds followed him without giving him a minute's peace. Tyson was so lucky! He’d already finished high school and was about to graduate from college. Percy had no choice but to deal with the gossip and greedy, self"centered people.
Looking once again at the empty corridor, he put his cell phone back in his pocket and went into the bathroom.
Ah, finally. Silence. Just him and the urinal. He unzipped his pants and...he heard a moan. Right next to him. Percy turned his face and there were three boys in a circle. He saw that one of them was unzipping his pants and the others were already without them.
Well, that was none of his business.
"No, please. I… I…"
"You what? Are you going to tell your little sister? Your Dad?"
"Please!"
Percy sighed and walked towards them. His mother hadn't raised him to watch someone being abused.
He stopped behind them, in front of the mirror, and saw what was happening. A boy with the softest, most feminine features he had ever seen was trying to cover his face and was cowering against the wall, he was so small that reacting against those boys would have been stupid. The problem was that he was so distracted by the boy's beauty that Percy ended up missing when one of the boys grabbed his own member and pointed it towards the boy on the floor.
"What are you doing?" Percy finally said. The boys were startled and jumped away, covering themselves as best as they could.
"We... hey, aren't you that rich kid?"
Just what he needed.
"I said, what are you doing?"
"It's not what it seems."
"Oh, is not? How do you explain that?"
The three boys and Percy looked at the little boy on the ground, who was hiding his face and crying pitifully.
"You know what? I don't want to know. If I catch you doing it again…"
"You have no proof!"
"Are you sure?"
The boys looked at each other and after a few moments, ran off. And Percy Finally could do what he needed to do and leave.
That is, if the little boy hadn't lifted his face and looked at him with those deep black eyes, swollen and shining from crying. Slightly curly black waves of hair and the most beautiful red lips he had ever seen. Percy admitted that he had frozen, enjoying the sight. He, who had never been interested in anyone in his eleven years of life, found himself enchanted. And even when the little boy bit his lips and looked at him, still lying on the bathroom floor, Percy couldn't stop staring.
"You didn't have to." The little boy mumbled, shrinking further against the wall near the sink.
"I... was the right thing to do." That was the truth, it was the right thing to do, but what wasn't right was to admire the beautiful little boy, especially in a situation like that. He felt like a monster. "What's your name?"
"Nico. Niccolas."
Hmm... Italian. They say it's the language of love.
"Percy Jackson."
"Oh." Nico said, looking him up and down, his high cheeks getting hotter. "You're not going to do what those boys wanted to do... are you?”
"What they wanted to do?”
Nico looked down and Percy followed his gaze.
Oh, actually, his zipper was still open, but now there was a certain... volume there.
"I'm nothing like those boys.”
"Aren't you?" Nico still looked doubtful, even though he himself had a bulge in his pants. A much smaller one that Percy seemed to be analyzing more closely than he should.
"I'm not." Percy turned around, trying to convince himself, and walked to the urinal again.
He pulled down his underwear and tried to concentrate. No one had warned him that it would be so difficult to relieve himself with an erection on the way. Percy took a deep breath, relaxing, and finally succeeded. When he returned to the sink, intending to wash his hand, he saw that the little boy was still on the floor, watching him get close.
Nico had been watching him... go to the bathroom? Since the area was wide open, it was impossible not to see.
"Do you need help?" He said as he washed his hands, staring at their reflections in the mirror. Nico looked scared and embarrassed, while he himself was serious and almost absent, showing no emotion.
"No! I mean, I'm fine. Thank you very much.”
"All right, then.”
Percy dried his hand and turned towards the exit. He had offered to help, hadn't he? From then on, it wasn't his responsibility what happened to Nico.
***
Percy had never realized how big that school was. Two indoor and two outdoor courts, fifty classrooms, ten laboratories. Swimming pools, jogging trails and even a forest with a variety of plantations. It was a good place for anyone looking for a well-rounded education, but also for anyone looking for a place to hide. Luckily, Percy had found just the perfect place; deserted and quiet, right in front of one of the open courts. Best of all, the view from the stands was very limited, preventing people from finding him easily.
He walked calmly through the school corridors and arrived at his favorite spot, determined to make a few baskets on the court and eat something quick before the next class. Percy intended to join the team and didn't want it to be out of sheer favoritism. That is, he was just about to enter the court when he saw a black head of hair on the far side of the bleachers. Now, he needed to know who it was, and only then would Percy know if it was still a safe place or not.
Percy hurried over and saw that it was the same little boy as last time. He had a cut in his lip and the right side of his face was purple. Percy had the impulse to ask who had done this to him, but remembered it was none of his business. Especially since Nico seemed to be fine, apart from his bruised face, and seeing that Nico was eating a small feast. Percy could see at least four different kinds of dishes, all arranged in little bowls, the sight warming his heart for some reason. It must have been the way Nico cowered, trying to hide from him, but he still stared at him, smiling.
Percy watched Nico pick up one of the lunchboxes and, as shyly as possible, offer it to him, saying: "Do you want some?”
Percy found himself walking the rest of the distance to Nico, abandoning his backpack and basketball at the foot of the bleachers, and sat down in front of Nico.
"I brought it too. My mother is a cook.”
"Ah." Nico muttered and shrugged, picking up his fork. "I always make a lot. See?”
Nico then opened the other two lunchboxes and showed them to him. Vegetable pie with cheese. Meatballs. Calabrian bread. Cake, too.
"Do you? And your mother?”
"I don't have one. She's dead.”
That's when Percy realized what he was doing. Like a weirdo, he watched Nico eat as if it were the most wonderful thing in the world while the boy ate alone, having to make his own food.
"Your father? You must have one, right?”
Nico denied it and stuffed another piece of pie into his mouth, ignoring all the other dishes. "Dad's always traveling.”
"So...?”
"I learned from Mama before she died. Her food was the best!" But Nico said it so happily that Percy felt better.
"Who looks after you?”
"I have a nanny. My sister, too! She's the best sister in the world." Nico continued eating happily and Percy felt something in his eyes. What was going on? This boy couldn't be so naive, could he? So... happy? How old was he? Nine? Ten? He must be younger than himself.
"You really don't want to? I did it all by myself!”
"Everything? Did you even reach the stove?”
"Yes, I did! The nanny just turned on the stove. I have a ladder near the table and…”
"Yeah?”
"You're very mean. I don't want to talk to you anymore!”
Percy couldn't stand it, he put his hand around his belly and laughed. It had been a long time since he had seen something so cute and funny. Nico's chubby cheeks inflating like a balloon, his arms crossed, his lips in an even cuter pout.
"How old are you, eh?”
"I’m eleven! What's the problem?”
"You're so short and small. Who's feeding you?”
And again, Percy couldn't take it. Laughing at his own joke, he let himself fall backwards onto the bleachers, laughing and laughing until his breath died away and then came back, a happy smile remaining on his lips long after his crisis had passed.
"Are you okay?” Nico asked in a small, soft voice, making his heart melt.
Percy opened his eyes to see that Nico had approached where he was laing, sitting on his knees, all worried, his black eyes wide and cheeks flushed.
"So…" Percy said, trying to stop smiling. "We're in the same year. Why haven't I see you around?
"I saw you.” Nico said and lowered his eyes to his lap. "It's hard not to when people only talk about you.”
"What they say?”
"You get the best grades. You're the best at sports. You have the best girlfriend. That sort of thing.”
"Who is that girlfriend?”
"I think… Annabeth Chase? I'm not sure. I arrived a few weeks ago.”
"That's good to know.”
"Know what?”
"That I have a girlfriend.”
"You… don't know?" Nico tilted his head like a confused puppy and that got another laugh out of him. This time, Nico laughed along. He seemed to be holding back his laughter, but when Percy didn't stop, Nico found himself with no escape, joining in.
"You're funny.” Nico told him.
"No, you are.”
And like third-graders, which they both were, they laughed again as they heard the bell ring. Percy hadn't even realized that half an hour had passed, which was more time than he usually spent with his old friends. And what that said about him, hm?
"We have to go." He heard Nico say.
They really did.
In a hurry, he helped Nico collect the lunch boxes and accompanied him to his next class, discovering that Nico was in fact in the same class as him. Was Percy so distracted by trying to hide that he couldn't see what was going on around him? Well, that would change from that moment on.
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Thanks for reading!
Sejam bem-vindos! Olá, esse é meu blog pessoal. Escrevo fanfics Pernico/Nicercy e orginais, e reblogo alguns posts de vez em quando. História Atual Não há lugar como o Lar - versão em Portugues There's no Place like home - English version Resumo: Nico está voltando da Itália depois de passar dois anos por lá e encontra Percy, o melhor amigo que ele deixou para trás, mas que manteve contato nesse tempo afastado. O resto se desenvolve a partir desse reencontro. Se você quiser saber o que eu escrevo, siga a tag #my writing
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