I hate it when the songs that give me bad mental health also sound so catchy. Like I re-listened to a song that gives me a weird spinning in microwave feeling but it’s a catchy way to explain some of my trauma so-
Me: *mocked, ridiculed and bullied all through school for staring, not making the proper facial expressions, not understanding social interaction, and just 'being weird'*
Fictional character: *does exactly all that and is praised as relatable, quirky, fun, and 'oh my gosh, I want to be that confident and weird!'*
I think a lot of what people call radical feminism on tumblr is really feminism 101 but people don’t want to acknowledge that being born female means that in almost all of the world if not the entire world puts us at an innate disadvantage
Being autistic and having been diagnosed at twelve years old is so inherently funny to me cause like I was knowledgeable enough to know that something was clearly weird or off about me. But not knowledgeable enough to realize that the DSM-5 wasn't kidding when they said that symptoms could be managed but would always be lifelong
Like my meltdowns are still a massive pain. Just now they're about things that could make sense like grades and not stuff like the sun exploding within my lifetime
Teachers constantly call me high functioning and I have level 2 social communications and level 1 repetitive behaviors autism so I'm always wondering what a level 1 across the board autistic person is like if I'm considered high functioning
I wrote some poetry about autism when I was younger but now looking back on it I don't think I really liked acknowledging the fact that I was disabled by my autism. If anything I was desperate to prove how undisabled I am and now that I'm older and having more frequent meltdowns I'm starting to think I have some sort of complex around accepting the fact that I am in fact developmentally disabled
Evelyn Clawthorne doodle
Trying to figure out what classes count as GE requirements is driving me kinda crazy
I feel like a lot of feminism offline would get considered discourse on tumblr
people big ableist widespread ignore people talk hard. autism schizo others. taking lots effort word way people reblog. not asking need understand read know learn us. try
nobody tries get into head learn saying what saying. discouraging!!!!! tiring. lonely. big dark room fumbling tap walls nobody there keep tapping!!!!! tap tap tap nobody listens wants to TRIES understand
just asking stop ignore. pretend not exist please. blind eye lots always schizo autism violence hurt trauma. this perpetuates
listen when talk even if not understand. try please
please reblog
I think “Daily Jekyll and Hyde” as redundant as it may be plotwise - is a hilarious concept. Imagine Utterson sending you emails like “My good friend Dr.Jekyll seems very nervous lately. I hope he doesn’t get blackmailed by that horrible Hyde chap we met the other day. Why would he associate with such a scoundrel!” And it goes like that with increasingly obvious hints up until he breaks into his study with Poole and the last part is just a Dr.Jekyll youtuber apology