I Will Not Apologize For Who TOH Has Made Me

Hi I just wanted to say that I love your menu Masterlist it’s so cute and really creative.

And I have a writer question. Are you the kind of writer who keeps a couple WIPs and just focuses on those, or the kind that has like twenty and can’t finish one?

(I’m the second one lmao)

-🖤

thank you sm 💙 i wanted to make my blog a bit more themed and i might redo some other stuff as well (if you can’t tell i’m procrastinating from exams)

I usually like to have just one or two wips going, honestly i usually make a folder for the ones i’m planing on doing and paste the request in them but i don’t typically start writing the story til i finish the one i’m working on. it just helps me keep track of everything ya know

speaking of fics (i say as if any post on this blog is not about fics) i’m actually releasing a Jason fic tomorrow so keep a look out for that *insert promotional finger guns here*

Once you get this you have to say five things you like about yourself, publicly, then send this to ten of your favourite followers (non-negotiable) SPREAD POSITIVITY

i have way to much school to do and like 3 fics to write but am i doing that. No, i’m doing this.

anyway here we go again

1. I have way to much random knowledge from so many different things

2. i collect (aka horde) stuff from fandoms i’m in

3. i’m a ballerina

4. oh geez i’m running out of things. umm i like my hair when it’s fresh out of the shower and i let it air dry and don’t brush it yet and it’s all fluffy

5. ok last one. i can could creat a food pyramid scheme (and have in the past)

The wips game

Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Send me an ask with the title that most intrigues you and I’ll post a little snippet of it or tell you something about it! And then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

okay so technically technically i didn’t get tagged for this but i have tons of wips and thought this would be fun also i don’t usually name my stories until i’m done writing them so these are all just vaguely comprehendible

dun dun duuuninun dun dun (you’re tOciX)

angst for daaayyyyyyysssss

dami bb fluff

jason tood

time drake you poor soul

dick, your a dick

thanks for checking i’m still a piece of (sad) GaRbAgE

tags: @battlenix @tomatosamla and @/everyone who wants to try

Do I have a bunch of request I want to fill? Yes I do. Do I have a fic in the works that I promised the people? Yes again. Am I going to drop a completely unrelated non request Jason fic tonight? You guessed it, yes I am.

Ladies, Gentlemen, non binary guests, i would like to formally announce that 2966 words, 24 rewrites, and nearly one whole month later Love and War pt2 rough draft is finally complete! Now i just need to edit then post!

Saturday at 8 o’clock EST if you’d like to be on the tag list for this fic please feel free to message me or leave a comment on this post

Prompt List

Completely and utterly unorganized... deal with it

(new prompt list here)

1~ “Care to explain where you’ve been” “To you? No”

2~ “Leave. Leave right now”

3~ “i’m at the hospital...”

4~ “Don’t say that. Don’t say you care about me because i know it’s a lie.”

5~ “You look really cute in that sweatshirt”

6~ “YOU THREW IT OFF A BRIDGE!!”

7~ “Alright, you just stay right there and i’ll go collect your ransom”

8~ “Your bullshit has a body count”

9~ “You don’t strike me as a professional criminal.” “That’s what makes me so good.”

10~ “Were you ever going to tell me?”

11~ “I don’t owe you an explanation”

12~ “It’s really not that complicated”

13~ “ok so... i may or may not have blow some things up...”

14~ “Back up dickwad, i’ve got a breadstick and i’m not afraid to use it!”

15~ “Make me.”

16~ “If you don’t put a shirt on i’m gonna have to kiss you and who knows where things will go from there.”

17~ “I dare you”

18~ “care to explain why you’ve been following me for 6 blocks?”

19~ “Oh yeah well that’s cause i’m actually evil... but hey on the bright side you where right about me all along!”

20~ “Don’t breath on that, it’s expensive”

21~ “hey you want anything from taco bell?” “the only thing i want is justice!” “i... i can get you nachos”

22~ “i’m running on 3 hours of sleep 2 cups of coffee and 1 f**k left to give. let’s do this.”

23~ “I can take care of myself just fine.”

24~ “Hey give me back my phone!”

25~ “I don’t deserve you”

26~ “I haven’t seen them in a long time.”

27~ “I trusted you!”

28~ “How could you do this to me? After everything we’ve been through?”

29~ “I can’t believe you actually just did that.”

30~ “Did-did you just kiss me?”

31~ “Let’s have ourselves a little chat.” “ugh... do i have to?”

32~ “I prefer it when people don’t flirt with my teammates but i guess we don’t really have a choice now do we.”

33~ “What’s in it for me.”

34~ “I wouldn’t even date myself.” “Well then your standards are impossibly high.”

35~ “Is that... a lamp?” “Irrelevant.”

36~ “Do you ever shut up.”

37~ “I’m like 75% sure this won’t explode” “75 percent?!?”

38~ “You’re the hero huh? I guess that makes me the villain.”

39~ “Don’t you dare attack me for something you were to scared to do.”

40~ “Please be quiet, i can’t even hear myself losing my will to live.”

41~ “Say that again. I dare you.”

42~ “Everyone keeps telling me you’re the bad guy.”

43~ “H-how long have you been standing there?”

44~ “Oh, god, you’ve insulted me! What ever shall i do? I’ll be mentally and emotionally scared for years!”

45~ “Don’t say you love me.”

46~ “It’s a hobby of mine to prove you wrong.”

47~ “Quit smirking at me like that, I’m serious!”

48~ “If i threw a stick at you would you leave?”

49~ “You’ll never be the man your mom is.”

50~ “Let. Me. Go.” “you know i can’t.”

51~ “We have a... complicated history.”

52~ “When are you going to realize that i don’t care.”

53~ “You could have died.” “But you would have lived! and that’s a sacrifice that i am more then willing to make.”

54~ “Hey hey hey, it’s ok i’m here. it’s just me ok, you’re safe.”

55~ “Good heart. Bad temper.”

56~ “Always expect trouble”

57~ “yeah well no one asked for your opinion, you abominable shit goblin.”

58~ “You only make that face when you’re hiding something, so i’ll ask you again. What’s going on?”

59~ “ok so um this is the demon i summoned... his name is Jerald.”

60~ “Oh hell no. im not fuckin around with that shit!”

61~ “Just take it and go.”

62~ “you really think i’m scared of you? Darling i’ve meet 4th graders scarier than you.”

63~ “I trusted you!” “well sounds like a mistake on your part.”

64~ “leave me alone.”

65~ “I don’t care about you anymore.” “i’m starting to think you never did.”

67~ “i’m going to kill you, but first i’m going to kill everyone you love. I’m going to make you suffer like i did.”

68~ “So that’s it? It’s over?”

69~ “Well... that was eventful.”

70~ “oh god it’s you.”

71~ “Yeah, well, i shut everybody out. Don’t take it personally it just happens.”

72~ “No shit Sherlock.” “Fuck off Watson.”

73~ “Don’t lie to me. I can tell when you are.”

74~ “Well, i never said i didn’t care...”

75~ “You would hate me for what i did, and i couldn’t bare to see that happen.”

this is everything my mentality is all the time

he’s BI. it’s confirmed guys.

Oh, and happy gaypocalypse season!

Hi! I would like you to know you are wonderful and appreciated! Hope you have a great day!!

:)

getting these messages literally just makes my heart go 🥰

i appreciate you more anon :)

Dear People of Tumbler

i am. an idiot.

basically i decided the perfect time to start writing on here would be at the very end of my 3 week break. Stupid i know i tend to make bad decisions when it comes to time management. However, i have a solution. from now on i will only be posting on weekends and holidays (and when i’m avoiding homework)

you can still make requests during the week (info for requesting is here) but i probably won’t be able to get it out till Saturdayish.

thanks for reading!

Love and War (but mostly war): Part 2

Alone Together

Paring: damian wayne x reader (she/her pronouns mentions vaguely)

Summary: Being the partner of Damian Wayne comes with its own difficulties. Especially when you're both hot tempered teenagers who don't know how to talk to your crush.

Warnings: Mentions of blood, violence, mild swearing, damian being a stubborn bitch,

A/n: as promised pt2!!! i hope you all enjoy! title banner and end banner were both made by @maysdigitalarts they are very talented and really nice so check them out!!! also this is only kinda proofread so read at your own risk 乁(•-•)ㄏ

Word count: 2.5k

Part 2/?: part one -- next part: coming soon

requests are open click here for more info

Spending spring break in Wayne manor had its ups and downs. Ups included a huge library in the south wing, delicious homemade meals every day, and the best water pressure you’d ever experienced. The downs included 9 hours of training daily, getting lost while trying to find a bathroom, and having to spend way too much time with your arch enemy.

Technically he's not your enemy. At least he’s not supposed to be. After the fight you had last week you couldn’t be sure. You’d had fights with Damian before but this felt different. Usually after a fight he'd sulk for a few hours but then it would go back to normal, but this time it didn’t go back to normal. Damian had been avoiding you for almost 8 days.

You knew the fight ended too soon and you both had more to say but if he was going to act like a child and ignore you then you weren’t going to stop him. You still had to patrol with him but it was considerably quieter. The manor was big enough for the both of you and after a few days you’d figured out his schedule and how to get around him. Tim let you train with him, so as long as you stayed on your side of the gym and Damian stayed on his you didn’t have to interact with him at all.

It wasn’t until the 4th day of break that you had to talk to him. Bruce had to go meet with the league for the day so training ended early. You had a couple hours before dinner and decided reading would be the best use of that time. You walked down one of the many hallways lazily dragging your hand along the wall until you reached a door. You couldn’t remember exactly where you were but you were about 75% sure there was a couch in this room, so you pushed the door open.

Inside you found tall ceilings paired with dark wallpaper, a tall window with the thin white curtains pushed out of the way, and a couch. Actually it was three couches but after 4 days staying here you'd gotten used to the large amount of furniture that was there for no reason.

The couches formed a square with the open side facing the window lined wall. The first two couches were empty but when you stepped farther inside the room you saw someone sitting on the third one. Of course the one room you picked to go into also happened to be the one room Damian was sitting in. He looked up from his sketchbook and immediately frowned.

There were two options in front of you. You could back out of the room and leave him be but then you’d be backing down from something that might not even turn into a fight which made you seem weak so really you were left with only one choice. You straighten your back and closed the door behind you, officially leaving you in a room alone with Damian for the first time since the fight. You walked over to the couch facing the windows head on and sat down on the side farthest from him. He watched you the whole time but you paid him no attention, instead you simply opened your book and began reading.

You felt his eyes leave your form and you let out a quiet breath. You heard a page turn and a pencil being dragged lightly across paper. It had been over a week but nothing seemed to be getting better between you and him. Patrols were a nightmare beforehand but now that he’d switched from constant criticism to almost no comments you found that you preferred the former.

Damian's pencil against the paper was the only sound in the room and yet the silence seemed so loud. You hated it. You hated having to avoid him all the time. You hated not being able to talk to him anymore. You hated how far away he felt even when he was right next to you. You hated that you didn’t hate him as much as you used to.

You never realized how much you talked to him until you didn’t. It was a weird feeling to miss someone when you hadn’t even known you cared about them. You honestly just wanted to apologize and let things get back to normal so as you sat there staring at your book you decided to take action. So you took a deep breath, swallowed your pride, opened your mouth, and prayed to god that something would come out.

“Look-”

“Damian-” you both spoke at the same time. “Sorry, you go first.” You apologized.

“No, you can go first.” He replied almost nervously. That couldn’t be right, he never got nervous.

“Uh I was just going to say, well I’ve been thinking lately,”

“You?” He asked sarcastically.

“Oh haha, really funny. Will you just listen for a goddamn second.” He was not making this easy. “I know we haven’t been talking much ever since, well you know and uhh.” You couldn’t find the right way to word it. You were still too stubborn to outright apologize but you knew he would never say sorry unprompted. “You’ve just seemed… off, lately and if it has something to do with me-”

“It doesn’t.” He cut you off. “I’m not ‘off’ and even if I was you definitely wouldn’t be the cause.” His expression was blank.

“Well jeez you don’t have to be so rude about it.” You sneered back at him. “What were you trying to say anyway?” So much for your apology.

“I’ve convinced father to change our partners.” His voice was flat and he seemed bored with the conversation.

“You what?” You stood up. You couldn’t believe he actually did that without talking to you first.

He stood up as well and was a few inches higher than you. “We don’t work well together, you can’t tell me you don’t agree.”

“I don’t! We’ve been a great team! Remember the Penguin pen raid or Mr. Freeze's death ray thingy.” you exaggerated your point by waving your hands through the air. “We stopped those. Together. You can’t just go around changing things without asking me first!” You were fuming.

“Sure I can! We only stopped those villains because of what I did, you just got in the way.” he pointed at you.

Here we go again, the blame game. The endless cycle of ‘he did this, she did that’. You were so sick of it. “That’s bullshit and you know it. I can hold my own on the field just as well as you can. And you know what! I don’t even want to be your partner anymore.”

“Neither do I! You can go play hero with someone else while I do all the real work. I never wanted you on the team in the first place!” He stared you down and if you weren’t so fired up you’d probably be intimidated.

“God you’re so annoying! You think you're so great and no one can even come close to you but in reality you’re exactly like the rest of us!”

What were you doing? This wasn’t what you wanted. You wanted to apologize and make things right but now here you were screaming at him again. You almost couldn’t help it. Fighting him gave you a sort of rush that you craved. It was like a drug and you were addicted to the pain. You didn’t want to fight him but it was the closest thing to a conversation you’d had in over a week and at this point it was enough to satisfy your need.

“I’m going to prove that I'm better than you. I’ll do it on my own too!” You told him.

“Go ahead and try!”

You were full on shouting at each other now and it could definitely be heard in outside of this room. “I will!” Both your heads snapped to the door when you heard a knock echo through the room.

Dick was standing at the door looking at the scene he’s found. “Woah.” He said awkwardly. He clearly didn’t know how to handle the situation he’d just stumbled on.

You grabbed your book pushed past him and into the hallway. Anger was clouding your mind so once again the fighter ended too soon.

Damian watched you walk out before turning around and groaning. “I can’t believe her,” he muttered to himself. “She is insufferable, inexperienced, beautiful annoying, piece of work i have ever met.”

“You think she’s beautiful?” Dick asked, a slight smirk on his face. It probably wasn’t the best choice of words.

He looked back at him with an almost offended expression. “What? that's ridiculous! I- No I don’t!”

“Well that’s what you said sooo,”

“You’re hearing things Grayson,” Damian defended. “I would never say that out loud.”

“Oh of course never out loud, just in your hea-”

“SHUT UP,”

You spent the rest of the day hiding in the guest room. You planned on staying there forever and letting yourself fade out of existence but alas, you still had patrol. Of course Bruce was gone so you couldn’t really ask for a night off and you couldn’t go off on your own since you were still technically new to crime fighting. So Damian was your only option. ‘Fuck’

You went down to the cave and suited up without so much as making eye contact with him. You could totally keep this up for the next few hours, you wouldn’t get very much done but you wouldn’t have to talk to him so that was a bonus.

You had set up shop on some random rooftop near crime alley before hearing reports of multiple gun shots over the police scanners and you both rushed to commotion. Usually you’d survey the scene but that required communication with your partner so instead you wasted no time and jumped into action. That was a mistake.

You had no idea that you were jumping right into a fire fight and you had no idea that they were expecting you, which led you right into their trap. Fantastic. After a grueling fight and metal chair to the back of your head you were knocked out

When you came too you found yourself in a small darkish room that kind of looked like the inside of a shipping crate. The floors were cold underneath your now gloveless hands as you pushed yourself into a sitting position. The only light in the room was coming in from a thin crack along one side which you assumed was the door.

Squinting through the darkness you saw Damian sitting on the opposite side of the room from the light. You picked your head up a little too fast and became violently aware of your splitting headache. “Ow, what happened?”

“We’ve been captured.” He answered flatly.

“Oh really, smartass? I hadn't noticed.” You sneered back at him while standing up and heading towards the door.

“Ask dumb question get dumb answers.” He shrugged and copied your movements but stopped a few feet away. “And it’s locked, I’ve already tried everything.”

You rolled your eyes and felt around the door, trying to get a feel for mechanics. “Can you shut up, maybe it doesn’t hurt to try again.” Finally you realized that it didn’t have any internal locking systems and the only way to unlock it was from the outside. “Dammit.” You cursed and hit the steel wall which hurt a lot more than you thought it would. “Shit,” You shook your hand.

“Well that was just stupid,” Damian scoffed at you, taking your hand to examine it. He always did that sort of thing on patrol so you didn’t pull away or even really register what he was doing. It was just sorta normal for the two of you to look after each other's wounds.

“Oh I'm sorry, is my frustration not smart enough for you?” you sneered back. “At least I'm trying something.” You looked around the small dark room, determined to not look him in the eyes.

“I told you I already tried everything. You were out for a while, I was wor-” He released your hand and cut himself off. “You definitely bruised it but you’ll be fine.” Was he about to say he was worried about you? That was definitely not the kind of thing he vocalized.

You reluctantly thanked him and began pacing slightly trying to think of something else to try. “Ok so how do we get out? Can’t you use those ninja skills you're so proud of and like… kick it down, or explode the lock or something?” You watched him walk to the back of the box and sit down on the floor.

“Well if you’d taken a moment to actually think you’d notice that outside that door there's about 20 armed guards, and inside this box there’s one highly trained assassin and one amuture. Neither of which have their utility belts. But I have a plan so will you just sit down?” said motioning towards a spot near him, or at least you though you did your eyes still weren’t quite adjusted to the lighting yet.

He was right, the odds were not in your favor. Even if you could get out you wouldn’t make it very far. “I am not an amuture.” You said pointedly while walking to a side wall and sitting down. “And I’m sitting down because I want to, not because you told me to. And what’s this plan your so sure of?”

“As soon as you went down i knew we’d lost so i sent out a signal. They took our belts somewhere else so the team will go there first and then have to find us but it won’t take too much longer now.” He explained calmly, actually this was the calmest you’d talked to each other in a while. It was nice, refreshing.

“Oh so you’re saying without me you couldn’t take on a few no name thugs? Interesting coming from the boy who claims he doesn’t need me.” You smirked at him, for some reason he was having a really time with his word choice today.

“Oh please you were would have been killed if i hadn’t lay them take me. And Batman would be pissed if he came back to one of his protégés dead.” He countered, rolling his eyes at your accusations. Clearly whoever had you didn’t want you dead otherwise they would have done it already but they probably would have banged you up a bit more. Had he really given up a fight just to save you a few bumps and bruises?

“Ah i see, and you wouldn't have cared if i was dead?” You theorized, smugly.

“Not in the slightest.”

A/n: ahh thank y’all so much for the support so far part one got quite a bit of momentum so hopefully this part does just as well :)

Tag list: @ginevraxrogers @daydreaming-bao @trashmouthsahra @the-middle-oldest-child @big-bad-batsy reply in the comments to be added to this! i'd hate for anyone to miss part 3