Swamped Depression
Swamped Depression
Living in a world that’s abandoned you,
You sit in the shadows,
They say, “You’re anti-social.”
I tell you, “They don’t understand you!”
They say, “You’ll get over it.”
But it’s really something you just can’t,
They’ll tell you that they know what you’ve been through,
But they will NEVER know your pain!
You’re in the abyss where nobody can reach you,
But I tell you, “I’m right there with you.”
“I was there before.”
Some can & have escaped this void,
You say, “You’re one of those who were lucky.”
“But most aren’t so lucky.”
You say, “I’m one of those who weren’t so lucky.”
“I got the short end of the stick.”
You try to wear a mask of normality to hide,
But the sorrow,
The humiliation,
The misery was seeping out the edges,
You’re painted smile would fade the more you’d wear it,
The doctor may say, “You have the option to…”
Or “These options are…”
But you don’t!
This feeling wasn’t your choice,
The world forced it on you,
They shoved it down your throat with all their hate & lies,
They did this to you,
You didn’t do this to yourself,
Those who think they know will say, “It’ll be over soon!”
That may be true for some of them,
But not for all,
Not for YOU,
I say, “There are those who’re in the pit with you too.”
The only one who may know is you!
After all,
How could your own mind not know?
How could you not trust yourself?
They may not have sunk in further,
Or they could be far deeper then you,
But they may truly know your pain and sorrows,
Just because you think you’re alone doesn’t mean it has to be like that,
Your mask won’t hide you from someone who’s been there too!
You said to me years ago, “I trust you!”
So?
Won’t you give me the key?
To the shattered heart and withered soul you locked away,
We can fix it,
You’ll mend it,
Don’t you see?
But there’s one thing you must NEVER in your life forget,
Life will always,
Always get worse before it gets better!
And you can’t be selfish!
You can’t take the easy way out and think there won’t be consequences,
It WILL affect those around you,
You shouldn’t force your pain on them just to make yourself feel better,
I was always there for you when I saw the bruises and bandages,
Your freedom & eternal happiness isn’t worth someone else feel the way you do,
But you can’t always think the risky or easy way won’t backfire at some point,
You’re so much better then that!
So?
Don’t let it control the way your life is lived,
You must take control of it!
Don’t lose hope in yourself or the world,
You only get one life,
Not the nine a cat has!
So don’t be foolish & live your life!
I was able to climb out of the pit,
I know you can too.
Hold onto hope!
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MiseryTale’s Undyne. Captain of the Royal Guard. More updates on her design will be coming.
Alone & Together
White as far as the eye could see,
Cold scales & unheard cries,
A world with nothing yet never alone,
Sorrow & joy,
Silent consoling,
A deep understanding only one’s self known,
2 as 1,
An almost endless void with almost no life,
The living - the forgotten - the unknown,
Gray wings slide into her lap,
An elder of ancient wars,
One who can share the pain & sorrows,
Soft words of understanding,
“You’re not really alone!” & You’ll never be truly alone!” are softly purred,
Waiting in the white,
An empty world - yet Never alone.
New Year!
Happy new year, all! Hope you enjoyed the holidays. Sorry for the inactivity lately. But I’ve got a lot of stuff in progress and won’t be very active through this month and maybe February, or longer. But after that expect to be spammed with new content, character designs, poems and a whole lot more! (There’s also a small possibility of getting adoptable bitties in the future of Gothic & Gray: Parasites & particular Alternates, but this is being debated. I plan on giving an update on this at the end of the month or so.) Hope you don’t mind the wait & I hope you like what’s to come!
Miserylovania (Megalovania Remix)
M!T Geno Sans Theme
This is only a first draft of the song’s remix to see what instruments I’ll be using & what notes to change. This Remix was made on flat.io. Here’s the link to its sheet music: https://flat.io/score/5a355091659b940fe76bf1f4-miserylovania
10′s Shrine
A light storm hangs above the forest,
A soft buzz of animals lifts the air’s stillness,
The small clearing sits with uncompared beauty,
The Imperial grace of the Elder’s statues sat dormant,
10 stone giants glistened with little dew drops,
The same place that was once host to lavish parties,
Pale Terra slowly over-took the relics,
Empty eyes of old comrades always watched the ever-changing landscape,
Warm air flows like soft breaths,
Sparrows - Jays - Cardinals - Finches & Doves,
They fly like racers between the trees,
Silence fills the surrounding wood as rain pours heavier,
Careful hands run over cracked stone,
One of the few guests seen in millennia,
Light steps circle around the tarnished pedestals,
Jewel eyed never expecting to have company again,
Knowing & respectful gaze surveys yet sparkles with wonder,
The urge to be heard after centuries,
Now will always be seen,
By any & all,
By him or her or themselves,
To see on their own,
Well known to all - to none - to the past & future,
Good nor evil can make their memory sway,
From every room in every land they were once known,
Tis only in legend & myth of their deeds now,
The silent watchers of creation itself,
That of Light & Life,
Of Hidden Shadows & the Afterlife they stand,
Those of the beckoning Winds,
The Fathers of the Terra & Sea,
The Mothers of Magical mystery & Crystalline beauty,
A hidden Flame burning in silent eyes,
Watching the Celestial skies & Eon waves,
They watch as what they made expands,
Always quiet with unspoken thoughts,
The storm ebbs as winds chime & swirl,
Another blissful evening to come.
Update To M!T Papy:
- Edited Height
- Made Scarf Longer
- Changed Bone Outline Color
- Removed some Pixels
Will update his design again soon!
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