I Hate That I Feel Like I Have To Explain Away Every Thing I Feel

I hate that I feel like I have to explain away every thing I feel

Like

Yeah I ran out of my meds and

I have a new prescription but I just

Don't care enough anymore

I know they're important like hell the reason I feel how I feel is because not taking them puts me out of whack but

The goddamn box has fallen behind some shelf somewhere and I just no longer have the will to look for them let alone take them. It takes two seconds for me to reset my alarm for them but I can't even bring myself to do that.

Too hollow and ready to be done now please.